ATTENTION: I DID NOT WRITE THIS! My friend did and I'm uploaded it for her. All the Author's Notes are her words. NOT mine 'kay?
A/N: Whoo my first fanfic. Uber fluff (For all of you who know me personally, I know this is VERY un-tati-like. Get over it.) , so if you wanna throw up a little in your mouth I wouldn't blame yah. The italics are the lyrics to One Step Closer by Linkon Park. Oh, and in case you haven't noticed yet this is a song fic. It is also written in Kanda's POV.
Disclaimer: Yah I totally own –man (in case you are mentally retarded and couldn't tell that was sarcasm)
I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway
I don't know what to do. It seems that all we can do is hate each other. Anything I say is now a lie. Everything I say to you is just a bunch of hurtful words. Can't you see that I don't mean it? I don't know how to deal with my feelings (A/N: Crona line).Why, why do I keep trying to hurt you? Is it because I'm trying to get your attention? Am I just angry at you for not noticing how I feel? Please notice me or else I just might go insane.
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Stop, just stop. I can't stand it anymore. Stop saying such hurtful words. I love you. Are so dense that you can't see that? I want you to love me too. I want you. I'm going crazy over you. I think I'm going to snap.
I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
all these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
I'm sick and tired of this. I want to die.
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Stop.
Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up
This will be our last I finally know just how to shut you up. Your quickly silenced as my lips come crashing down on yours. Before you even have a chance to react, I'm gone.
I'm about to break!
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
A/N: The End (jk). If you're wondering what happens after Kanda kisses Allen, it went like this:
Allen finds out Kanda likes him (duh Allen). Allen is not fond of homo sexuality or Kanda. Allen flatly turns down Kanda. Kanda is very distraught. He then becomes so emo that he kills Allen, and then himself. If you can't tell I'm not very fond of happy endings :P