It has been 7 months now that I stayed with Charlie in Forks. I have met awesome friends here. Also an amazing boyfriend the wonderful Edward Cullen. He is amazing but, he still rejects to make me a vampire.
The nights have been awkward. I have been having these dreams about Edward. It's a little creepy.
"Bella." He says it like something was wrong.
I knew his voice right away
"Edward? Were are we?" I asked in a way that my voice rattled.
" Bella forget were we're at I have to tell u something" he sounded like he was going to cry.
"Edward what's wrong!"
Then right when he was going to tell me he vanished. While I was there I screamed and shouted his name a couple times there was something glaring at me and looked like it wanted to attack me. Then I said in a shaky and scared voice.
"Hello anyone there" No one answered me but I still saw those horrid eyes.
"Edward is that you quit your scaring me" No one still didn't answer me so I stared at it. Then walked away. But then I heard something moving like they were trying to sneak up on me an I felt a little nervous and scared. Then I looked back and the eyes were gone. I turned back around in the direction I was walking toward and the eyes of a thing. I don't know what it was it was black and with red brown eyes it began to pounce on me but then I woke up.
I woke up and I was scared. What if Edward really needs to tell me something? What if that dark black scary figure is Edward? I got up in pain and scared. When I was finished I went down stairs to Charlie at the kitchen table with a bowl of cereal. I didn't want to tell him about my dream because I know for a fact that he will say I have a problem or something and take me to (even though I wouldn't mind seeing the wonderful angel of a father).
I ate breakfast and got into my truck and drove off to school. I got there and saw Edward by his Volvo like usual.
"Edward?"
" Yes Bella"
"Did you want to tell me something?"
"No not that I know of… why if I should ask"
"Oh ok I was just wondering because I had this weird dream with you in it. It was scary. You told me you needed to tell me something and you sounded sad and since you can read minds I thought you could get into them to. So then when I said what you vanished. So I thought you actually needed to tell me something."
Edward looked concerned and he smiled and said
"Well I don't have anything to say that was depressing. Do you want me to?"
"No not really" I said in a weird voice.
"Come on where going to be late for class."
Through out the day I was trying to forget all about that dream. The day just about helped but I kept on thinking who that monster thing was. It made me think and think and think it bothered me so much. After I got home I did my homework then cooked dinner. When Charlie got home he asked
"What's for dinner Bella?"
" Steak mashed potatoes and corn."
" Great"
After I ate I went to my room and there was Edward in my room waiting he nearly scared the crap out of me.
"Edward what the heck are you doing here" I whispered hoping Charlie wouldn't hear.
" I came to talk to you. I wanted to say sorry."
" For what" I asked suspiciously
"For this" he ran toward me a took a big bite out of my neck and then I woke up
It's been five days when I have had these dreams. I kept on telling Edward all about these that I've been having these dreams. He said he has no clue what to do and how they are happening.
Then I finally told Charlie and he took me to Dr. Cullen.
" Well Bella I know just what the problem is. May I just talk to her in privet please"
"Of course Sir"
" Bella the problem is that when you want to be like us your brain is alerting you that what will happen if you were bitten. So its all in your head."
I was just a little confused but then I realized what he had said.
" So wait I have to break up with him" I said in a surprised and sad tone.