So here I am back writing another FF... hahaha. I was going to take a break on writing but I just wanted to keep on writing!! Hopefully you guys dont mind hahaha!
Well tell me what you think of it ok...I want to make sure you guys like it!!
Live. Laugh. Love.
When I was born my mother died having me. Apparently there was some complications with the birth and my father had to make a decision to let me live or let my mother die.
I'm sure that it was the hardest thing for my father to do in his life. To let go of the love of your life for someone who you have never met before. My dad would tell me and my brothers Glen and Clay all the time what a beautiful women she was. How she loved us so much. Of course she didn't get a chance to hold me instead she was losing her life for me. I thank her every day for that opportunity to be alive and well right now.
So what do I do. I live my life every day and I don't let anything get in my way. I want to show her that I can make something of myself and be the women I know she would want me to be. Even though I didn't know my mother doesn't mean that I don't think of her. I look at all of the pictures of her and I swear sometimes I feel like I can feel her near me.
My dad says that I'm the spitting image of her and I'm so proud that I look like her.
So it's just dad, my brothers, and me in this house. That's how its always been but there's something changing this year. I actually got accepted to Banton Private school in Pennsylvania. It's not that far from our Ohio home which is good because I would miss my family alot if I didn't get a chance to at least visit a couple of times during the year.
Banton is one of the topic private schools that they have around and I get to go there. Of course it took some time until I got accepted. They said that they had a waiting list and didn't know when I would be able to get in. So here I am my Junior year finally getting my acceptance letter for the school. All I got to say is that it's about damn time.
I know with my two years here then I will be able to get into Yale or my dream school Princeton. That's where mom went and I want to be a legacy just like she was. I want her to know that I can do anything that I set my mind to.
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"Spencer. Spencer! SPENCER!" I took the ear plugs out of my ears and I looked up at Glen as he was standing by my bedroom door.
Oh did I mention my name was Spencer. Ooops. Sorry. I know I'm bad when it comes to things like that.
Anyways. Back to the subject at hand.
"What do you want Glen?"
"Dad's in the car waiting for you. You've been sitting in this room for the last half an hour."
I couldn't help it. I was having a hard time letting my room go. I know that I'm going to be great over there but I still was going to miss this place.
"Sorry. I'm just making sure that I got everything that I need."
"Woman, you have about six boxes of all your shit in the truck. I think you have everything you need." I smiled at his comment. I got off of my bed and made my way downstairs.
Clay was already in the truck with dad and it was just Glen and me in the house. I turned and looked at everything that I remembered from my childhood.
"You'll be back for holidays Spencer. You don't have to get all emotional." Why did he always have to be an ass for? I shut the door and I made my way out to the vehicle.
Here goes nothing.
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Can you say FOREVER?
Because that's how long it took for us to get to Banton. Dad drove all day and night. We didn't get there until the following morning. Of course I think that we would of been there before that but we all had to take bathroom stops like crazy. My poor little bladder.
We pulled up to this gate and dad had to tell the guard that I was a new student for the year. Of course this buff looking bald guy asked for my name and then looked me up on his list. Gees all of this just to get into the school. Shit with all the money my dad is paying for this school it better be high class.
Wow. I just sounded like a snob there.
Trust me we are far from rich but mom left us all money for college. So dad said that he would pay for Banton for me so I could get into Princeton. Well that's what I'm hoping for.
Dad parked the car out side of the girls hall. Trenton Hall. I was really excited to get into my room. I can't remember who my roommate is but I just hope that she's pretty cool. I don't know if I can handle a bitchy roommate. Yeah I can't handle those types of girls.
Dad and the boys helped me get all of my stuff up to my room and then after that I walked them out to the truck. I stood out there looking at everything around me and then I looked at the three most important guys in my life since birth standing in front of me.
Here comes the tears.
"I'm going to miss you daddy." I wrapped my arms around his neck and he squeezed me so tight.
"I'm going to miss you to honey. Now remember you can call anytime you want ok. Don't be afraid to use the phone. I want to make sure that you are doing alright here." I shook my head ok as I whipped away the tears that feel from my eyes.
"Dork don't forget that I will come and kick anyones ass if they try to hit on you." That's Glen for you. He's always been protective of me since I was little. He felt like he had to be my protector. I liked it though.
"I'll be sure to tell the guys that." Not that I've actually had any boyfriend before but I guess this was a different place so anything can happen right. But right now It's not on my priority list. I want to concentrate on school and not have to worry about finding a boyfriend. That's just not me.
"Baby sister I'm going to miss you so much." That would be clay. My adopted brother. My parents adopted him a year before they had me. Clay was abandon at birth and my dad being the social worker that he is took Clay in and hes been apart of the family since. I wouldn't have it any other way.
"I love you all." I said my final goodbyes and I watched them drive away.
Here I was in a new state, at a new school living my life. Doing something that I know will benifit me in the long run.
(A/N: So what did you think of the beginning? Kind of short I know but the first chpts for me always are hahaha...anyways tell me your thoughts and be sure too...LEAVE THE LOVE!! Hahaha)