Find Your Voice

A/N - well I guess I felt like writing angst and poor Yoru is my target. Um yeah enjoy! Chapters may vary in POV's chapter one is in Ran's POV and chapter two will most likely be in Yoru's.

Summary - Yoru's a mute and mistreated by his family, could Ran be the one to break him out of his shell and save him? AU YoruXRan

Warnings - violence, yaoi, foul language, eventual lemon, oh and did I mention attempted rape??

Disclaimer - I do not own Sukisho if I did there would have been heaps more episodes and Yoru and Ran wouldn't have disappeared.

CHAPTER 1: The Act of Kindness

Ran's POV

"And then Sora said he'd be back to see me!"

I wasn't really listening to my twin, that's all I'd got this morning walking to school Sora this and Sora that. I'm Ran Fujimori, my twin is Sunao Fujimori he's younger by five minutes though you'd think it was the other way around by the way we act. We aren't identical I have blood red eyes while my twin has pink eyes that almost match our hair colour, okay so we are identical, the only way you can tell us apart is our eye colour and our voices, mine is more high pitched than my brothers.

"Ran are you even listening?" I heard my brother demand.

"Huh, guess I spaced out again." I said.

"You've been doing that a lot, is something bugging you?" asked Sunao.

"No." I said flatly.

"Sunao-senpai! Ran-senpai!" my brother and I turned to see our friend Gaku, well he wasn't really my friend he was Sora's, I knew him through Suano. Oh right, my brothers going out with Sora in case you hadn't got the drift. Yeah, he's gay, so am I, going to an all boys school does that to you.

"Did you guys hear that guy that kept skipping school is here today." said Gaku.

This got my attention, "who is he?" I asked.

"Ahh, I think his name was Yoru I think he's in you class Ran-senpai." he said.

"I gotta go." I said, "I'll see you later Nao, Gaku."

I quickly walked into the school building, so this student was in my class I wonder who he is? What does he look like? Just thinking about it made me excited I loved meeting new people and I liked making friends with people. Just as I walked through the doors to my room the bell rang, hopefully what Gaku said was true, that this Yoru person was here.

It was fourth period by now and it had been five minutes into the lesson when our teacher went out of the classroom, he returned moments later followed by a student, not wearing the full uniform he wore the required pants but his jacket was black and the sleeves went down so far that they covered his entire hand except for his finger tips. Could this be the student Gaku was talking about earlier? Was this Yoru?

"Everyone this is Yoru, he isn't new but hasn't been here for a while so be kind to him, okay?" he said, "Yoru, your seat is at the back next to the window."

I watched Yoru nod, then it clicked, that seat was next to mine! This was great, now I'd be able to talk to him and maybe make friends with him! Although his aura told me he wasn't very friendly I could still try couldn't I?

I watched Yoru closely as he took his seat, he must have noticed me staring because he looked over at me and glared, I looked away quickly embarrassed at being caught.

All through class I found myself looking at Yoru every chance I got, he intrigued me, from my glances I could tell he had a pale complexion, blue purple coloured hair and I also noted he had two different coloured eyes, an ocean blue one and a glowing amber one, I liked it. GAH!!! What am I thinking?!?! I shook my head violently before looking at Yoru again.

"Fujimori, is there something that seems to interest you outside?" my teacher's voice brought me back to reality.

I blushed furiously before standing up quickly and saying, "I wasn't staring at him!"

My teacher blinked and my class cracked up laughing and when I looked at Yoru I found him staring at me with a 'what-the-fuck-are-you-a-stalker?' look making my face heat up even more. Thankfully my embarrassment didn't last long because the bell rang signalling lunch time and everyone left the room and my teacher went to fix up his folder. I saw Yoru stand up and I quickly stood in front of him.

"Um, hi, look I'm sorry about earlier I didn't mean to stare it was rude," I said blushing all the while, "I do that sometimes, I'm a bit weird like that, ah ha ha, so ahh I'm Ran."

Yoru merely raised an eyebrow at me before walking past, "ah hey wait do you wanna eat lunch with me?!" I called but he left and I growled, "what the hell is his problem!?!"

"If your talking about Yoru, the boys a mute." I heard my teacher say, wait Yoru was a what?

"What did you say?" I demanded.

"He's mute, he doesn't speak, no one can get him to talk." he said before leaving the room.

Maybe that's why he acts so coldly, he's probably teased a lot! The next thing I new I was running to the cafeteria, I don't know why but I wanted to make sure Yoru was okay. What if he was getting beaten up or worse. AHHHH! BAD MENTAL IMAGE!!!! I skidded to a halt in the corridor was that Yoru?? I ran back the other way and noticed I was right, it was Yoru and bunch of guys from my class.

