Disclaimer: I don't own Victorious blah blah blah all that depressing stuff.

so I wote this as a three shot tell me what you think of the part one. Part One is Becks pov, Part two is Tori's and part three is normal. tell me what you think in a review if I should put part two and three up. because if you don't like it... well I would just be wastig my time of putting it up

kk, I had to fix things up because my computer did something the first time. I am now done part 1

Realization Part 1

Beck pov

As I walked into the school I noticed Jade leaning against my locker.

She looked angry and I really didn't want to deal with an agitated Jade,

so I did what most people would do I tried to walk another way.

To bad she caught me trying to sneak away.

"unbelieveable, Beck Oliver are you trying to avoid me?" she questioned.

Yes I was but you caught me. I thought.

"did I get away?" I asked trying to avoid the earlier question.

"No." she remarked

" There you go" I said trying to get to my locker.

She got in front of me to block my path.

" you've been avoiding me lately" she stated.

I walked around her and she followed me

" there you go again trying to avoid me"

" No I haven't, I've just been... busy" I replied.

" Is there someone else?" she asked cutting to the chase.

" wait you think there's someone else because I've been... busy?"

I questioned.

" Well?" she asked irritated.

" There is no one else Jade... no one" I replied.

" well the other day I went by your RV and I heard giggling" she stated.

" What?" I asked

" don't play dumb with me Beckett" she hissed

" yesterday after school" Oh, that

" Alyssa Vaugn came over for a bit she need-"

" Your still seeing her?" she asked through a clenched jaw.

" We're friends Jade, I told you that before" I said

" Well I told you, you could be friends with ugly girls,

not pretty girls with rich daddy's" Jade fumed.

I shut my locker and began to walk away.

I couldn't deal with Jade's jealousy right now.

She began to follow me. " I'm not finished with you Beckett" she frowned.

" Like I said we're just friends.

She knows I have a jealous girlfriend" I said

"Jealous?" she yelled " you think I'm jealous of that...

that whatever she is"

I saw Tori walking down the stairs.

She was whistling a song.

" Tori" she haulted her whistling and looked at me.

" come here" I waved her over.

She walked over with a large smile on her face.

When she saw Jade's frown her smile dropped.

She knew what was going on, I involved her in this before.

" look Beck, I'm not getting involved this time" she said.

She spun on her heel and tried to leave.

I grabbed her arm and pulled her closer to me.

" Tori, if you were my girlfriend-"

" This again?" Jade asked.

" and you found out I was still friends with Alyssa Vaughn

would you be okay with it?"

" Who cares what she thinks?" Jade spat.

" honestly, I wouldn't be all for it-"

" I care what she thinks" Jade announced cutting Tori off.

She looped her arm through Tori's.

" But I would eventually get over it because I'd trust you wouldn't cheat"

she finished. I smiled victoriously.

" Get out of here Tori" Jade said.

" Love to" she said turning to leave.

" Tori" I called. She huffed and walked back over.

" So you'd trust your boyfriends judgement?" I questioned.

She bit her lower lip.

She looks so cute doing tha- hey where did that thought come from.

" I really don't want to be involved in this" Tori admitted.

" Then don't!" Jade hissed

" gladly" Tori piped trying to leave once again.

" Stay" I comanded.

" Why?" she asked.

" Yeah Beck, Why?" Jade asked

" Just. Stay" I said

"Oh, you would prefer Tori's support over mine?" Jade spat.

" well right now, I'm not getting my girlfriends support now am I?" I questioned.

" you know what?" Jade asked.

" Oh, no" Tori added.

" What?" I asked.

" Don't tell him what!" Tori interupted

" We're done" she yelled marching off.

" She told him what" Tori stated to herself.

She looked at me sympatheticly " I'm so sorry Beck"

" It' s fine" I told her

" No, it's not I feel like I broke you two up... again"

she stated putting her head down.

" Don't ever think that Tori, it's not your fault we broke up"

I told her lifting her chin up so she was looking into my eyes.

" Jade and I, we were going down that road for awhile now"

She looked into my eyes again.

" But if I had kept my mouth shut then you may have still had her"

she looked so sad.

She blamed herself for mine and Jade's break up.

I hated that she felt that way.

" I should get to class" she muttered walking away

" I'll see you in Sikowitz later" she called over her shoulder.

She smiled back at me. I couldn't help but to smile either.

Tori smiles were just contagious. Even when you were down.

For some reason I wasn't down. I was... relieved?

I was staring after Tori's leaving figure.

I couldn't keep my eyes off her.

" Like what you see?" I heard a voice behind me.

I tunrned around and saw Andre.

" Huh?" I asked.

" I saw you staring after Tori,

it was like she was a juicy steak and you were getting ready to eat her"

he chuckled.

" She's just a friend" I told him

" and that's quite the metaphor"

" Is that so?" he asked

" Yes" I replied " she's just a friend, that's all"

though sometimes I wonder what it would be like if we were ever more then friends.

Since day one there was something about Tori that attracted me to her.

I mean her beauty, yeah that attracted me but there was something else.

"If she were just a friend would you have let her kiss you,

just to get back at Jade?" he asked

" on her first day?" he added

" She was new" I stated and pretty

" and pretty" Andre stated. Can he read my mind?

" So?" I asked. " what's your point?"

" Would you have helped out with the Ryder thing?" he asked.

I clenched my jaw at the mention of Ryder's name.

Andre continued " All those times you defended her when Jade was being... Jade?

Would you do that if you didn't like her?

Or the movie when you fell forty feet for her?

If she were just a friend would you do that for her?

I mean I wouldn't not even for Tor and she's my best friend"

Maybe he's right.

Maybe Tori has always been more then a friend, I just realized now.

Tori is more, and has always been more then a friend.

Everytime I'm around her I have this tingly feeling in my stomache that I don't get around Jade,

well, I did but not for awhile now.

Every time I touch Tori I feel lightning bolts shoot up my body.

I'm always smiling when I'm with her.

She makes me happy. Something I haven't been with Jade for awhile now.

Realization hit. I'm in love with Tori Vega.

For the longest time I've been telling myself she was just a friend.

" Tell me one thing" Andre said pulling me out of my thoughts.

I nodded and let him continue.

" How do you feel around Tori?" he asked me.

" She makes me happy, she always have.

With her I'm always smiling.

When I'm down she manages to bring me back up.

I've never been upset around her."

I smiled. Just thinking about the brunett made me smile.

" And Jade?" he asked.

" The complete opposite" I replied.

" You like Tori man" Andre stated.

" Yeah I do" I replied " thanks man" I said.

" for what?" he asked confused

" you made me realize I have feelings for Tori"

" no problem, free of charge" he said

I decided after school I would tell Tori how I feel.

Class was about to start.

I took out my cell phone and sent her a quick text.

End of part one.

what do you think?