Tell Me That You'll Stay

Chailyn

A tag to In My Time Of Dying. Dean's thoughts, watching his dad and brother fight.

Every action in this world will bear consequence

If wait around forever you will surely drown

"If you had killed that damn thing when you had the chance, none of this would have happened!"

This wasn't right, they weren't supposed to be fighting like this.

Sam couldn't believe what his father was saying. "It was possessing you, it would have killed you!" He yelled back.

"You know he's right!" Dean yelled, hating that they couldn't hear him. The fighting between them was horrible, he wished they would just see how alike they were so that it could all stop.

"Yeah, and your brother would be awake right now!"

"Stop it!" Dean screamed, "Shut up!"

Sam's eyes shifted to the floor, and Dean could see right through the angry façade that his brother had put on in front of their father. Sam was terrified, and their dad couldn't even see it. He was fighting with Sam, and casting blame when he should have been telling Sam that it wasn't his fault. In that one moment, Dean hated his father…he had no busineess blaming Sam for something that couldn't have been prevented.

"Go to hell." Sam said, trying to ignore what he knew was the truth. Dean was dying and he had no idea how to save him…he felt like he was failing his brother. If it was him…Dean would have found a way, but he couldn't come up with a damn thing to help his brother except to start a screaming math with their dad which Dean would have been furious with him for.

"Shut up!" Dean yelled. His head felt like it was on fire, he just wanted it to stop. They needed each other, why couldn't they see it. Why couldn't they see how badly they needed each other. Out of sheer habit, and anger with both of them, Dean thrashed his arm through the air and made contact with a glass that fell to the floor and shattered.

Finally, they stopped fighting and Dean could see them looking straight at them. Before Sam turned away however, Dean swore that his brother's glance lingered on him for a moment…it gave him hope, Sammy would never give up on him.

Please don't walk away

Please tell me that you'll stay