My First Gossip girl FanFic...
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Title: Undiscovered.
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Disclaimor: I own nothing. Gossip Girl Nor the Character's. The only thing I own is the plot. :)
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-Jenny P.O.V.
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I was having a good dream. I was with Nate, at the Snowflake Ball. It was a flashback fantasy - but a fantasy none the less. I had been laying here awake for a few hours, thinking about Nate. I knew it was wrong. He hated me. He pratically told me. He walked away. Said he'd never meant none of it. Though, I was already in too deep. I was of what we could have been. It had been six months since he left. God, I was so pathetic.
I sighed.
"Hey, Jen, wake up!" Dan yelled from the kitchen.
"I'm up. I'm up. Jeesh, Dan, it's summer. You ever heard of sleeping in?" I ask sarcastically, sitting up in my bed.
"Uh. Accually, No. Sorry Jen, come on, get up, get moving, we're leaving to meet them in a little bit!" He complained, walking into my bedroom.
"Dan! Get out!"
"Touchy, touchy. You know, if you were a good little sister you would kiss my ass for setting you up with one of my friends - again." He smirked, getting on my computer, checking GossipGirl.
I
groaned. "Dan! You already know - I don't like your
friends."
"Ah, you might like this guy..." He
sighed.
"Dan," I sighed, tired of having this convorsation all the time. Collage. "You start collage in a few months. You really shouldn't spend all your free time making the life of your adorable little sister's hell."
"I know. That's why we're all meeting outside of town. Going to an amusment park. Me, you, Serena, and... him." He smiled.
I rolled my eyes. "Whatever. What's new on GossipGirl?"
"Same-ol, same-ol, Blair and Chuck away in Greece, Vanessa at the airport, Nate's back, Serena shopping, Lily and Dad... you... me..."
"Woah, woah, woah, back up a few. What?"
"Blair and Chuck?"
"No..."
"Vanessa?"
"No. Dan... up one more..."
"Serena shopping? Uh, it's accually quite funny. You see, Serena is carrying a Victoria's Secret bag... and it's - "
"Back. Up. One."
"Nate's back? What about it?"
"He's back?"
"Guess so."
Yeah, guess so. Nate Archibald. Love of my life. Man of my dreams...
Nate. Oh no. This is bad.
"Jenny? You okay? You look like you seen a ghost."
"I kind of did. Why didn't you tell me?"
"I didn't think you would want to know." He said.
"Of course I would, Dan. It's Nate."
"Sorry."
"Sorry don't freaking cut it this time."
"Jenny..."
"Just shut it, Dan."
"No."
His phone rang. I took the chance and ran into the bathroom. "Dan! I'm taking a shower!"
I took my time in the shower. I didn't want to go meet another one of Dan's 'friends' I've met too many. I took a extra long time washing my hair. I was going to wear the clothes I already had picked out, but they reminded me too much of Nate. They were too much like what I wore that night he kissed me. Most of my clothes were dark anymore - like that. So, I decided to get in my towel and go look for somthing in my room. I wrapped myself in the towel. It was too short, so I wrapped it around my waist and put my bra on. Only Dan was home, so it was no big deal. As I was about to open the door, I heard a girl's voice. Huh, maybe Vanessa was back. I opened the door and itmeatiatly regreted it. Nate.
He was opening up the door the same time I was - and I was in my bra.
I heard Dan wisper to Serena, "I told him to wait, someone was in there."
I glared at Dan. Yeah, 'sorry' my ass. Nate was who he set me up with.
Nate was just staring at me like he saw a ghost. My reaction when I heard he was back.
My heart sped up into double time when I realized I was staring at him, too.
I blushed and quickly grabbed my clothes and ran to my room.
"Dan!" I shouted.
He came into my room warily. "Y-yeah?"
"Nate? Really, Dan!? You know I how I feel about the whole thing..."
"Yeah, I know. That's why I set you up with him."
"That's why, Dan? That makes no damn sence!"
"Jen, he missed you like crazy.I had to get him to come home. Didn't you see the way he was staring at you a minute ago?"
I
scoffed. "Yeah, Dan, I did. He looked at me like
I was crazy..."
