In my field of paper flowers
I awake from my dreams, dreams of scarce happiness, which then gets raped away by the darkness of my past. I dream of my family how I was a happy child, but then the second great ninja war came, and stole my happiness from me, and took my family. Those monsters looking for me, calling my name, I wish I stayed, I would have died, and been freed from the pain of life. I was on my own for some time until I met him, Yahiko, my companion, my friend, he is the soul reason I survived, he made me laugh again, smile, feel like everything was going to be alright, and then I found another soul. A young boy and a dog lying half dead, Nagato. We grew closer and closer and then he came along, our sensei, Jiraiya, he was a Leaf village ninja, he taught us how to survive, and how to be ninja, but he soon left too, and we where alone again. We became so powerful that the worse happened, I was kidnapped, and they told Nagato the only was for me not to die was for him to kill Yahiko, I screamed for them to just let them kill me, I cried, the fear I felt was immense. Nagato couldn't kill Yahiko, and Yahiko couldn't let me die, so he killed himself.
This is where I am now, in Nagato's terrorist organisation, Akatsuki, the gang that spreads rampant chaos, but this rampant chaos is your reality, Nagato thinks by hunting vessels of the Jinchuriki, he thinks by sealing all nine of them he can bring peace to the world. I don't speak I just do as he asks and stay by his side, even if I don't understand what he is doing, he used to be the quite shy boy who wouldn't kill a fly, so who is he now?
When he announced to me we where going to infiltrate Konoha I went along with it, his orders, don't leave one soul breathing. I was swallowed up in the sound of their screaming, killing everyone in sight. I retreated back to Nagato, only to find out he had used one of his most dangerous jutsu, I begged him to stop it, but he had made his mind up, his hatred too great, I stayed with him and lied inside myself for hours, pretending everything would be ok, until he came along, the ninth tailed demon, his words, he changed Nagato's heart, and he used his last bit of life to restore the life to everyone we had killed in Konoha, and that was it, I was alone now in the world, the two people who meant something to me where both dead in deep sleep dreaming. This boy talked to me, he was the destined child, he asked me would I go back to the Akatsuki, and I told him, I will go back to my land, and be an alias of the Leaf, I gave him paper flowers from my field, and took Nagato's body to burry in my homeland nets to Yahiko. And now im alone, in my world of paper flowers, and candy clouds of lullaby, I lie inside myself for my remaining hours, with my own purple skies flying over me.
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clocks screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As there falling
Tell a story
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
Don't say I'm not in touch
With this rampant chaos
Your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare i built my own world to escape
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot stop fir the fear of silent nights
Oh how i long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light
Hello there!
This is my first fanfiction! I have used the song Imaginary by Evanescence as insperation, its about Konan, from Naruto and the life she has had, I do not own the song Imaginary by Evanescence or Konan from Naruto, but you should already know that :)
bye bye for now,
AngelicEvangelion