Sooooo…. Yeah…. I love Canada… I love Canada America… I love Canada and anyone together usually. So I'm gonna leave this as just Canada as I'm not sure what pairing I want to be totally and utterly official as I write. I'd like to think I'd keep it America –x- Canada, but who knows. I love making Matthew and unintentional slut-muffin in the end, so Gilbert is already getting to know him.

I will eventually elaborate on the past and how Alfred and Matthew had come to know each other and fall in love, but for now I want to get the basic present situation and story down at a running start sort of. And I won't space it out as much , time wise, in the next chapter.

So yeah, Hetalia and what not go to their respectful owner, I own NOTHING I SAY! NOTHING! Just the time and thought that went into making this fanfiction, nothing more or less.

He looked down at me from the windowsill, a calloused hand extended to me; my violet eyes met his blue ones. "Let's runaway, and don't ever look back!" I was scared, and yet, I was all too willing to go with him. "B-b-but Alfred... They don't even rememb-" He shushed me gently with a finger to my lips, a blush running across my pale cheeks. "They do remember you, but even if they didn't, I'd remember you, you're the only one for me Mattie, come with me, please?" He asked quietly, his eyes pleading like his voice for me. I turned around and heard his shock though not a sound was made, though, his laughter came as I went to my dresser and pulled out my wallet and extra stashed of cash, dumping out my book- sack, I quickly compressed quite a bit of clothing in the bag before I went to the bathroom linked to my room and grabbed basic needs, including my deodorant and shampoos and conditioner, knowing my "Rich Mistake" he'd be taking us somewhere, and not actual runaway living on the streets.

So that I could save money I stuffed whatever I could in the bag and then grabbed my shoulder bag and threw it to Alfred who only had his bag lightly packed. "It has quite a bit of food in it... I was thinking of... running away the night before I met you." "Well then, I guess this hero made it in just the nick of time, huh?" His goofy smile was charming and I leaned up to kiss him. "Yeah, yeah, handsome, now jump down so I can get out before my parents get up!" And the other blond nodded before jumping down, I threw my bag out the window, knowing he caught it and then weaseled my was out of the small opening, not sure how Alfred slid his bigger and more muscular self through the damned thing. Once that struggle was successfully taken care of, I could hear the door open.

M eyes looked back, and they were met with another set of violet, my older brother, Ivan, was watching me from the door. I froze for a moment before he offered me a small smile and walked to the window. "Go Mattie, before you lose your chance of freedom, I'll cover for you." Ivan smiled to me and I hugged him quickly, a quiet sob escaping my lips. "I'll come back or you, I promise, and take you away from this hell-hole too..." " I wish that was a promise you could keep, now go." and with that he gave me a light push and I looked back only once more after jumping down and waved to him before e and my boyfriend took off into the night together.

It had been 3 weeks since that night. Train hopping had become common till we came upon this very vividly green colored fields that could go for miles in which we had thrown our stuff out first and then jumped off rolling into the grassy fields from the train. I wasn't sure where we were, but, we were definitely not in the slums anymore. I was no longer some abused child, some forgotten member of a community, or a kid at a school where everyone seemed to ignore him. No this place was new for me, and a place for a new start, and it was warm. The sun seemed to tickle my skin and leave it heated unlike the cold of the slums I had grown accustom too, and the sky, it was as blue as Alfred's eyes, cloudy and easy to lose yourself in too.

I had scrapped up knees usually, the only injuries I ever seemed to get when I was with him after running away. During this time, when we had stopped in a town for only a day waiting for our next train, I had spent some of my saved cash on a little Go-Phone which I put about 40 dollars on for texting after paying initial fees and such, just so I could text my brother. But, I had yet to use the thing to do so, waiting for everything to cool down, knowing if they did notice; they'd freak out and just be waiting for Ivan or me to slip up.

And after what seemed like us walking for eternity, or 3 nights and 4 days really, we came across this very secluded country home's back porch, the front having as huge a front yard as back with a dirt road leading very far out, and from there, it had an actual road or street leading to a nice and very busy town, which I assumed is where Alfred planned to actually put us, and this was just one of our many stops we'd make.

My assumptions had been correct; it was only a temporary spot. We stayed about a week there, relaxing our worn muscles and cleaning our clothing, it was no doubt probably one of his family's summer homes or something of that sort, but I enjoyed the time there. It was the first time in a good amount of days since we just lazed around and relaxed. I remember it clearly how we spent the first night.

