A/N: Konnichiwa! Hey everyone, I would like to present my first real fic ever. EVER! Lol. I know im not as good as all of you and I hope you'll understand. I also know that I have unnoticed errors and critiques are very much welcome (no flaming please TT).
Dedicated to my teacher, Mr. Brooks… May you never find out that I am using your name for a slashy, gay and smutty fic. Cheers to you!
Oh, and btw, the set takes place during their 6th year, and I also forgot to mention… Being gay was totally accepted in wizarding world and there were no discrimination whatsoever. It's just like a normal hetero (boring) relationship. XD no biggie!
Disclaimer: If I owned HP, there will be smut in every book. And that is why Miss Rowling owns them… because it's for all ages.
Summary: Sirius likes Remus, Snape adores Lupin and the said blonde is clueless as usual. Find out how the poor werewolf copes with this dilemma as the two arch rivals molest their way in onto Moony's heart. Sirius/Remus Slash!
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CHAPTER 1
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Sirius can safely say that his relationship with a certain werewolf is not something he can take for granted. It involves constant flirting that only the two of them can understand but it wasn't the type where you would call it completely romantic.
Sure he loves Moony, but Sirius is not exactly sure about how deep it is at the moment. He still dates other girls and boys for that matter, thinking that his infatuation will eventually go away just so he can save their friendship. One thing he knows, he never wants to see Remus with anyone. And as selfish as it may sound, he enjoys staring at the said teenager when he's alone. Even the thought of Remus kissing anyone rather than him just might drive him off the edge of his thinning control.
"Remmy! There you are, I have been looking all over for you!" Sirius snapped and he knew he sounded like his mother.
"I was just getting my book. Relax mate."
"You can say that again. Two fucking hours with Slytherins! I don't know if I'll survive this torture," Sirius placed both of his hands atop his heart, making it more dramatic for effect.
"Oh, don't whine Sirius," holding his friend's hand, dragging them both towards the direction of the dungeons.
"Then kiss it all better Moony." Forcefully grabbing the werewolf's shoulders and lunging forward to playfully sneak a peck on his fellow Marauder. Sadly, Remus' instincts are better and evaded his attack, leaving the canine disappointed and somewhat amused. It's always fun to flirt around with the blonde because he can secretly molest his friend without any limitations, not to mention still manage to keep his desires intact. This is the life.
"Seriously, we're gonna be late!"
"Fine. Party pooper! But you still owe me one," he would do anything to get a little taste of the werewolf's intoxicating lips.
Both Mauraders ran as fast as they could knowing that Professor Brooks will indeed take off points if ever they were caught again, sneaking at the back of the classroom door.
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"Finally! I thought the two of you skipped class. For a moment I got a little worried that you'll leave Pete and I alone with these morons all period." James quietly whispered as the two slopped down next to Peter.
"Errr, Moony distracted me," Sirius answered, a huge grin forming as he smirked at himself.
Remus was about to object when Professor Brooks interrupted him.
"Black! Potter! I do not tolerate talking in my class, especially when it's something unimportant! I will split the four of you, considering you also need extra help from my top students, of course my perfect Slytherins." Professor Brooks yelled, fanning himself as he walked towards the Marauders' seats.
"But-" James objected.
"Potter, go work with Malfoy. Black, I'm partnering you with…"
"Anyone but Snape. Please! Anyone but Snape!" He pleaded earnestly.
"Parkinson. You Peter will work with Wilson and lastly, Lupin, please gather your things and sit next to Severus." He was stern and immediate, leaving the boys no time to complain whatsoever. They quickly set their cauldrons next to their partners', following the instructions from the board, glaring wholeheartedly at the Slytherins as they worked.
Sirius felt bad for Remus as he watched his friend walk towards Snape. It was kinda his fault why they were almost late, well, he couldn't really help himself from flirting with his gorgeous friend. The least he can do is to watch them from behind, just so Snape can keep his dirty little hands for himself. The last thing he wanted was him getting involved with his Remus.
His?
He wouldn't exactly call him his, Sirius knows for himself that he is really not the type to be in a deep relationship. He's just fond of Remus… to stare at the boy, to touch him, to flirt with him, to make him laugh and to do other things that will put a smile on the blonde's face.
"It wasn't love, it's just our thing," he thought.
"Black. Are you even listening to me?" Harold Parkinson asked, his face starting to look a little bit irritated at the other boy's lack of attention.
"Huh? I- I mean, yeah. Let's get started." With one last glance at his friend, he stood up and gathered the ingredients for today's lecture.
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"Listen Lupin, let me get to the point. I don't like you and you don't like me. All we need to do is keep at least a foot distance from each other and work peacefully as possible so we can get the hell out of here. Clear?" Severus blurted out impatiently, watching the boy as he sat next to him.
"Okay, point taken. Just for the record, I don't hate you, my friends do. And I know their pranks are sometimes below the line, they are as stubborn as they could be so I can't really stop them. So, with that being said, let's do try to work in peace," he answered, smiling sincerely as he gracefully handed the copied instructions to his partner, brushing his hands ever so lightly at the other boy's. Severus blushed a little bit from the contact, coughing his way of out this unsure yet building predicament.
