AN: I've pretty much lost faith in the Furuba manga by now. I haven't read anything past the heartbreaking end to volume 10 or 9 (I dunno) and I never will. I mean, really! Kyou/Tohru! The hell? I was also big on Hatori/Kana, Kyou/Kagura, and Haru/Kisa, but look where that got me: a brat, a teacher, and bitch. Okay, so I'm harsh, but Takaya-san got me so pepped up with Yukiruness in the first few volumes that I was POSITIVE that they'd be canon. I'm still pissed, sad, and pretty disappointed so I've decided to vent it all by making a fanficcy/poem or something. Here's a small contribution to something that'll never happen. -pout- As you read, pretend it's opposite day because that would be how Yuki really feels about Tohru.

Disclaimer: Hah! If I was Takaya-sensei, well, you can obviously tell which pairing would be MY canon! n.n

Enjoy!

Endless Lies

What a good thing for me

That we could not be

I'd hate to think what it would mean

If I held your hand

And never let go

What a good thing for me

That I don't need you

I'd hate to feel your presence

All around me

I'd hate to feel you

Arms wrapped around me

Heart so eager to love

What a good thing for me

That I've never wanted you

The moment I met you

I'd hate to hear your kind voice

Saving me from nightmares

In sleep and waking moments

What a good thing that I don't

Care about you

I'd hate to kiss your cheek

Touch your beautiful lips

With tenderness

I do not deserve to have

What a good thing then,

That it is not me

Kissing you

Holding you

Cherishing you

Good thing, Tohru-chan, that I love you

As a mother

And most assuredly not

With all my heart.