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Alfred looked down at the other blond whom's head resides in his lap as he had read a book, the hand not holding the book ran their fingers through the other's golden locks of hair idly. Leaning down he kissed the unsuspecting male gently who at first jumped and was a tad bit unresponsive till he warmed up to the other's teasing. they knew they were related, cousins at best is how they figured it, but considering they had never met till one bump in and they still had harsh differences, such as growth rate, personalities, eye colors, height, weight, and lives, they doubted they were anything more, because who would leave their own son in the horrible conditions Mattie had been in.

Sitting up, the usually submissive blond moved to be straddling Alfred on the couch, a leg on either side of the dominant male's hips, he leaned down and kissed more aggressively. Tongues fighting for temporary dominance of the mouths, Matthew played hard to defeat and used his teeth to lightly grab onto Alfred's wet muscle and pulled it before sucking on it, eliciting a moan that send shivers down Mattie's spine, or was that Alfred's hands caressing his hips that did that. "You're losing weight again Mattie..." Blue eyes scolded the smaller male who shied away slightly, blushing. He knew Mattie didn't usually eat much or at all even due to his past life style, but he was really trying to improve his dietary habits, honestly.

Sweater being lifted up to show skin exposed, no shirt beneath it, Matthew sucked in a shaky pleased breath as the other's warm mouth assaulted his skin. That tongue flicking itself out over pert nipples, biting and sucking on them with his teeth and mouth, Matthew moaned out his name as the other dipped down and slinked his tongue into his naval, only earning him more torture to his sensitive tummy, his crotch shifting to roll and grind on the other's as his payback while his hands rested on Alfred's broad shoulders. He could feel heat starting to build in his core as his pants slowly became tighter with Alfred's torturous and yet, delightful touched, and his own grinding giving him a blissful friction his body had missed for weeks, as they thought doing it on a train was a bit... risqué and inappropriate and probably uncomfortable as well.

Those calloused hands he had come to enjoy roaming over his body had lightly tickled his ribs, no, they weren't overly noticeable right now, but he knew that if he didn't get better about his eating habits, they would. Violet eyes, glazed with a certain lust looked down into sky blue as he begged the other silently with said look, to take them further. And Alfred did not deny him his wish, hands removing the sweater, they went to the pants and boxers he wore and were quickly yanked down, getting the violet eyed blond to yelp slightly, he was gentler about removing them the rest of the way to look at his prize. The fully erected Matthew was blushing and looked shy above him as Alfred smirked and began to stroke his partner with one hand, the other going into his pocket, he pulled out the lube and released the other weeping member that dripped precum as he squirted some of the contents of the bottle in one hand and slathered it over his fingers.

"You sure you wanna keep going? We've only gone this far once before." he asked to the other calmly, and Matthew loved that about the other. The fact he ever gave a damn about him, remembered him, and was willing to stop even though they had gotten this far. But it was true, they had only gone all the way one other time, and that almost stopped midway due to Matthew's discomfort and inexperience to the feeling. And yet, Matthew shook his head no and urged the other on. "N-no, it's okay Alfred, I want to do this, only with you, and I want you to take me." He groaned in his momentary distraction of a hand returning to his erection, stroking him and stopping occasionally to fondle his balls, the other hand slipped behind him with the lubricated fingers and soon one had slipped inside of him.

The long haired blond hissed at the intrusion of his entrance and his nails slightly dug into the other's shoulder, it wasn't long before a second finger was pushed inside of him, in and out, that painful process repeated, pushing more and more into him, scissoring him open more to prepare him. His head ducked down and resting in the crook of the other's neck, Matthew shiver and shook about the other, as tears slowly welled up in his eyes, Alfred whispering sweet nothings into his ears, it wasn't until those fingers brushed a special bundle of nerves inside of him did he throw his head back and moan loudly for once instead of feeling pain, he felt a sickeningly strong pleasure pulsate throughout him.

A smirk on the older and shorter haired boy, the finger made more of an effort to hit that spot and send Matthew into a cursing and moaning frenzy of bliss, instead of a whimpering and sobbing heap of pain. It wasn't much longer before Alfred added three fingers and thrust those in a few times for good measure of preparation before he pulled out his slicked digits out of the other and started to remove his pants, the impatient Matthew whining lowly above him, missing the feeling of those fingers inside of him torment him.

"Alfred~ hurry up... I want you... inside of me." He pleaded down to the other, hands holding onto the other with a relaxed grip, it wasn't until Alfred had made himself equally nude as his boyfriend did he put his hands on the other's hips. "You sure you're ready?" he inquired one final time and the pissy face Matthew gave him was all he needed as he started to lower the other onto himself. His erection pushing into the tight walls of the other's entrance, he hissed while the other groan in slight discomfort, hands firmly gripped onto Matthew's hips, he waited for some sign the other had adjusted some, noting the tears falling down flustered cheeks, he leaned up and kissed away those salty drops of water from the other's eye and then gave him a more loving and affectionate kiss then the lusty or aggressive ones he had been known for.

