*Mays Pov*

It's been exactly three years since I left Harry on Miami, you might be thinking, what the hell has happened throughout this three years right? Well ill start from the beginning.

Three years five weeks ago and yeah I keep count, sue me not like I care anyways.

As I was saying, three years five weeks ago I met the famous British Boy band One Direction, life has been hell since. Well mostly, it's hard to explain so ill just resume everything okay?

I met them three years five weeks ago, Zayn and Harry both falled for me and I falled for Harry, I made many mistakes that even today I regret, one of them was kissing Zayn when Harry and I were dating, after that he broke up with me, I entered into a severe depression that had me at the edge of death, one day I went out with my best friend Ale shopping, or well, she obliged me to go shopping with her, on our way back from the mall we got attacked by a group of fans that hated me for cheating on Harry, I was stabbed on the stomach several times and ended up on the emergency room of the hospital, I was unconscious and in coma for almost two weeks, it was then when Harry realized he loved me, how adorable right? Bah!

So we fixed things up and had all this romantic stuff that happens in movies. Gag me. Anyway after that he took me on tour with him, I grew best friends with Niall and all the guys and I were just good friends, we got along pretty well, with the exception of Louis, who later I discovered had a crush for me. God dammit, what's wrong with this guys seriously? That was a hard hit for me because I was fucking sick of drama, So let's say Niall and I had a bff afternoon in Miami because he wanted to cheer me up as the good friend he was, since I was so stressed for all this Louis crap, going back to the subject - the thing is that we didn't tell Harry we were having a bff afternoon – okay before you guys start the insults let's make it clear it's not what you're thinking okay? Harry had grown to overprotective with me after the little fan incident and treated me like a five year old, thing that couldn't annoy me most, so when he actually didn't know where I was for three hours while I was with Niall he went crazy thinking I had gone missing or that kind of crap, so we had a little fight – wait! Sorry I made a mistake there, it wasn't a little fight it was a huge fight! And in one of those moments of anger he told me he could never love someone as immature as I was, fuck him, either way that was pretty much enough to make it clear to me that he didn't want me in his life, so after that I left him and the boys that had grown to be my best friends to go back to Argentina, the place where I was born to start over, so yeah, that's kind of what happened between me and one direction in five weeks, all summed up.

As I said in the beginning, it had been three years now! Yays! Not!

Well actually I can't complain, I have a nice life here in Argentina, but to be honest there's a lot of stuff missing in my life, including Love, family, and even some fun.

Okay to get started I'm not the cheerful kind flower I was years ago, as much of you know me. I grew cold and distant with time, and guess what? I don't give a fuck! And yes I do curse now, get over it, I'm even rude sometimes I must say, I'm not the warmhearted girl everybody used to love, I learned in the bad way that when you open up and actually love somebody all your gonna end up Is hurt, so yeah, I'm a coldhearted woman who doesn't care about anything but herself, how cool is that huh?

Leaving that subject behind… I have a nice Job I must say, I finished my studies at the end of this year and I got a pretty nice job as a fashion designer, many of you remember me too because of my crazy unique outfits, it turned out this famous fashion designer loved them and now I'm his personal assistant, its along story of how we met so I won't bother in even telling it to you, besides its none of your business.

I travel with him from here to there every now and then when we have to go to fashion shows and all that stuff, I have a nice apartment in Buenos Aires and I have an amazing friend that has sticked by me all this time, her name is Alejandra, she and Niall Horan actually had a long distance relationship when me and Harry were dating, but sadly broke up after a while, they had like what? A two months relationship? Oh well you got my point. Things didn't work out I guess, I never pushed the subject of why they broke up and I plan to keep it that way.

Now you too must be wondering what was of the boy's right? To get started, Harrys a dickhead, yeah sorry but it needed to be said, one month after we broke up he and Taylor Swift formed a couple, yes the Taylor swift, the song writer and famous country music singer, aaaw how cute right? fuck them.

I won't say it didn't hurt, it fucking hurt, but once again I was the one who dumped him so might as well get over him, from that day on I grew distant and cold towards everybody, and guess what? I couldn't be happier! Okay that was a lie, but I'm alive, I'm successful, so what else could I ask for?

Okay back to the boys subject, Harry and Taylor had kept their relationship till now, saying they are deeply in love with each other, oh how adorable! Two little lovebirds being lovely, well fuck them, if I could I would scream at Harrys face how much I hate him and at the same time love him, I know it sounds cheesy but whatever.

Anyway, I actually don't know anything more about them. Oh my, my bad, whatever.

All I actually know is that they're going on a worldwide tour this year, I haven't even talked to them since I left, I have felt temptation to call my best friend sometimes, or well who used to be my second best friend three years ago – yep you got it right, it's the one and only Niall Horan - but with time I guess I completely moved on, and with time the boys eventually got tired of calling me and sending me texts receiving no answer.

Oh who am I really tricking? I miss them like fuck. I miss Niall I miss Zayn I miss Louis I miss Liam and I miss Harry, I miss his touch and his soft lips, his beautiful strong hands that used to cup my face, and his beautiful eyes into the ones I melted, I missed everything about him.

But I chose this life, and now I just have to deal with it didn't I?

Yeah I guess so. I can't regret anything now, what's done is done.

Many of you must be wondering, what the hell had been of my love life? Easy. I'm a fucking slut, how cool is that? Usually when I think of Harry ill pick a random guy in the street or in a club and have a one night stand. Oh yeah, have a problem with it? Then fuck you. I have grown to be an alcoholic to, whenever I go to clubs or parties I get drunk as hell. It's a way of the one I have supported myself to ´move on´ Pft. Yeah right…. But hey! Put it this way, at least it makes me forget about everything for a couple of hours, which in my opinion is good.

If you ask, yes paparazzi did bug me a lot when they found out Harry and I broke up, they managed to locate me and were pissing me off for like a year, trying to get interviews with me and all that crap, well guess what this lovely girl did to them? I made it fucking clear that I was the one who dumped Harry, and that I hated him. The biggest lie of my life. And I told them that I didn't want anything to do with the media, that if they kept bugging me I would just sue them for being fucking stalkers, and well I did some other things you shouldn't know about. I also changed my name so that the media had a little more struggle to find me, so now my name Is Veronica Daniels, just thought about letting you know.

And so I guess that's it, that's what has been of me in this three years, are you fucking disappointed sweetheart? Well just to let you know, I don't even give a fuck if you are, this is the life I chose for me and I may regret things but I also don't.

Weird right? Oh well… that can't be changed. Deal with my logic. So many nights dreaming of what I would say if I ever saw those boys again. Of what I would if that day ever came. Well its ironic, because even though I had thought about it so many times I never thought of it happening for real, which thing took me by surprise on just a daily day of work…

so did you guys like it? hmmmm... May has changed alot hasnt she? this is kind of like a prologue, next chapter should be up in a couple of days, leave review and tell me if you want me to continue : ) btw : i want to know all ships! if you guys want a Zayn, Louis, Niall, even Liam, ship then review and let me know, im planning to add alot o drama and romance to this story so i want to know which ship my do my readers supports : ) other than the Harry ship : P leave review and make me happy lovelies! : D

Lovies - your stupidly adorable retarded author - May : )