"In
our defence, you were in a bra and towel. Speaking of, why
are you in that?" Great, big brother mode now.
I rolled my eyes. "My clothes were in here." I snapped.
He looked at the small pile of clothes next to me, that I had had grabbed and gave me a look that said 'Try another one.'... so I did.
"Okay, if it makes you happy, they reminded me of Nate too much, so I was coming in here to find some diffrent ones." I snapped and crossed my arms on my chest.
He rolled my eyes. "Whatever. Get ready. We're leaving in about thirty minutes. Get dressed."
I scoffed. "I'm not going. Uh, no. You set me up with Nate. Nate. I'm not going. You can't make me."
He smirked and walked out.
Right
before I was going to chack GossipGirl, Serena walks in.
"Hey,
J."
"Hey, S. What's up?" After Blair gave me title of Queen, I was awarded my being able to use the names they all used last year. Not to mention, GossipGirl was now my best friend and worst enemy.
"Hey,
J? I am truly sorry about Nate. Dan didn't tell me why I needed to
get him here. Then he had to use the bathroom, and you were coming
out..."
I shrugged. "It's okay. Kind of like when it was
reversed. When it was me in his shoes, and him in mine."
He
smiled. "Yeah, guess you're right. Still - sorry."
"S,
seriously, no problem."
"Yeah, I guess if you say so..."
"Yeah, seriously, fine. I was just about to check GossipGirl..."
"Oh, yeah, that's right. I forgot Blair made you queen. How are you liking it?"
"Eh, it's not so much I like having power over everybody as much as I love having everybody getting along now..." I grimaced. "That was one of the things Nate and I fought about. He thought it was wrong of me to get Queen position. He thought I just wanted power... That's one reason I'm not going. I really don't want to fight. I still love Nate, and if we fought - I don't know, you know? Like, I'm still not doing so well getting over him - If I spend the day with him... yeah, so, that's why I'm not going today."
"Woah, woah, woah. You're not going? You mean I tracked down Nate... in Italy. Just to come here and have him take a freaking piss!?" He ranted.
"S, calm down. You- Wait! You went to Italy and got him, for me?" I asked, that was crazy.
She scoffed. "Duh."
"But you just said you didnt know why you had to drag him here..."
"Here, as in here. Your house. You know for Queen, you're not very smart."
"Serena - shut it... but why didyou even go? Why did he agree to come...?"
Serena smirked. "Oh, Little J, have you even been on GossipGirl lately? You know queen is supposed to know things before everyone else. Aren't you like, signed on, you know, for blasts?"
Oh, Shit! I remembered, "I got a new phone and thought nothing of it. Shit. Thanks for reminding me."
"Yup." She sighed and went over to the computer to check GossipGirl. Which was my new homepage, while I signed into GossipGirl on my new Blackberry. "GossipGirl is your homepage?"
"Hey, like you said - Queen should know before everybody else."
She scoffed. Then muttered under her breath, "Uh-oh, got a little Blair."
"Ugh!
I am so not
a little Blair. We may be friends now, but I still don't like being
compared to her."
"Join the club, Jenny, Join the club."
"Whatever, so what's new on GossipGirl?"
"You should be getting a blast... right about... now." She said, right as my phone went off with about seven blasts.
I glared at her. "Thanks," I muttered.
I looked at my phone. Figures, they all had somthing to do with me.
"It was like that with Blair too, comes with the territory."
I didn't realize I said that out loud.
"Are
you coming with us or not, Little J?" She asked, as she walked
toward my door, she was one of the few people aloud to get away with
calling me 'Little J', anymore.
I sighed. "I guess, give me
about twenty minutes."
"Okay," she sighed, before walking out my bedroom door. She muttered somthing like 'At least she ain't like Blair with getting ready - it would've took her at least an hour.'
I smirked. Funny shit, how alike but diffrent we are.
I accually looked this time when I strolled through blasts.
Queen
B - Handing over the crown. To 'Little 'J?
Nate - Lost without J?
Serena and Dan - Helping 'Little J' Cope?
Blair and Chuck - Did 'Little J' love Chuck, too?
Nate - Missing J...
Queen J - Lie without Nate.
Nate - Coming back for his princess?
