AN: Hey! I've been in a very Matteney mood lately so I decided to write a fanfic. This is just gonna be a ficlet so anywhere from 3 to 5 chapters. The updates may not be that frequent because I'm in the middle of writing a separate fanfic. This fanfic is set in Courteney's perspective. I hope you guys review cause I would love to see what you guys think! Also for all of you that don't Courteney and Johnny broke up which is kinda why I've been in a Matteney mood lately. Lastly, just letting you know this fast forwards a couple months from now when TOC season 2 has started.

I've been feeling a lot better this past month. Ever since Johnny and I broke up things have been kinda rough, but I caught up with Jen a couple weeks ago and talked to Lisa last week too and they've been really helpful at trying to make me feel better and it's really helped. I would of called Matty but I'm pretty sure he's pissed at me or he would've called. He's probably mad at me for declining the role on The Odd Couple. I lied and said I was too busy, but really Johnny didn't want me to go because I have a past of 'falling in love with my co-stars'. I'm pretty sure Matthew could tell I was lying. I regret turning down the role now because I really miss him.

I haven't been that active on Twitter these past couple so I decided to let my followers ask me questions. "Are you watching The Odd Couple tonight?" A Matteney fan page asked.

"Of course I am! Gotta support my main man MatthewPerry" I replied. I tagged him hoping he would see it.

Of course there was no evidence that he saw it. I still had a feeling he did because he was live tweeting tonight and was tweeting then. I eventually found myself scrolling through things people were tweeting at him. He seemed to be avoiding every single question having anything to do with me. I know him and this seems nothing like him.

Before I knew it, it was 7 so I tweeted that I would live tweet the show and I started watching. It was nice to see him on screen again. I couldn't help but think about all the fun we had filming Friends.

1999- Season 5 (TOW Rachel's Inadvertent Kiss)

"Hey Court, wait up!" I heard Jen call to me as I was walking back to my dressing room.

I turned around and waited for her to catch up to me.

We were about to start walking again, when Lisa ran up to us, "Hey guys! Whatcha talking about?"

"I dont know, Jen wanted to say something to me." We both turned back to Jen.

"Oh right! So that was some kiss with Matthew earlier, huh?"

"Oh ya!" Lisa said to us.

"Ya it was." I said calmly.

"So is he a good kisser?" Jen asked fishing for information.

"Oh, ya!" I said feeling a weird tingle.

"Uh, Court?" Lisa asked suggesting something I wasn't getting.

"What?" I said completely confused.

"David? Your getting married in a couple months." Lisa said.

I laughed nervously, "I-I know. What I can't say he's a good kisser without people assuming I'm what, sleeping with him." Jen and Lisa gave me a weird look. I was partially worried about the fact that I had completely I forgotten I was getting married in like 6 months.

Present Day

So, this episode happened to be the first episode I could've guest starred in. Great! Instead that bitch Terri Hatcher is the one kissing him. Wait, why did I call her a bitch, why am I concerned that she's kissing him. I know I regret declining the job, but I didn't think I regretted this much. I felt envy wash over me. Was I jealous. At this point I had way too much on my mind to be watching.

I got up and walked into my room. Coco was at David's tonight so I had the house to myself. I laid down in bed hoping that I could sleep this off and it was just a temporary thing, but I couldn't fall asleep because this was the only thing on my mind.

I thought about calling Jen but I figured she's married now and probably wants to spend time with Justin. She doesn't need more of my crap right now. I guess I could call Lisa. We've been talking a lot more recently and I remember her saying Michel was out of town this week.

I reached for my phone and called Lisa.

"Hey Lisa. I'm really sorry to bother you right now." I apologized.

"Courteney it's fine. I told you to call me if anything came up. What's up?" I'm glad me and Lisa are back in touch. I had forgotten how close we were.

"Well, I have a problem. That I don't know if I should worry about or not."

"Well what is it?"

"Well um, you know how I told you that I declined the role on The Odd Couple, so Terri got it."

"Ya?" She said questioning.

"Well, I kinda figured out I'm jealous. And not just about her having the role."

"About what then?"

"About the fact that she's the one kissing him." I said cautiously.

I heard her gasp on the other line, "Oh my god! Do you think this is a big deal?"

"Kinda. I mean I don't think I would be worrying about it so much if it wasn't a big deal. And the fact that I'm pretty sure he's pissed at me doesn't help."

"Court, you should talk to him."

"Well I can't just call him and be like 'hi sorry but I think I may have a huge crush on you even though the last chance we were really close was like 11 years ago'."

"Well no. Don't do that….Why don't you go over there and talk to him. It's not like you don't know where he lives."

"Lisa, I cant just show up at his front door."

"Why can't you!?"

I thought about and I guess she had a point. "I guess your right. But what if he doesn't want to see me."

"Come on, even if he was pissed at you there's no way he wouldn't want to see you. I mean he was in love with you 10 years ago and I don't think anythings changed." I paused in complete shock. Was she being serious.

"What?" I asked even more confused than I was earlier.

"What?" She asked confused.

"H-He was IN LOVE with me?!"

"Ya….You didn't know that?"

"NO!"

"Oh well I guess I made your situation even more complicated."

"How did you know?" I asked still in shock.

"He told me. I overheard him mumbling to himself when we were shooting like season 3 and force the information out of him. I spoke to him like a month ago and apparently nothings changed."

"Oh my god." Well this certainly made this more complicated. I still didn't really believe what I was hearing.

"Well, Court now you have two reasons to go to talk to him."

I guess she was right. "Ya I do. Your know what, I'm gonna go for it. I'm gonna talk to him about all this."

"Good luck! Oh and Court one more thing."

"Ya?"

"I miss this. I miss us being so close. If anything else comes up call me. And keep me updated!"

"I miss this too. I'll keep you caught up. Bye Lisa!"

"Bye Courteney!" I hung up the phone, changed out of my sweats, grabbed my keys and was out the door in a matter of minutes.

After a short drive of thinking I pulled up to the familiar house I hadn't seen in ages. I got out of the car slowly and walked up to the door. I raised my hand to the door and paused for a moment realizing what I was doing. I knocked and figured it was now or never.

A face I hadn't seen in what feels like forever opened the door, "Courteney?"

AN: I would really love to see what you guys think about this. Please review!