Everything around me seemed to have changed the moment Jasper tried to kill me during my latest birthday. I did not notice that my finger was bleeding until it was to late, until the moment I was flying through the air and landing on the plates making them shatter all over the place. The next thing that I knew, Carilse was removing shatter pieces of plates from my arm, and was trying to calm me down. However, I was more worried about Edward, and not myself. I did not realize that everyone else was out of the room either after the accident.

"Well Bella," Carlisle said while sewing me up, "I think that about sums it up. You are good as new now." Carlisle is the local doctor in Forks, Washington, and also the adopted father for Rosalie, Emmett, Alice, Jasper, and of course Edward.

"Thanks," I said not looking at what was going on, because I really did not want a repeat of what happened during my biology class last year. "Where is everyone….," I started to ask but never finished the question since I already figured out the answer.

"Bella, don't worry about what happened," Carlisle was trying to calm my nerves now. "This was not your fault."

"But it certainly does feel like it," I admitted more to myself than to him.

Right then and there, I knew that something was definitely different. Edward was the first one to reappear, but I don't think he was too pleased with himself for what happened. I could see that in his eyes. I tried smiling up at him, but all I was able to get out of him was a mumbled "I'm sorry." After, Carlisle made sure that the bandage was going to stay tightly around my arm where the plate pieces were; Edward walked me out my truck and drove me home in silence.

A million things were running through my head on the way back to my house, and a thousand questions that I wasn't going to ask Edward at this given moment. He didn't seem up to talking on the subject matter, and I wasn't going to push it. Edward walked me up to the door and said in a very low whisper, "I will see you in your room."

"Bells, is that you?" Charlie called out from the living room watching a local baseball game like he does every night.

"Yeah, Dad, its me," I assured him while running up the stairs two at a time.

"Whoa hold on there, what happened to your arm?"

"Fell Dad, while getting into the truck."

"Oh," Charlie was not surprise by that fact at all actually. "You are going to bed now? Isn't it a little early for that."

"Dad, I am really tired and I have a lot to get done tomorrow, so I want to get a good nights rest."

"Alright then," Charlie said just a little too concerned for my taste.

As I hurried the last of the steps I couldn't understand what was going through my head. I know that there is something up just by the way Edward is acting, but I can not put a finger to it. I was at the very top of the stairs when I decided to do the "human thing" before going into my room to talk to Edward. However, when I walked into the bathroom, Edward was standing there waiting to shut the door behind me. This is when I started to panic since I was not sure of what was going on at all.

"What in God's name will I do with you," Edward muttered through gritted teeth.

"Edward," I tried sounding calm and collected but this caught me off guard, "I did not even realize what was going on until it was too late. What would you like me to do?"

"Then try to stop putting yourself in danger then, that is what you should be doing," he hissed through his teeth.

I have not seen him like this before except for when James was attacking me and that was almost a year ago. What has gotten into him, and will I be able to understand his emotional outburst like this for a while until he gets over whatever it might be. I just sort of went with it.

"For starters, Edward," I started but I was suddenly cut off.

"For starters nothing, I have been putting your life in danger ever since we have been going out," muttered Edward almost too quickly for me to understand. I stared dumbfounded at him wandering what he was getting at.

"What the hell are you talking about, what in God's creation are you saying!?!" I started to yell at him, but remembered quickly that Charlie didn't know that Edward was in the house. I quickly lowered my voice as I continued with my outburst, "What do you mean you have been putting me in danger ever since we met."

"Bella, can you just hurry up and finished here so that we can talk in a different location then the freaking bathroom."

"Well if you would have just stay in my room, then this would not be a problem!"

"Fine," there goes his mood swing, "I will be in your room waiting on the bed top of the covers so you will not get too cold."

I quickly finished with everything that I had to get done in the bathroom. I brushed my teeth twice knowing just by his mood that nothing much is going to happen. I also hopped into the showers just to relax my nerves and to wash my hair with my favorite shampoo in order to give me some piece of mind. Unfortunally, with all that has happened tonight I forgot my sweats that I usually sleep in. Oh yay just what I needed. I wrapped a towel around me to get into my room to change into my night clothes.

"Why are you in a towel?" Edward asked curiously since he has never seen me in one.

"Because I forgot my bed clothes," I said very surprised since he clearly forgotten about the argument that we were having.

"You look amazing," said Edward with that silly smile that I loved oh so much.

"I am starting to dislike you on again, off again mood swings you know," I clearly started, but I too was blushing the way that he love while changing into a T-shirt and some pants while holding the towel close to my body.

"What do you mean about the mood swings," Edward said as calmly as can be.

"Well for starters, you are pissed off about what had happened at the birthday party, and now you are saying that I look amazing," I barely seemed to be breathing while rushing through the words to get them all out.

"Yes that. I am pissed at what happen at the party. I never realized that opening an envelope would be just a problem for you."

"Oh, well at times that will happen, I am human after all!"

By this time I was completely dressed and was getting into bed when Edward suddenly for no reason at all got off the bed and started toward the window. I barely understood what was going on, my face in shock realizing what I had just said to him.

"Please, don't go Edward," I begged hoping that he would stay. "Please?"

He slowly but surely turned back and walk to the bed only standing at the foot of it staring down at me with those beautiful eyes that I dream about every night. He looked sad at the thought of what I was saying. It was like he was thinking about doing something that will rip me to pieces.

"Bella," Edward said in a soft whisper, "I have to go tonight to figure out what is going on with Jasper and everyone else."

With that, he turned quickly at his heels and left out the window. All the while I was staring now at the empty spot before me where he had stood last. A single tear rolled down my cheek and sleep never did come to me at all that night.