I sighed and opened the last one. His 'princess' sure as hell couldn't be me. I'd read the others later.
- 3 days ago.
Nate - Coming back for his princess?
Brooklyn princess, that is. Yes, I have from some pretty high sources (Ahem, Chuck and Blair.)
that our little Nathenal is coming home for Little J. Why, oh, why, you ask? Easy, He loves her.
Previous, Queen B confirms it herself, she sent me a update last night.
' Nathenal and I have been talking lately,
I am concerened, I am afraid he is still in love with Little J, He flat out told me himself. I have it
comfirned that Serena is getting the next flight to Italy to find him and drag him home for his 'princess'
-Chuck and I are doing fine.- Little J, if you read this, I give you my blessing. Love you, Little J.
-B.
There you have it, upper east siders. So, If you see Nate. Don't fall for him. He's here for his princess.
Though 'Princess' is hardly the right word. 'Queen' is the right word, I suppose.
Congrats, 'Queen - Princess' Jenny. Nate is coming home!
Hope it all works out, right, everybody?
You know you love me,
XoXo,
Gossip Girl.
I about died by the time I got finished reading the blast, two times. I realesed a breath I didn't even know I had been holding. Nate. Love of my life, Nate, had told Blair, Blair, my reason for being here today - flat out - that he loved me. My eyes were tearing up, I quicky wiped up any tears that may have escaped. I needed to get ready. I looked at the clock. Shit, okay make that ten minutes to get ready. What exactly are you supposed to wear to an amusment park with your ex, who you're still, madly in love with? I moved to my closet to try to find somthing.
"Hey, J?" I heard a voice, but I couldn't make out who it was. It was familar, but I couldn't put a face to it.
"Yeah? I asked, a little curious.
"You in there?" Nate asked as he walked into my bedroom. He had a shit-eating grin on his face. I raised an eyebrow.
"Look down." He mothed.
I
did as I was told. Great, I was still in my pink polka-dot bra and my
towel was on the floor underneath me. So there I was, standing in my
pink polka-dot bra and matching underwear in front of Nate. Love of
my life.
I blushed. I rolled my eyes and laughed. I put my hands
on my hips and, for the first time in six freaking long ass months, I
accually laughed. I wasn't forced either.
"Jenny? Laughing? At this? Last I heard you weren't laughing anymore. Quit that job. What'd I miss? A whole, damn cycle?" Nate asked, incredulosly.
I looked up at him then realized why I coudn't put a face to the voice before. I hadn't seen him in so long. My memory wasn't very good these day, apperantly.
I smiled, and grabbed a big t-shirt out of the closet and a tank top. "This reminds me of the first night you kissed me." I murmered, as I went looking for a pair of jeans or somthing else to put on.
He smirked. "Yeah, but last time, I was saving you. This time it seems you're saving me."
"How so?" I asked, stopping in my tracks and spinning to face him.
He went and sat on my bed. "Here, Jenny, sit with me." He patted the spot next to him. I knew every second I spent with him was going to come back to me when he left. But, oh god, it was worth it. Just seeing him. It was enough. Right?
"How so?" I asked again.
"Jenny, you don't understand. I was a complete mess without you. I was accually going crazy. Vanessa hated me by the time Serena got to me. She accually had to leave for awhile. Blair was worried. Chuck - oh, god, Chuck. I don't think I had ever seen him that upset, I was upset. Geesh, Jen... I was a mess."
I laughed. "Yeah, right."
"Jenny. Why can you not understand?"
"Because, Nate. You sound like me. Not you."
"What?"
"Nate, I've been going crazy. Like a few days ago Dan called me the living dead for pete's sake. And before that Serena didn't come around for a few weeks because she thought she was the problem. Eric has been away with Johnathan... Nate, it got so bad, Chuck and Blair, yeah, Chuck and Blair came home to see if I was okay. Chuck was a mess. Blair was acting like my mother, or big sister, which ever one, but still - it was crazy. They came from Greece to see if I was okay... it's me. I figured maybe for you or Serena. But they came to see if I was okay...But, Nate, I wasn't. I still don't think I still am. I mean, God Damn, GossipGirl even knows what has been going on with me - and I've been in this damn house since you left. Heartbroken. While you were in Italy and you were with Vanessa and having the time of your life. Dammit Nate! Don't say I don't understand you! Because, dammit, I've been here for nearly six freaking months..." I was sobbing. I didn't cry. The last time I cried was at the Snowflake Ball - when Nate told me I wasn't the same person he thought I was and that he didn't mean it when he said he cared about me. "... and Nate. Dammit! I don't care if I regret saying this later. But, dammit! I missed you so much."
