Read: Stephenie Meyers owns ALL characters. None are mine. Please don't ruin my first fan fiction just because of this. I hope you enjoy.

Preface

Have you ever changed? I mean, the change of your lifetime. The change that makes you different, complex. When you have this change, it could be incredible or terrible. Utterly spectacular or overpoweringly suicidal. Some can be pchysical or mentally, either one hits you at your blind side. But, when its both, you loose yourself completely. Its hard to believe I, out of the millions in the world would get this change. I out of the world of people (probably more deserving and could do a better job with it) would be chosen to save myself, others, and not to mention, the one I loved.