OK, so this story is a lot different from my other story…This one has a much more depressing tone I guess. This is my first angst story.. So I hope you enjoy it!
Disclaimer: I do not own DNAngel.
Warning: Cussing, violence, attempted suicide, YAOI.
How did I get myself into this mess?
Fuck.
I stared into the barrel of a very threatening gun. I could feel the adrenalin pulsing through my veins.
I should have listened to him. He told me not to do anything rash. And now look where I've gotten myself.
Fuckin' fuck.
Ok, lets think. She's not really going to shoot me, right? …Right.
I can see here shaking. Maybe I can talk myself out of this.
There's so much blood on the ground. Is it mine? Or hers… maybe it's both of ours. Fog covered my sight and I blinked it away. I slid farther down the wall as I struggled to find my voice.
"What's the matter? You scared?" I hope I sound as confident as my false words implied.
"Are you going to shoot or are you planning to bleed to death with me?" Why the fuck am I asking her to shoot me?
"No." That's all she said. She's shaking more. I can see barely past the gun and I realize she not looking at me.
"At least look at me if you're going to shoot." She doesn't answer for a while.
"… You don't deserve it."
"You mean, you don't want to see my face when I die. You're scared this might haunt you for the rest of you life. Even if you spend the rest of it in jail--"
"Shut up."
"-- You don't want your husband to see the sinner in you. That's why he never knew you beat your son every night--"
"Shut up!"
"--That poor boy never did anything wrong. He didn't even tell daddy, and yet you still beat him. Stupid ass bitch!"
"Shut the fuck up!"
Suddenly I realized I wasn't going to talk myself out of anything. It was way to late and the loud shot that rang through the air only confirmed my thoughts.
The last thing I ever saw was a brilliant light and ruby red hair dancing around me.
Past the searing pain in my body I felt a simple tear run down my face.
Well there's the first chapter! After this, I'm going to go back and tell the story from the beginning. YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE CONFUSED!!
