Am I Lost?
I thought my life was whole,
Complete with no mistakes
I had everything...everything...
My parents loved me dearly,
My brother was my guard, my idol...
But it all ended in just one long night
Nothing will ever be the same for me,
And nothing will ever change
My heart aches with broken memories and dreams
I hide it well from dear brother,
And my friends never suspect
That this sweet, encouraging soul is lost...
Sure, lets pretend it never happened,
That Mom and Dad have gone on a long, long trip
At least I forget that its my fault,
At least I forget I lost everything I had...
But, when I forget my loss, I remember my gain,
My horrible gain...
She steals me when I am weary,
This second soul inside
Gallons of blood have been spilled in my hands,
And it's all because of her,
This second soul inside...
I am nothing more than her pawn,
Her toy,
She has a heart of revenge,
And makes me a part of it
No, this can't be right,
It must be some mistake,
Some cruel joke,
Some strange coincidence
But it's not...
I know that in the Darkness lies the Light
Could he be my Light?
The one once in Darkness?
This Angel of Kindness
Whose friendship is true...
He makes me forget it all,
Forget my sorrows and my pains
I feel comfort in his arms,
Warmth in his very soul,
I feel I am not alone anymore
My Angel of Kindness...
Could he free my lost and frightened soul?