Authors note: this takes place after New Moon. But before graduation, of Bella's senior year of high school.
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, New Moon, or any of the characters, they are Stephanie Myers'. Though I do wish I owned Edward!!
Chapter 1
"Edward just please change me" I begged once again, as we were driving to school. It had became a routine that Edward would stay the night and 'watch' me sleep, then would leave in the morning, so that I could have time to 'be human' as I called it. Then he would come with his silver Volvo just in time to bring us to school.
"Bella we are NOT going through this again….I already told you I am not going to Damn you into this life, if Carlisle wants to damn you then you will have to wait until after graduation" Edward said in his beautiful velvet voice, but I could tell that there was a hint irritation behind it.
"Jeez Edward when you put it that way it sounds so bad, isn't there any way you could make me happy just this once. Please. Edward, I really want you to do it. Please." I said in my best puppy dog voice.
"Well……you know you could just marry me then I could change you on the honey moon. Yea, Yea. Good idea I know."
"Come on you know how I feel about marriage. I just don't think that I am ready for that kind of commitment." I replayed almost upset
"So you will kill your sole, and never sleep, and never feel warmth, and never eat again and be willing to spend eternity with me, but getting married is too much commitment for you?" Now there was a lot of irritation in his voice.
"Yes that's exactly it. You know, I not scared to be with you forever, I love you. But marriage. I mean it didn't exactly….."
"Work out for Renee and Charlie, yes I know I have heard it all before, Bella, but I am not Charlie and your not Renee, it will be different for us."
"We're at school, if we don't go in now we'll be late." He looked at me almost disappointed "Edward I'm sorry, please don't be mad at me. I just love you so much, and I'm scared that things will turn out for us the way they did with Charlie and Renee. Please forgive me. I'll think about it. I promise I will." I said apologetically
"It's ok sweetheart I know that your not ready, I will wait for you no matter how long it takes, even if it takes you a hundred years, I've got time." He chuckled
"Does that mean you'll change me?" I asked with a huge smile
"Wait, I did not say that"
"You kind of implied it, Hun."
"We're gunna be late. No I am not gunna change you, but I will see you 2nd hour. Good bye." Then he kissed me. Even though we have been together for more then a year, my heart still races every time he kisses me.
I said good bye then we both went to our 1st hour classes. Now in days Edward and I were almost inseparable, even when I slept we were together. We had 5 out of our 6 classes together. We had different 1st hours. I had gym (which I was glad that I wouldn't embarrass my self in front of him, I did that enough already) and he had Trig. But I did have gym with Alice Cullen, my best friend, and my boyfriend's sister. But one day I would be part of the Cullen family, I knew that what ever I had to do to get there I would, I wanted to be a vampire so badly……..
"Hey Bells" Alice greeted me interrupting my thoughts
"Hi Alice, what's up?" I asked
"Nothing really…..Omigosh, guess what!?" Alice said excitedly
"What!" I said mocking her excitement
"Well I had a" she paused a moment looking around to make sure no one was in earshot, lowered her voice and continued, but still with the same excitement "vision this morning, and guess what happened"
"What happened" I asked knowing it was probably just another shopping trip in Paris or something like that. Alice got excited about almost anything.
"Well, ok if I tell you this, you can't tell anybody, and I mean ANYbody" I nodded in agreement "Ok well…."
"Just get on with it Alice!!" I said starting to be curious.
"ISawEdwardRingShopping!! Then it flashed to Him on one knee, I couldn't tell when but Omigosh!! You're going to get married to Edward!!" she squealed excitedly.
"Wait y-you saw Edward ring shopping, like engagement ring?"
"yea aren't you excited, I am soo planning your wedding" Alice said bouncing of with excitement.