For you only

No one in the entire universe

Can treat me the way you do.

And that's because we're brothers

Simply because I love you.

There's a lot of things you don't know though

Things you'll never hear about

Either I kept them hidden away from you

Or you were too young or even preoccupied.

I know you better than you know me

And that's for sure a choice I've made

So I don't blame you for things you did

Even if it hurts like a razor blade.

You do as you want although you're not aware of it.

You walk down roads without thinking forwards much.

You love doing things that can be dangerous even scary.

You are smart, brillient but also not cautious enough.

All I've done in my life had one purpose

It was to watch out for you

And instead of protecting us

The only person that mattered was you.

I could blame dad and his tough orders

The way we were raised or just destiny

But the truth is that everything blurs together

And you've got the messed up things that create me.

Sammy is hungry, I'll eat the next day.

Sammy is cold, I'll give him my covers.

Sammy is upset, I'll make things right.

I'm tired, I'll watch over and stay awake.

I'm afraid, I'll hide it from the others.

I'm sad, I'll forget about it and put it aside.

For you only I'd sell my soul.

For you only I'd give all I have.

For you only I sold my soul.

For you only I gave everything I had.

If you're happy then I am too

Actually I live through you

So when I risk myself for you

It's alright, if you're fine then I am too.

I am selfless in a selfish way

And sometimes you get it

You realise what I really do

But I don't know if you decide to forget it

Or if you just don't think things through

But one way or another, you let me do it again.

I sacrificed myself so many times

That now that my actions don't have the result I was hoping for

I can't know what to do to be fine

Now that you hate me to the core.

I'm messed up and you still don't see it

As always, you do what you want

Without thinking maybe, just maybe you're out of it

That you're the one being wrong.

But I love you and there's no way I'd refuse you anything

I'm sad but I will make things right, will hide my fears and will forget my suffering

All I can to regain my happiness, my life, my everything

You, Sammy.