None Of the Twilight Characters and/or Saga belong to me.

"So...Basically.....I'm your brand of ...Heroin?"

He chuckled."Yes, You're my illegal brand of heroin."He smiled at me crooked, The way I love I melt at the sight of it. I hoped he didn't notice the way i melted to his smile, but I know he did.

"What are you thinking?"

The question he had always asked me after I found out. I Choose not to answer it's to embarrassing for him to know, luckily he has no clue of what I was actually thinking so a lie might work? maybe?

"...Are you okay?" I sighed.

I really didn't want him to ask me anything but i had to answer him some how to brave at least I'm alive!

"Yes, I just don't know..."I stopped mid sentence he really didn't need to know the rest it'd to stupid!

"Go on"

"It's really nothing I should have stopped you honestly don't want to know. Trust me!"I looked at the ground the whole time I was talking. My hair was messy from me trying to distract me from his gaze on me.

"I-I do want to know. Please tell me." His puppy-dog eyes which I loved, I had no choice I, I had to speak at least try to lie maybe maybe not.

"...Fine. I really cant believe that..."I think I mumbled to low for him to hear.

"What? I'm sorry i didn't hear you."

"I just can believe I'm..." Dammit! I did it again i have to keep repeating myself so he can hear me at least one more time, them I'm done!

"Bella, You have to speak up I can't understand you." I sighed. He was still staring at me!

"...I can't believe I'm in love with a ..."I shivered to say the word. He looked at me with a very sincere look in his eyes. He sighed. I almost cried hearing him do that after I told him.

"Bella, don't say that. I'm sorry but...Trust me..."He sighed, I stayed silent I really couldn't live to hear that."Are you crying?"

I didn't notice that it all came and bit up to me I tried getting all the tears out of my eyes."I'm sorry, I didn't try..to..I mean..."He sighed, Icould tell he was truly sorry but I wasn't.

"I'm sorry, I didn't want to make you sad, it's just not good to be like this to me. I'm truly sorry."

He went to go wipe a tear I had missed, But he pulled his hand away from me. He kept reaching back and forth to choice what to do.

"It's okay. I really shouldn't have said anything its my fault."I told him all in a fade mumble.

"No, It's not your fault It's mine I really didn't mean to be so hard on you. I'm sorry." I sighed just as Edward did.

"Don't apologize! You don't need to! So you don't need to feel sorry!"I had no courtesy to look at him, no, even talk to his face, just stare out the window.

"Yes I do, None of It's your fault! Don't say It's your fault when It's not because it's really not, It's just my family. We can't be together...even though I want to be with you we just can't" He said the last part very soft and quite. I really felt that he wasn't lying even though I wanted him to be!We just randomly sat in silence.

"Your dad will be home soon, You should go..I mean I should go." He seemed so...so...human as he said it.

"Don't go." I mumbled to the window. He looked at me like I was crazy, like he wasn't sure i actually meant it.

"...I mean you can go if you want to, it's up to you I don't mind if you go and all.. I really don't."

"I want to... but I can't. Your dad will be home any minute. I'm sorry" I tried holding back my tears, I'm not sure it worked.

I sighed."No It's fine."

"hmmmmmmmm..." We both sighed not knowing what to do.

"Well, um, thanks for the ride!"

"Yeah, anytime and I'm truly sorry."

"Edward, don't worry about it Is fine!" We both sighed trying to get out of the awkwardness.

"Want me to pick you up tomorrow for school?." I really couldn't tell if he was kidding, or being serious, I just answered very dumbly.

"...Sure." I tried to seem calm with my answer.

"I'll pick you up at the same time then?."

"Okay." My heart was pounding I could tell he heard. "Bye Bella."

I gulped. I wanted my heart rate t be at least, semi-normal. "Bye Edward."

He pulled out of the driveway. I opened the house door, sat on the floor, and cried.

This was the only time I was In Love with a Vampire let alone a human.

I wiped my face as soon as I could to notice I had Edwards jacket still on from Port Angles.

My heart stopped I checked to see who it was ...Of course Just MY luck. I wiped my face, took a deep breath and opened the door.

"Hello...again." I rolled my eyes and sighed.

"Hi Edward, Do you want your jacket back?" I started to take it off, but I was stopped by his hand, I gasped.

"Your hand is so, so ...cold." He don't look at me or answer. I ...We... where just standing in the rain and darkness of an awkward quite nght.

"Sorry." He said ashamed, and guilty.

"Don't apologize Edward, It's fine." I tried to sooth him. I didn't want him mad, or guilty, or whatever.

"...I should probably go, I don't remember the reason I came back in the first place."He told me. What a lame ass lie! Since I now can tell when he lies. He's not good at it any more. One of his many talents. Poof. Gone.

"Don't you want your jacket?." He turned back around.

Ha. Got him.

"Thanks." He had no emotion what-so-ever. I started taking his jacket off but he stopped me again. "Keep it. You'll need it for tomorrow."

I was gazing into Edwards eyes. "Are you sure?"

"Yes!" I knew after three months of knowing Edward Cullen I was in love with him.

"Bye, again Bella!" He said hastily.

"Bye Edward!" I waved to him, and he waved back. The perfect end to the perfect day.!