P/N: okay so I'm doin my AP American history work & I have my music playin and the the Unfaithful song by Rihanna comes on. When it finishes playing I'm like that's a great idea for a fic!! So yea! I don't really see how people get writers block...I've never had it. Maybe its beacause I write at my own pace, don't set deadlines, and I draw my inspiration from everyday stuff...mostly from songs I heard that day! Maybe what's most important is that I write for me, myself and I and that's all. It makes me happy and doing something that makes you happy is what matters right? Right! Well read on folks!!
Chapter One: Unfaithful
Hinata sighed as she slowly brushed her long midnight blue hair and got rid of the bed head from last night. She wore a white night gown with lavender ribbon and trim. She looked mournfuly at her reflection and wondered why she was so unhappy. She had her dream boy! She had Naruto Uzamaki! But why did this feel like a Cinderella story gone wrong?
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Oh yeah... apparently Cinderella doesn't really love prince charming, she loves his best friend the Dark Knight. What a screwed up fairly tale. Hinata set her silver brush down on the mahogany vanity and tried to hold back the tears.
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
She shouldn't be crying. She should be happy and bouncing off of the walls! Naruto had asked her to be his steady girlfriend after all these years of her fawning over him. He had finally noticed her! But when he asked her, her heart already belonged to another. Why did she say yes all those months ago? And last night, Naruto told her that he loved
her...all she could say was 'that's nice'! He used to be the reason she got up everyday and the reason why she trained so hard. If a year ago someone said that light shined out of Naruto's ass she would've believed them.
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
Hinata sniffed and tried to get herself together. She knew that if Naruto saw her crying he would surely ask why and that he wouldn't stop until he knew. Hinata used to like that about him but now...couldn't he just lay off and just let her tell him when she felt ready? She wanted to break up with him but she couldn't. She was afraid of what he might do. Every since Jiriya's death he's been so out of sorts. He doesn't really have anyone anymore. Not even her.
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
Hinata stiffened when she heard the door to their room open and Naruto enter. Just as she was opening the box of combs she got from the person she truly loved. They were a pair of black combs made of ebony and a thin silver design of a lily on it. They must have cost a fortune but he never told her how much. Naruto came up behind her, reached over her shoulder, and traced the design on the combs lightly.
"You really like these combs he got you. Don't you Hinata." Naruto asked pensively and Hinata nodded.
"T-they were a, a r-really nice g-gift." Hinata stampered.
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
Hinata started to weave her hair into the combs and make sure that every hair was in its place. Although her true love does say that he likes her best when she just wakes up. He's only seen her wake up a handful of times when she didn't have to quickly return to Naruto but each time he said she was beautiful.
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
Naruto came up and laid kisses on her shoulder and neck and Hinata flinched away. She didn't like Naruto touching her. It wasnt the demon fox inside him, she could care less about that. It just didn't feel right. Naruto was a tad fustrated with her because she wouldn't have sex or even sleep in the same bed with him but he just thought it was because she was raised that way and was a virgin. Hinata blushed. She wasn't a virgin, her lover knew that very well. Naruto wrapped his arms around Hinata and stared at their reflection.
"Are you going be gone for a long time today?" Naruto asked skirtishly and played with a lock of her hair.
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
"N-no. I, I shouldn't be. I,I'm just go-going out to, to eat w-with Ino an-and Tenten." Hinata stuttered again.
"Mhm" Naruto mumbled and looked down at the floor.
Hinata sighed and went to her closet to change. She came out in a pair of skinny jeans, a black baby doll top, a black jacket, and a pair of black ballet flats. Naruto nodded his approval.
"So much black." Naruto commented.
"I, I, I don't l-like b-bright colors." Hinata said softly but then regreted her words. She hoped Naruto hadn't heard her. Everything about him was bright. His hair, his eyes, his clothes, even his personality sparkled brightly! But with her byakugan, all that brightness hurt her eyes. Her favorite color was lavender, but that was a soft color and dark colors were easier to look at. Plus all the brightness was so over bearing and loud, dark colors made her feel safe and not so out in the open. Hinata was taken out of her thoughts by Naruto kissing her cheek.
"Have fun." he said solmenly and Hinata slowly nodded.
Hinata stared at his retreating back and wanted so much to just break up with him. But she knew that wouldn't work. Naruto had been through so much and there were only so many times a person could bounce back. Hinata shook her head. Naruto had to concentrate on his training to battle Tsunade so he could become Hokage. Hinata couldn't wait to see his face upon the Hokage monument. She knew his face would get there, no matter how long it took.
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
Hinata walked out of the apartment she and Naruto shared and slowly walked down the busy street. She really felt relieved to be out of that place and every step she took she knew that it was towards the man she truly loved. He was someone that wouldn't judge her like her family did because he was constantly judging himself for actions he didn't regret.
Now that didn't mean he was easy on her. If she did something wrong he didn't sugar coat it like her friends and Naruto. There was no 'better luck next time' because in battle there might not be a next time. When she was around him, it felt like there was a piece of her missing that only he completed.
Hinata stared at her feet and compared the two men. With Naruto, she felt like a wall ornament. When they walked she was always a pace or two behind. When they were in public he always over shadowed her; not that he meant to, but he was the loud and crazy Naruto and she was the shy and quiet Hinata. With the one she loved she never felt like an
ornament. If they were ignored at a party then they would be wallflowers together, although it was rare that he was ignored. He never liked to be the center of attention and when he was he tried to get the ordeal over with. When they had been talking at Ichiraku's, when Naruto was busy, people always thought they were a couple. Which they were but they weren't legitamate. Yet. Hinata sighed again, she never stuttered around him either.
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)
Hinata didn't want to keep going behind Naruto's back. Of course her lover knew about Naruto and about her situation. He wasn't pressuring her about anything but he had told her once that he wished that she was his and only his. Hinata felt the same way. He was her first and only and she was afraid that one day Naruto was really going to want to do it with her. Being her compliant self, she would reluctantly agree.
She walked until she came to the densely wooded area of Kohana park. Hinata felt her heart grow lighter when she saw her lover. His back was turned to her but she could spot him from a mile away. He had on a black long sleeve shirt, a pair of dark blue jeans, and black tennis shoes. Hinata stopped a few steps behind him and he immediatly turned around, sensing her presence.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
Hinata looked up into the deep ebony pools that were Sasuke uchiha's eyes and felt a weight lift off of her shoulders. Sasuke came closer to her, cupped her chin in his hand and captured her lips with his into a warm and pleasurable kiss. His kisses were always full of passion. When they broke apart Hinata buried her head in his chest and he wrapped his arms
around her. Hinata didn't want to give Sasuke up, she couldn't.
Maybe it was selfish of her but love was selfish and it made you do crazy things. Sasuke kissed the top of her head and Hinata knew what she had to do. He looked down at her and understood what she was about to do. With trembling fingers, Hinata pulled out a cellphone and slowly dialed the familiar number she rarely used.
"Hello?" the person asked. Hinata took a deep breath and spoke.
"N-naruto-"
A murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah
P/N: alright guys tell me what you think of this one! Should I make more chapters or make it a one shot? Its up to you so review! And remember more than two pats is consider playing with yourself!
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