"Hey why don't you say anything?"

"Yeah, you some kind of freak?"

I frowned and decided to step in, I new I wasn't the most frightening person but it was better than nothing, "Hey! Leave him alone!" they turned to me.

"Look here pretty boy, why don't you mind your own business." the main guy said.

"NO!" I said firmly, "and don't call me that!"

I noticed Yoru's surprised face and it made me blush, what I hadn't noticed was that the boys that were once there for Yoru had surrounded me and they knocked me to the ground.

"Get off me!" I shouted and struggled but I failed, there were three of them and one was holding my legs while the other my arms, the main guy I presumed his was their 'leader' knelt down beside me and brushed his hand across my cheek I frowned and struggled again, "piss off leave me alone!"

"You should have stayed out of it pretty boy," said the guy I was mortified when he sat on me, "hmm I could use some satisfaction, so you'll do just fine."

My eyes widened with fear as the guy literally tore off my shirt and started to touched me, "fuck off! Leave me alone!" I screamed again, that's when I saw the guy on top of me's eyes widened and he gagged. It took me a few minutes to see the hand around his neck and within moments he was thrown off me and he hit the wall. The guy holding my legs was the next to smash into the wall, then the guy holding my hands was thrown just as forcefully into the wall. I sat up and curled in a ball, tears streaming down my face, they tried to rape me. I felt someone's hand on my shoulder and I looked up slowly afraid of who it might be, but instead of the thugs I was greeted with mismatched eyes. Those eyes, I realised, belonged to Yoru.

I swallowed before trying to speak, "I-I t-th-thanky-you." I stuttered I wanted to say more but Yoru put a finger to my lips and shook his head slowly, I took it that he wanted me to stop talking so I nodded and he removed his finger. He stood up and held out his hand indicating I should take it, I did and he helped me to my feet. I smiled gratefully and said "thankyou so much for your help, I guess I should probably leave now huh?"

I saw Yoru lift his hand and he gestured towards my now shredded school shirt, oh right, I needed a new shirt didn't I?

"Ah your right! But I don't have another shirt." I said and frowned, this was a problem, I couldn't walk around for the rest of the day like this. I suddenly felt Yoru's hand around mine and he started to lead me somewhere. I blinked in confusion, and said "where are you taking me?"

He turned around at smiled ever so slightly, it was a look that said trust me it's okay and I believed it. Before long I found myself in the changing rooms that we used for PE I followed Yoru to a locker and he dropped my hand in favour of unlocking said locker. After the locker was unlocked, I presumed that it was his locker, he pulled out what appeared to be a jacket, it was black similar to the one he was wearing now only smaller, he handed it to me and I shakily took it out of his hand, still overwhelmed by what had happened moments ago.

"Your going to let me wear this?" I asked, he nodded and a big smile crossed my face, "thankyou so much! You have no idea how grateful I am, really!" he seemed to look away slightly as if embarrassed by his little act of kindness.

I hurriedly pulled off my now destroyed shirt and put on the jacket Yoru gave me, it was comfortable and I liked it, I wondered wether I'd be allowed to keep it?

"Umm, Yoru can I keep the jacket? If you don't mind." I asked.

He nodded and I smiled again, maybe Yoru wasn't so bad after all, I bet if I got to know him more I might even be able to help him find his voice again.

I was just about to say how grateful I was again but the bell rang, one more period then everyone went home.

"We should get back to class." I said grabbing Yoru's hand, "come on or we'll be late!"

I'm sure if I were to look Yoru's face would have had shock written all over it, but I didn't care, I liked Yoru, and I was sure that I could help him and once I thought I could help someone my mind was made up and I wouldn't give up! Once we arrived to class I noticed people staring at me strangely and I realised I was still holding Yoru's hand, I quickly let it go and said "ah sorry."

He just shrugged and sat down in his seat I sat down too and it felt as if people were burning holes in me by the way they were staring at me. I couldn't wait for today to end, maybe I could talk to Yoru a bit before I went home. Our teacher came in and the rest of the class sat down, I don't remember much of that class I was too distracted by the occasional looks Yoru shot my way, it made me nervous but also excited and if he licked his lips one more time I was going to get seriously turned on. Turned on? That had never happened to me before, hell I'd never even fantasised about that kind of stuff, I mean sure I'd touched myself a few times but now I suddenly really wanted Yoru to fuck me on the nearest table, it wasn't long before I had to excuse myself to go to the bathroom, I saw the puzzled look on Yoru's face which made me blush, but what I didn't see was the smirk that followed after it.

To Be Continued…

A/N - yep, hell random but it'll get better, trust me, next chapter's going to be in Yoru's POV so stay tuned! Please R&R