Chapter 1

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Sitting in this chair next to Maxon is torture. He is only talking to Kriss and won't even let me explain myself. Surely he will still choose me, right? I was only trying to let Aspen know what had happened. Suddenly, Gavril walks across the stage and begins the show. I am not ready for this. Gavril starts interviewing Maxon and then it's all him, time for the decision.

I am listening intently when he says, "It has been a great experience with all of the girls but only one can win, and that winner is...Kriss!"

No, no, no! How could he do this to me! Everything is a blur all I can see is his beautiful smile that is no longer mine, now directed at Kriss. People come to give me hugs and tell me that it's okay but nothing makes

me feel better, nothing ever will.

Then, I'm on the plane and arrive home with the most applause I've ever heard in my life, but I Greet it with tears. When I get home, I don't say anything I just walk straight to my room, flop on my bed and cry. It seems like hours until I hear a knock at my door.

"Go away," I moan.

I don't know who is on the other side but I know that I do not want to see or speak to anyone in the family. I hear my little sister May whine and then walk away, leaving me to my thoughts and tears. I cry and wonder what could have been, if only I wasn't so stupid. If only. In the middle of fantasizing "what could have been" I hear another knock at the door.

"I already told you May go away!" I yell at the door.

"Okay, if you say so," Kenna said in a mocking voice.

I groan, but finally give up and say "Fine."

She walks in and sits on my bed where I lay in the same position I flopped in earlier,

covered in tears and dirty tissues. She sat next to me and rubbed my back. I knew she was doing her best to make me feel better, but I couldn't help but think that nothing ever would.

I cried into her, let myself mourn over him, how it was my fault. The tears poured out, one after the other. There was nothing I could do to stop it. I ugly cried, sobbed, and never stopped thinking about Maxon.

"Let it out. It'll get better soon, I promise." She whispered to me.

Soon enough Kenna left the room leaving me feeling better than before. Even though my heart has been broken into a million

little pieces and then stepped on twice, Kenna always knew how to make me feel better.

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