Wasted


Oneshot PG-13 for language and violence.


Slap.

"Don't do that! It's not-" "What do you know about it?"

In her fits of madness, she laughed hysterically as she maniacally shoved both her hands to her face, examining it as if it was the most interesting thing… existing.

Existing… Do I even exist?!!!

"I know all about it so stop doing this friggin thing and move on!!!"

Splat.

There was blood on the floor…

There was blood on my hands… there was blood on my hands… blood…blood…it makes me live... but I'm dead...

"Sa… Sakura? Sakura… tell me, you didn't just do that? You… you didn't just try to kill me did you… did you?" She stepped backwards…

"Don't…. don't dare come towards me… no don't… don't look at me like that Saku- sa…ku… ahh!" She grabbed a hold of her collar and hoisted her up, immediately suffocating her. She clawed at her collar bone and enjoyed the pleasure of seeing her… scream… to plead…

Nothing's important now is it? All of you… all of you left me alone, no one knew my pain… I couldn't trust anyone… I hated…and hated… I cursed every living thing… they didn't experience my pain… my pain… they were living a life so different from mine… having a normal life… having a normal life…

The birds flew away, the sun died once more… The velvety night showed aurora, and the moon approached quietly…

"You weren't there for me… You weren't there for me… everyone wasn't… and you of all the people I trusted… left me! Left my side… I hated you!" She dropped her atrociously, and faced her angrily in tears… She fisted her hands and looked down in defeat. Her heart was aching so much.

A ninja must not feel. A ninja must not cry…

She innocently wiped of the tears but more came and it never stopped.

But I held these tears long enough!

"If you wish so, you could die by my side, in that way, we'll always be together" She laughed childishly and smiled making it all look like a silly joke… "Sa-" but all she could do was to keep her mouth shut… she's dead…

I'm sorry

"But I didn't even think you wanted to come with me, I'll be going to hell in any minute now… I don't want anyone to stop me… do you understand?"

She felt accomplished… she was just actually running away from reality… From her fucking horrible insignificant life. No one was going to cry for her in the end… after all she did… She was a wasted piece of junk. She kept her life in solitude. She kept herself far too long. Now the waiting has paid off. She ran her hand through her hair and relinquished all the past memories, the blissful feeling of life to be countered with regret.

I waited for so long, and after waiting for you, I feel so tired, you're fucking dead… and I killed you… my whole life was wasted just for you… wasted for you "cold-hearted bastard"… Damn it! And now, look at me! I'm still chasing after you… I'm going to hell Uchiha, and I'll be with you… be with you… even if it costs me another life… I will… I've wasted long enough, and I think I'll just waste some more… some more

"Bye mother!"

Smiling all the while crying at her wistful anger, "Game… over" she silently said- Just then the ANBU entered the desolate house… She smiled at them and foolishly pulled both strings and killed herself in the worst way… She didn't even have time to repent on her sins, she wanted to end everything quickly… she'd been through pain quite long enough

And there was blood…

Haruno Sakura died…


Author's Notes: If you asked me… that's the shortest fic I've ever written.. well, it's just that I felt compelled to do so… It came up to my mind in an instant… lol, I had to write it…