A/N: Ok, first time I am doing a Glee fanfic. Hope it's ok and well, yeah I abso-fucking-lutely hate Finn. He is a jerkwad of magnanimous proportions. Don't quite like Rachel either, but I understand why she is the way she is. Alright then, here's the story. And please review!
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BECAUSE I AM CRAZY
He stormed into the room. Kicking aside some chairs, he sat at his usual place and waited. The bell rang and in they came, swinging hands, laughing, smiling at each other. Enough was enough.
"Why? What the fuck did I do wrong? Why is it that he always becomes the go to for all my girlfriends! Even Santana!" Finn spits out in a fit of rage.
Rachel looks up at him with bewildered eyes before they harden. Puck's indifferent to it all, toying with Rachel's hair. Santana shuts up and Quinn looks like she will throw a chair at him. The rest just observe the debacle.
"WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG, RACHEL!"
Rachel looks at Puck and his heart stutters just a little bit more. Whywhywhywhywhy, that's his only thought for days now.
"Why? It's 'cause you stand beside me each day, you talk to me and yet, Finn, your eyes are elsewhere. On Quinn's come hither smirk or the sway of San's walk. But never ever on me. You forgave Quinn for sleeping with Noah, having his baby and you never forgave me for that one kiss. You slept with San and you lied to me. That's the fucking reason why!" He doesn't know how she got so near him, except somehow the pain of her finger jabbing him is worse than a broken hand.
A groan nearly slips from him. But it's a battle he just can't lose and so he goes on, "But I loved you Rach. I loved you."
"You loved me, probably. But if you did, you loved me despite my craziness. Noah," she turns to meet his eyes.
"He loves me for my crazy, because I am crazy. When I was with you, I had to bend over backwards to be the person you wanted me to be. With him, I am just Rachel."
Rachel glares at him as Mr. Schue walks in. Before he can say anymore, Puck saunters up to the teacher and requests permission for him and Rachel to be excused. Then, as they walk past him, Puck tells him, "It was your loss Finn. And you are always going to be a cheater. At least I am faithful, but you don't even know the word."
He watches them walk away and if that was not enough, he knows now that the way Quinn and Santana are looking at him, he will die by their hands today.
Maybe he will be better off like that, because the way he sees it, he screwed up beyond the point of no return.