EPOV
It's been so long since I left Bella, my angel…
When I close my eyes, I can only see her face.
The last time I saw her….CRYING…Full of sadness in her eyes…that I caused. I can not bare it. She doesn't deserve to be hurt, to be in the dark.
But before I take back what I said. I ran. It's for her own good. She should have a normal, happy life. Make a wonderful family and enjoy being an innocent angel.
I deserve to suffer for eternity in exchange for her happiness…
I do not deserve Bella. I'm a monster. I took her from the world…for my own selfishness. It only gave her problems and in danger.
I should be far away from her[if I can..]. I have killed so many people in my 'REBEL' years.
"EDWARD! What's happening to you man??" Emmett interrupted me in my deep taught.
"Huh?? Why? I mean…Nothing" I replied dryly.
"What? Its been 25 years since you've left her" No one dares to say her name out loud.
"Yeah, Edward you should be through with that gir…I mean her" said Rosalie
"And besides you're the one who left her and by now I bet she have a family of her own and Edward stop being like that" pointed by Rosalie
"Like what ROSE??" I spit icily
"Like that! Edward! Feeling like you lost the most…the most precious thing in the world! Like you're the saddest person here in the universe!" continued by Rosalie, while saying this every word shows the anger, sadness and disappointment that she have.
"Children, stop it. You're giving more sadness to Edward" my mother figure interrupted. I gave her a pained smile after what she said.
"Don't you think we should go back to Forks by now? Even, for a visit?" Alice said after seeing a vision that she doesn't want me to see.
"Well…." Esme trailed off
"It's up to Edward" Carlisle continued "if he can face it now, then we must go and stay there for a while"
After what my father figure said. They all looked at me with questioning look and alice being excited was jumping up and down.
I sigh…A heavy sigh…
"I think I should answer that, right??"
Everyone nodded.
"I think...Uhmm…we should…"
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