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Bella never thought that taking the job she thought would push her in the right direction for her carer would do the polar opposite."I never asked for you to work for me, never forget that!" He screamed at her only to turn his back to her & walk away never once looking back. She should of known that it would never of been more than what it was.

Please note that this story is rated M for a reason and will, in future chapters, contain graphic sexual sences and content.

I have been working on this story idea for a while and have already written the first four chapters :) i just need to edit them a little bit.

Preface

BPOV

I sat there staring at the screen, I only had a few minutes until he would be back from that meeting ,although seen as I came in late this morning so I wouldn't have to see him he probably thinks im not coming into day especially after what happened Saturday.

Oh god Saturday or as I had been calling it, Black Saturday. What hurt the most though was that he didn't even seem to care, I hadn't seen or heard from him not that I should have been surprised in the slightest I mean he was the Edward Mason, its who he was a man with a ice heart.

"Do you really want to do this?" I asked myself out loud grabbing the attention of Jessica opposite me, ignoring her glares I continued my internal debate.

I hovered the mouse over the print button.

I can do this, I never should of stayed after that first night it was such a bad idea why did Mr Mason have to choose me for this job, why not someone else, someone more, I don't even know what!

Closing my eyes I clicked the mouse and heard the printer in the corner start to make the wiring noises I was accustomed to in this normally quiet space.

I stumbled my way over and grabbed the two copies quickly reading over them before grabbing my pen and signing my name and quickly slipped them both in separate envelopes.

"Morning Bella" Angela said as she came in with two cups of coffee in her grasp.

"Morning" I said with a fake smile, but Angela being Angela gave the drinks to Jessica mumbling something to her and then stormed over to my desk "What's wrong?"

I sighed "Everything is fine" I lied keeping my eyes on my hands, specifically the envelopes in them "Would you do me a favour please?" I asked finally looking up and seeing nothing but worry in her eyes, she had become such a good friend to me since the first day I worked here and I would miss the hell out of her, but I had to do this for me…… I think.

"Of course Bella" she replied

"would you give this to Mr Mason" I said handing over one of the letters, she eyed it and nodded.

Just as she was about to speak her mobile phone started to ring on her desk "This isn't over" she warned me as she walked away.

"You can do this" I said to myself as I started to clear my desk as inconspicuously as possible as to not alert Angel or Jessica to what I was doing, although I am sure Jessica would be happy about it, infact she would probably go for my job before I had even left the building.

Just as I grabbed the letter the phone rang "Edward Mason Juniors Office" I robotically answered

"Hi Bella this is Esme is he in?" I sighed

"Hi Esme no sorry he is in a meeting till 11" I glanced at the clock on my computer screen and saw it was already twenty to eleven I was quickly running out of time.

"Okay would you tell him I called"

"Of course, goodbye"

"See you later Bella" not likely Esme, not likely I thought as I hung up and scribbled a noted on a post-it and stuck it to the front of my resignation letter.

I closed my eyes and gathered all the strength I could to finally go into his office, taking the letter with me.

Actually placing it on his desk was harder than I though possible, but I was a fool to think I had any other choice. I should never of stayed after that first time, or even taken the job in the first place not that I truly knew that I was getting myself into back then, I was so much better off at Grizzly Bear's. I glance around the room for the last time and let the memories flood my mind before I blocked them out for good.

Leaving his office I kept my eyes down as I grabbed my bags from behind the desk and quickly fled with Angela's voice shouting my name behind me.

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