ok guys this is my second story hope if you haven't read my first story its called 'All Because The New Kid' that you read it and enjoy this story i think i'm getting better at this writing thing Disclaimer: do not own the hunger games

I look at all the happy couples going up and down the halls of school not having a care of anyone or anything that is going by them or happening. At lunch I look at the couples sitting with each other laughing, and others feeding each other. At home I see my mom and dad cuddled up in their bed while they sleep. Even my little sister who holds her little hand in her boyfriends when they leave the house to go for a walk or a date. Me on the other hand think that I may never see this perfect person, but there has to be somebody that completes me, right?

I might not have my own love but I love watching other people love each other. Don't get me wrong I wish I had my own love, someone who will comfort me when I get scared, someone who will believe anything I say no matter how crazy it sounds, someone who will make me laugh and make me feel like I'm worth something, and also someone who will protect me from whatever I'm facing. I know that won't happen though, especially me. My heart knows that there has to be somebody for me and I just don't where to go or what to look for.

My name is Katniss Everdeen and sometime I can't take this anymore. I need to find him, the person who will complete me, its really hard doing this with all these emotions going through my brain,body, and heart like its going to explode with emotions.

I pull the covers over my head in my bed hoping that I can get rid of these emotions but that won't help they follow me everywhere, the love of this one man I haven't met yet that has to be out there, the sadness of not having him yet, and lastly the happiness I know will follow once I find him.

I give up staying in bed and go downstairs, but first I quietly walk into my parents room. My dad has his arms wrapped around mom like she's a secret he wants to keep as she has her head on my father's chest listening to his heart beat to make sure he's still here and won't leave her. I give them a small smile and make my way quietly down the stairs so no one will hear me.

Once I get downstairs I go into the kitchen to make my family breakfast, well not right now but once I start cooking everyone will eventually come down before I'm done.I'm about to put the breakfast on the table as my little sister, Prim comes down the stairs "mom and dad should be down soon, Kat" she says. I nod already knowing that dad will wake up mom by giving her a kiss on the forehead, then her cheeks and by that time she will be awake, she'll smile at him then give him a quick peck on the lips before they both get up and get dressed.

Mom and dad come down the stairs about 5 minutes later like usual mom comes over to help but I have everything done "you didn't have to do everything, sweetie" she says sitting at the table anyways. I shrug "I was up anyways and you don't have to make breakfast every morning" I say getting the orange juice out of the fridge and setting it on the table also. "Its perfect kitty kat" dad says starting to eat his pancakes.

I sit at my spot at the table and start to eat my own food quietly until I'm the only one at the table. I'm thinking about the last 16 years of my life and how far I have come. I decide to get rid of these emotions at least for an hour and go for a run.

I went about 4 miles before thinking I should go back. The block before my house comes into view I run into something or someone I'm not sure cause I fall backwards and my head hits the pavement and I black out.

I'm somewhere sunny. That's the first thing I see when I get here. The Problem? I don't know where 'here' is. I blink a couple times to try and concentrate about why I'm here and how am I here. The blinking helped see the place clearer, its a meadow. The tall grass that looked like it stood tall must have been cut not that long ago, I look around to find anything else. There is only one other thing.

In the distance there is a blob of something that stands out in the green grass. I try to walk towards it and find out that it's not a something but a someone I try to yell out but nothing comes out. Instead of trying to figure why my voice isn't working, I start to try and run towards the person. I go into a walk until I'm only about 4 or 5 feet away from a man that looks about my age sitting in the grass, he has blond hair and has his back to me. He's looking at something in the distance in front of him, I try to find it but can't see much farther then a couple feet in front of us.

I slowly go to put my hand on his shoulder but right before I come in contact with him I feel it. Like electricity running through my fingertips into my body. My heart beat speeds up and so doesn't my breathing. I'm not sure if he could feel the electricity to or he just heard me breathing, his head snaps around and he looks up at me. His widening blue eyes capture me, they're so blue like a ocean blue like i could swim in them forever.

He starts to get up quickly and backs away from me a few feet. His tight white t-shirt shows off his muscles and his huge frame which would have crushed me if he was trying to hurt me but I know he won't he's as surprised as me. He slowly walks closer to me but I take steps back just t be sure. He stops knowing that he won't be able to come any closer to me holds out both hands, palms towards me. I look from his hands to his eyes, he nods to his hands, he wants me to hold them. I slowly start to walk closer to him with my hands like his. He smiles showing a dimple on his left cheek as I get closer. When our hands get only a few inches apart I feel the electric again. I look up from our hands to look in his blue eyes that instantly look into my grey. He looks at our hands then me and smiles even wider. I give him a shy smile and look back at our hands where the power is even stronger even though we're still not touching. He starts to move his hands closer to me but it seems as though were moving apart. He frowns as our hands do move apart. I try to grab onto his hand but it slips from me as everything begins to dissolve in front of me, even him until everything is black.

I open my eyes hoping to find the man, but all I see is white, not the pure white that I saw when I was with him but like a white color you see when you're in the hospital. I lift my head a little to the side to find that I really am in a hospital. I think of all the things that could have happened. Then it hits me, I was actually hit and blacked out, everything with that guy was all a dream. I sigh knowing that my emotions got the better of me and created my own dream person. But wait if he was my imagination then why was he scared of me when I first saw him maybe-

My thoughts are interrupted by the door opening and people coming in. my family rush over to me and all the sappy stuff, I have to keep telling them that I'm fine but of course they worry. The doctor said that they were going to run some test and if everything looks fine then I will be able to go home.

The test went fine so I was allowed to go I get home. Once I got home I told my family that I was tired and going to take a nap. They tell me that, that would be a great idea and tell me to rest. Once I get to my room I pull my covers up turn on my side and try to fall asleep where hopefully my dream guy is waiting.

Ok there was chapter 1 i hoped you liked it and i want to tell you that every word I wrote in this chapter is based on my feelings I hope that doesn't make my sappy that i love love but what can i say I love romance and I just wish I had my own you know what to do review if you want i love to hear what you guys will say about this story and I guess till next time :)

Posted 7/31/13

-Katie