Snape has always admired the Gryffindor from afar and he knows it's more than just a crush. The only problem is that he can't really do anything about it because Remus' friends will definitely cut his head off. He still ponders why the said blonde hangs out with them knowing that he is way above their standards.
Snape's affection started out last year when Remus helped him off his feet after James and Sirius tried to hex him. Remus kindly offered his hand, smiling as he did and apologized as humble as he can be for his friends' unruly actions. Ever since then, the Slytherin harbored strong emotions towards the boy, hoping that someday his feelings will be reciprocated.
"Thanks."
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The rest of the period went rather well. James and Lucius, besides from the occasional glaring, were surprisingly civil with each other. They were kind of testing themselves which one would snap first, hoping to get the other boy into some sort of trouble along the way. Peter, working with Alexander, was also doing a great job, well… apart from the chubby boy's clumsy hands that almost knocked down their somewhat finished potion. Sirius, however, wanted to shoot himself as he and his partner struggled to follow the instructions in the board. It's not that he wasn't reading it carefully; he was just distracted by Snape's constant whispers to Remus that seemed to earn him a shy smile from the werewolf.
"What on earth could they be talking about? Fucking Snape, if he dares, I swear I'll rip him apart," he thought to himself, not noticing how much roots he kept on adding onto the cauldron.
"BLACK! What are you doing?! You're supposed to put it one at a time!" His partner, Harold, quickly tried to snatch every roots he could find, hoping that this would not affect the potion.
This seemed to snap Sirius back to reality. He was right, he did placed too much of it, not that he cared that much as how he cared about why Remus is smiling when he's with Snape.
"Shit. I should stop being paranoid. This will drive me nuts!" He told himself, repeatedly glancing back at his beloved's table.
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"Honestly, Lupin, you are so much better than those gits you hang out with," Severus said as he mixed the remaining ingredients for the potion. "Especially Black, he's too conceited for my liking. Not to mention cocky as hell."
Remus halfheartedly smiled at this remark. "He does worship himself," he thought inwardly, chuckling a little.
"Please, I don't agree half of what they do but they're still my friends, and I would not change it for the world." He replied, proudly, yet humbly enough to make Severus look at him questioningly.
"You really think so?" Feeling a little betrayed and hurt, thinking that he could offer a far better friendship than his companions.
"Yes. And, woah! You're really good at this stuff, it's exactly as Professor Brooks' sample potion," not noticing Severus' tone as he compares their potion with the sample. Snape immediately turned crimson, looking away and hoping that his partner would not see his face. "Professor Brooks is right. I do need help from a Slytherin."
"Remus!" Sirius yelled as he made his way towards his friend's station, hoping to disrupt the two from whatever they were talking about.
"Oh hey, how's your potion doing?"
"Errr… I kinda messed it up a little bit," he replied, giving deathly glares to Snape. The slytherin on the other hand, smiled to himself which pissed Sirius even more.
"Look at ours, it literally looks like the original one. Severus did a great job didn't he?" The blonde smiled as he spoke. His face lightened up Sirius' mood, golden hair fell from the corner of his ear, pouty lips that were redder than usual and eyes that were sickeningly radiant. Fuck.
"God you're making me hot Moony, stop smiling like that."He thought, urging himself not to kiss the blonde right then and there. "Oh… Yeahh... Great! Well, keep it up Rem, just don't let Snape take advantage of you." He whispered, so lightly, he didn't even care if Remus heard it, leaving the two boys as he did.
"Can you be anymore obvious Black" Severus wanted to leap for joy as he discovered an interesting fact about his arch enemy. At the same time, he felt really poignant because he knows he doesn't stand a chance against Sirius. "Sirius Black, in love with Lupin."He thought miserably.
Then suddenly, Snape thought of an idea that will surely win the boy's heart, not to mention he could also annoy Sirius along the way, it's like hitting two birds with one stone! This encouraged Snape even more to pursue his plan.
"Hey Remus, if you want I can tutor you in Potions," the blonde, a little bit shocked when Snape casually said his first name. Nevertheless, he found himself smiling at the Slytherin.
"Sure! I would like that."
"I know I'm not as good looking as you Black, but I will turn Remus towards my favor, I will make him hate you!Let the games begin, bitch"grinning, as Severus handed the finished potion to his teacher.
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A/N: Hey all! DO NOT PANIC. This is after all, a Sirius/Remus fanfic. I have always been interested with this love triangle and I hope you'll appreciate the drama as well. 3 This is my first real fic ever, please try to be a little understanding xD. Seriously, the stories I read inspired me and I figured, let me try this out. Hehehe. Hopefully you'll like the next chapter. Reviews are very much appreciated. kisses. Oh and don't worry, THERE WILL BE SMUT IN THE FUTURE! Yaynes. Lol.