Shattered Fox

Chapter 1

Locked up

Npov

I've been here for so long. So long I don't know what day,month or year it is. My room if you can call it that, is small with four walls and a door, also it has two spring loaded beds that dig into your back if you lay on them wrong. There is a small window where light comes into the room, its not much light but at least its some. The only times I leave this cell is when they want some thing from me. I hate these times, I use ti fight but now when they use me for experimentation I just lay on the table and let them get on with it or when they use me for their play thing. I don't talk much, I can't, my throat is mostly destroyed from the screams of pain I make as they abuse me. The only other sounds are the moans of pleasure I get when they have sex with me. I hate those times and I love those times, they make me feel alive.

Some thing I have not felt in a long time, but when I am alone I know there is some thing very wrong with me. For when I dream, when I do dream that is, I am with clouded faced people that I cannot recognize but I know they care a lot bout me, especially the one with the silver hair and even though like with the others I cannot see his face, I can tell by the way he held me that he cared more about me than a friend.

Who is he? I hope one day I will get away from this place and find him. I wonder all the time who they are, for some times I feel that I was never loved only used.

One day later or so I thought, I was coming back from a particularly brutal session of experimentation, where I was nearly torn apart, I heard the two guards talking about a man that was going to share my cell with me, and how much fun they were going to have with him too. This news had me shivering inside (I couldn't shiver on the outside I was in to much pain). I was to have a cell mate. this could be a good thing or a bad thing. Would this person want to rape me too?or would the others rape him and experiment on him too.

Then I hear them talking again "is it a another psycho like this one?" I feel a small touch on my am as they said this. How dare they call me a psycho, they are the ones who hurt me, who experiment on me and who rape me daily, how dare they called me a psycho. To feel them inside of me as they get their pleasure from me and their experiments, of them cutting away at my body and the only thing they will allow me to wear, when they let me at all, is an old grey T - shirt and shorts, that only gets changed only a week.

Then all of a sudden I started to fear the man who was to become my cell mate. Would he have any idea where we are? I hoped so because I have no idea. The last thing I sort of remember is fighting a monstrous biju with ten tails and then been hit by a jutsu that knocked me out then waking up here with little memory of who I was. I placed in the bed, my eyes now too heavy to keep open any more. As I feel one of them brushing his hand up and down my leg. The guard obviously wanted to be with me, while I was still weak from what they did to me, so I sleep take me to my friends.

I wake a few hours later to find what I thought I would find, I was naked and chained to the bed, but it was not the guard with me, it was a monster of a demon. He was sucking hard on me like I was the sweetest drink in the world and he wanted to make sure that no one else had any. Suddenly he looked up and saw I was awake.

"It looks like now I can be rougher with you"he said with glee.

Soon I was screaming in pain as he had his time with me, pushing us over the edge again and again. I loose all sense of time, the thing I know is that the sun falls down every day just like it rises every day as my time with the monster seems to last for weeks. Then it is over and I can breathe again.

To take my mind of the pain that my body is going through right now, I think of my new cell mate. What they would be like, I think that having a cell mate might be okay and that having some one to talk to, that might make things easier to deal with.

As my mind drifts, I feel the cloth - covered springs of my bed dig into my back. I remember a time when I slept on a simular bed in a village that I cannot really remember but it seemed to have lots of trees. That time there was a silver haired man and he helped me, I think.

When ever I think of this village, even though I feel fear from what the people might do to me, I also feel alone, and that was some thing I wanted to feel again. To feel love not pain.

the torture of what I had been through, what I was still going through was starting to show on me. Dark lidded eyes that once sparkled with life and nightmares that plagued me night after night were the least of my worries. Just before I completely lost myself to my village dream, I heard the guards and the boss talking about what they were doing with me during the experiments that seemed to be changing me.

"One more experiment and that should change him"said the boss.

"Will he still be human?"asked one of the guards.

"He will be human enough, and I think that will be all that matters to me and to you"replied the boss.

Was I not going to be human any more? what was I going to change into? and what of my cell mate? would they change them too or were they already changed. My heart pounded as fast as the boss had pounded into me. Soon I fainted my mind had,had enough of this world for now. I lost myself to my dreams once again.

In my dreams, now I am alone and in the dark. I wait, I hear nothing, which is peace for me. I see nothing, which my mind is greatful for and best of all I feel nothing. For in this world of nothing, nothing can touch me.

An:Well here is the start of my fox series, told you ages ago that I would write it, sorry it took so long to post it. promise more this weekend.