So this is a fanfiction about love and heart break, enjoy!
I don't own degrassi sadly…. Oh and this is all going to be in Clare's point of view!
"I'll call you in the morning, I love you" "I love you too Clare." Eli said. I hung up the phone and got on my pajamas. I decided to start reading the book The Hunger Games. All I could think about was how I was so happy to have a boyfriend like Eli. I looked at the clock and before I knew it, it was 10:45. I decided to go to sleep since I had a date with Eli and at the Dot at 12.
"Clare you're going to be late!" "Alright mom I'll be right down!" I put on a blue v-neck and jeans with my converse. I applied a little bit of makeup and headed down the steps. "Hi sweeties how are you? Excited for your date with Eli?" "Yeah mom love you have to go bye!" My mom had surprisingly been okay with me dating Eli ever since my father left us, and Darcy went to Kenya. I walked to the Dot and saw Eli sitting in his hearse. I waved and ran towards him. "Hi Eli you ready?" "Yeah but have I ever told you how beautiful you are. Your eyes light up my world, I love you so much Blue Eyes." I blushed and smiled. Eli leaned in and kissed me, and every time we kiss it's like fireworks go off and nothing in the world matter. We pulled apart, interlocked fingers and headed into the Dot. I saw Jenna with KC, and she snickered at me and gave us a dirty look. "Don't worry about her Blue Eyes she is just jealous that I have such a beautiful girlfriend like you." I smiled and hugged him. "Thanks Green Eyes." We sat in a booth; Eli ordered a hoagie while I ordered a salad. "So Blue Eyes it's a beautiful Saturday, so what do you want to do?" I don't know Eli maybe take a walk in the park?" "Sounds good." We finished our food then go into Eli's hearse Morty. Eli drove us to the park and we got out only to see Alli and Drew swinging on the swings smooching. "Do you want to go somewhere else or…?" "No its fine they don't own the park." Ever since Alli started dating drew we drifted and she would pick fights with me for now reason, most of them about me and Eli. Alli locked over with sadness in her eyes. I looked away and Eli and I sat down next to our favorite tree. "I still remember our first date Blue Eyes." "Oh really?" "Yeah we went to our special place and I decorated it like magic." I remember that too. Eli hung lights everywhere with candles and sweet classical music. We ate his "famous sandwiches". "Clare I don't know what I would do if you weren't in my life. You helped me get over hoarding and Julia and I didn't think that was possible, but Clare you're the key to my heart. Nothing could describe my love for you. I thought I loved Julia but when I met you I realized that was just a crush but what we have here Clare, that's love. Without you my life would crumble, I love you so much Blue Eyes." My eyes started tearing up and I didn't realize how much Eli cared about me. "Eli I feel the same way, my love can't be described for you. You helped me through all my family problems and stayed with me through thick and thin. If this isn't love then I don't know what is." Eli and I kissed. It felt like we were there for hours just kissing but in reality it had only been 5 minutes. I checked my phone and it was 5 pm. "Eli can you drop me off at home, my mom wants to have dinner with me for some odd reason." "Yeah sure lets go." Even though I didn't ever want to leave Eli's arms I knew I had too.
We got to my house and I walked in to see Darcy and my dad standing smiling. "What's going on?" "Clare, Darcy and your father have come home….for good!" WHAT. "Oh that's great." I hugged Darc and my dad. We sat down for dinner but only had some small talk. "So Darcy tell Clare about Kenya." "Well I helped the children obviously, but it's really different here then there." "I can only imagine."
During desert I was getting a little fed up on how my family was acting. "So Clare are you enjoying us all sitting together?" "No actually why are we acting like we are one big happy family when we are falling apart. Darc has left for Kenya which ripped all of our hearts out. Dad you left me and mom on our own and now you want to come back? Why so you can have a second chance! I can't sit here acting like this anymore. This family is destroyed STOP TRYING TO PUT IT BACK TOGETHER!" With that I ran upstairs crying. Why are they trying to act like everything was okay? I logged online to see Eli on Skype. I requested a video call and his face popped up on the screen. "Blue Eyes what's wrong?" He had concern on his face. "Darc and my father are back and they are acting like this family isn't a mess." "Clare I'm sure they just want to fix it, just give them a chance." "But Eli you don't get it! Why are they coming back acting like everything is going to be better when it's not!" Now I was getting angry and Eli could see it in my eyes. "Clare just calm down, give them another chance they are your family they love you and I don't know why you're making such a big deal?" "I don't even know why I asked you Eli. It was so hard for you to get over Julia so why can't I be upset. It seems like Julia is the only thing that's allowed to be upset over, but she isn't. SHE'S DEAD ELI. She isn't coming back and you need to let go of her. Like you said you never loved her so why do you care so much about her and not me?" I saw the hurt in Eli's eyes and I realized what I had done. I just flipped out about Julia. "Eli…" "NO Clare save it." He logged off and I just cried myself to sleep.