So powerful, yet , heartbreaking.
How deep and numbing can love be when you find the right person?
You can only know once you've been in love, it's something incomparable, unique which touchs the deepest part of the core of who you are changing you forever.
You look at him and a river of hot magma flows inside you.
You dont care what other people say because, for you , he is perfect the way he is. His smile, his eyes, his scent, his hair, his voice... you could reconize them anywhere.
You feel alive.
No one can understand because no one loves him the way you do, adorate him the way you do.
Slowly, so slowly you try to get nearer to him, closer and imagine that someday he will love you the way you do.
You feel desire the shocking emotion wich feel as a bath of cold water cleaning everything and washing the darkness away.
Sharp as a blazer, deep as a hole but still fresh as a summer breeze and pure as water.
Then, when you think you couldn't be happier someone else appears and you world shatters into pieces and life disists to exist.
You cry silent tears and flow down you cheeks burning your skin with the emotions which have built within you and sware that you wont cry or feel anything because of him but then, when you see him again and he looks at you, you know, that your soul belong to him and he will be engraved in you forever.
Love isn't easy but the reward will highly outrate the suffering because that is what love consists of, loving another person more than life itself.