none of the characters are mine, just the plot.
Never had I thought that I would be stuck here to rot away in sorrow and disappointment. When my Imzadi, Will Riker left, I felt no happiness in my life anymore, never to see his bright blue eyes, his devilish smiles, his warmth and love. When the tragic day happened, when those fucking romulans took him from me, I never thought that he would end up like this, looking at him, from behind the door of sickbay, im on the outside looking in. Watching as the redhead doctor, and my best friend, is taking in the sight before her with the shock of ten thousand men as she saw his bruised and battered body, or rather, what was left of him. I never thought it would end for him like this, I would have preferred battle to the way he died. He was cut in several pieces and finally bleed to death, I felt him in that room of torture, as he waited for the romulans, as disoriented as he was, he was calm, and tranquil. I knew the moment he was cut the first time, and again, and again, he screamed in pain, he screamed as they finally made him break, they cut off his arms and legs, then before I knew, they cut of his head, I screamed, at the time I was talking to Beverly in sickbay, and she ran to my side and I explained, she held me as I sobbed, I realized it was true when the captain and Data found his pieces in a ditch on the side of the center on the planet. As they brought his body back on the ENTERPRISE I cried in sickbay, waiting for him, as I laid my eyes on him, I broke down and Beverly had to send me into her office. Ive never felt such sorrow.I saw something in my mind, it was the flash of a romulans face in my head, I grabbed the phaser from the side of Beverlys desk. I brought it up to my head, Tears welling up as I fired it. The last thing I heard was a scream and then, nothing until I saw the face of my imzadi. I was finally happy.