He pulled me into his arms. I felt a few tears on my sholder as he held me. I didn't care if I regreted the words later. I missed him too damn much. I don't know how long we sat there at one point. But way too soon, he pulled away. I gave him a sad smile.
"It'll all be okay." He promised.
A second later we both got a blast from GossipGirl.
"You wanna do the honors?" I asked.
He laughed and picked up my phone. He looked at the blast it was still on and raised him eyebrows. "We'll talk about it later." He said as he pulled up the new one. Shit. It was still about 'princess' Jenny. Shit.
He laughed. "Jen, GossipGirl thinks you need to put some clothes on."
I rolled my eyes. "Lemme see."
He handed over my phone keeping his eyes on me. He blushed. Wait! Nate Blushed. Woah.
I looked at the blast. Tyical GossipGirl.
- 1 minute ago.
Hey upper east siders, guess todays plans got delayed. Maybe because of the rain? Looks like
J and N, are back together and staying safely indoors. We love the reunion pics J, but mind putting
some
clothes on? We wouldn't mind if it were Nate, but... would we want
these pics of Queen to get out?
Didn't think so. See you all
soon. Don't forget. School is back in a few weeks. Even though some
of you may
have gone to collage... I'll stick with you. Remember, I am you. See you all soon. Along with some new fresh faces.
What
will we do with a new Queen Bee? And no more womanizer Chuck? Don't
worry, we still have Little, Naive Jenny.
Don't worry Little J,
I won't forget about you. I'll make it my personal goal, to make your
senior year - a living hell.
But until then, please Jenny, Clothes?
You know you love me,
XoXo,
Gossip Girl
Nate's eyes never left me. I started to cry, but didn't. Instead, I redirected into anger.
"God Dammit! No fucking privacy! Ever! I swear! Blair had it easier! Geesh!" I got up and shut all my curtains.
Nate
stood up and gave me a hug. "It don't bother me, but do you
wanna go ahead and get some clothes on?"
I smiled into his
chest. "I guess, I will." I sighed as he released me and
sat down on my bed.
I picked up the clothes I sat on my bed. I pulled the purple tank top over my head, followed by Eric's big white t-shirt. "So what are we doing today, anyway?" I asked looking for a pair of jeans.
As if on cue, my phone rang. "Get that?" I asked Nate. He smiled and awnsered it.
"Okay... yeah, I kind of figured that... yeah, man... don't worry... yeah, I don't know, maybe tonight, tomorow? Oh, okay, well...a few weeks?... Really, you and her? That's awesome. Yeah, you mind if we?.... oh, okay. Thanks man... yeah, I understand. Don't worry, We'll call you guys later. Bye."
I raised my eyebrows. "Who... was that?"
"Dan." He had that shit-eating grin again.
"O...kay?"
He just kept that grin on his face.
"Are... you going to tell me what he said?"
He shook his head.
I rolled my eyes. "What. Are. We. Doing?" I asked again, kinda annoyed at him.
"What do you say about getting away?"
"What do you mean?" I asked, pulling out a pair of cute, low-rise jeans.
"I mean, exactly what I said, what you you say about geting away?"
"You mean out of Brooklyn?"
"No. Out of your room. He said sarcastically. "Yes, of course I mean Brooklyn. New York. Here..."
"I guess... what about Dan?"
"Him and Serena are in Greece with Chuck and Blair."
"How long?"
"A few weeks."
"What exactly did you have in mind?" I sighed.
He had that shit-eating grin on his face again.
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Thanks, this is my first GossipGirl FanFic. I am also starting a One Tree Hill FanFic and a 90210 FanFic. I have about four stories under my hands. This, One Tree Hill, 90210, and Twilight. I will update them as soon as possible. I promise. :)
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