The longer haired blond had dug his nails into the flesh of his now connected lover, and fought back his want to scream and cry needlessly, it really did hurt, unlike many people he knew who said it didn't hurt much, and he found that it did, a lot. Still, it only took a few more moments for the pain of the intrusion to become bearable and he figured his actions would speak louder than words or unassuring looks, and despite those wonderfully rough skinned hands holding so firmly onto his hips, he lifted them and slid back down with a slight whimper. "Make the pain go away... please..." And Alfred knew he meant for him to continue on and make the pleasure out rule it, but he was extremely worried about the other's discomfort, though he was grateful for lubricant this time, as for last time the other had bled form a dry intrusion which made Alfred nearly die of guilt later.

Matthew soon though, found himself laying with his back on the couch, and his neck on the arm rest, somehow the other having shifted their positions, hands went from his hips, to his soft and long legs, caressing the inside of his thighs, the other shuddered before feeling the other's kiss on his open mouth he was about to use to speak, taking his breath and moans away, keeping them from being too loud as he began to thrust into the other. Matthew's hands wrapping around Alfred's neck, back arching slightly as the other's cock pierced inside of him deeper than he'd usually go when thrusting, fingers clawing into the skin of Alfred's back, drawing blood. It hurt, it hurt so very much, but with a little time, Alfred finally found a rhythm and pattern that had Matthew slowly being lost in ecstasy then instead of being lost in pain.

The smaller one using Alfred's name like a mantra with other words, whether it be cursing or swearing to a god, under his breath, he was panting and moaning out of breath more frequently now, the sweet feeling of burning desire and lust fulfilled inside him building up. His body was starting to glisten with sweat as the activity took more out of him, despite being on the receiving end, than one might think. Eyes closing his heart pounding in his chest and body aching despite the electrical sensation stinging his whole entity every time Alfred thrust into him, gentle or harsh, fast or slow, it didn't matter, his body felt it, and that coiling hot knot deep in him was starting to become too much.

"A-Alfred, I'm so close…. I... I'm gonn-!" He tried to warn before he had his sweet release, the whole moment causing him the jerk somewhat violently into an arched back into the other, his cum spurting out onto their sweaty and heaving up and down chest, he felt the other follow up with a moaning of his name, the other's seed shooting deep inside of him, it still felt odd though it didn't stop the blush from coming on his face, no, that was stopped by his hands feeling a liquid other than the sweat and he flipping. "Oh god! Alfred! I cut into your skin! I'm so-" The blond was cut off by a sweet and loving kiss form Alfred, though it was short due to both of them lacking air and needing to catch their breath as they panted, Alfred staying propped above the other, hands long removed from the violet –eyed male's legs, they rested on the side of him. "Je t'aime, Matthew." The short hair blond whispered into Matthew's ear, pulling out of the other. A blush and smile on his face, despite tears rolling down his face still from the discomfort they both knew would be there till he got use to the feeling. Yet, he whispered the same words back, and it wasn't long before his handsome and toned lover carried him up to the second floor of the house they would be staying in and proceeded to bathe the other before they would lay a long time together into the bed and both doze off.

So maybe they should have waited till now, a week late from leaving that house, when Alfred had secured them a decent sized apartment and had started officially working at a grocery store as his job, though, he made sure to have afternoon hours, cause you could be sure he somehow pulled strings to register them both back into a school system, public, obviously since they couldn't afford a private one, not with Alfred refusing to talk to his parents just yet, Matthew didn't mind at all. Both of them being juniors and needing to finish school, he understood, though, it never ceased to amaze him how clever, the usually clumsy, air-headed, and sometimes idiotic man he called a boyfriend could be.

And for once in his life, he looked forward to going to school, and finally, he could send his brother a text message, and to his utter delight, Ivan responded and though they spoke nothing of what had happened over the past month and some weeks, they still chatted, and Matthew had found himself a simple job working at a flower shop for now. He wasn't very flower savvy, but his first father, before they had been separated long ago, would rant whether in English or French, the meaning of certain flowers or how beautiful they were, and even though it reminded him of his father and often had him with a sad stare, he still enjoyed the job, and had promised to send Ivan flowers form him and Alfred when he could, and simply reminded and assured the other he'd eventually come back for him. Eventually.

There was only one more challenge to truly face here, and that was, their first day at this new school. He could only imagine it be like last time and no one would notice him, though, a certain odd-traited senior seems to have proved him wrong already when they had been in the office waiting to register. He believe the boy's name was Gilbert, and the boy had made a sure fire effort to talk with him and make sure he got to know him, it was nice, but, was the other really going to remember him, he could only hope so.

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