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I ran as fast as I could. If I could just get to my truck and start to drive; I would be perfectly fine.

Except I wouldn't.

I wouldn't be fine ever again.

As I ran across the boarder and to my truck my phone went off. I flipped it open and wasn't surprised to see Alice's name on the screen. I pressed the red button and put the phone back into my pocket. As I looked up at the window I saw him jogging towards me slowly.

I had to get away.

Now.

"Bella! Please.." He called as the roar of my truck filled the silence.

The hot tears continued to stream down my face.

I turned onto the road and let my truck take me to Edward's house as fast as it could.

As I got to the house I parked my truck in front of the garage, too afraid that if I wasted my time putting it in the garage Jacob would be waiting for me.

I shoved the key into the front door and unlocked it, slamming it closed behind me.

I fell to the floor and stared towards the ceiling.

Why me?!

Why now?!

My cell rang again and the same name flashed across the screen.

"H-H-hello?" I stuttered through my tears, I knew she could see I was upset.

"Bella? Don't you dare leave the house, you hear me? I'm going to be there in about half an hour." Alice said rationally down the phone.

I laughed motionlessly as I figured out what my only option was.

I had to jump.

"BELLA! IM WARNING YOU!" she screamed. I heard the slight rustle of a phone as I swallowed and opened my mouth.

"Alice? Please, tell Edward I love him." I whispered as I put the phone down.

My legs were numb but I somehow managed to get to my feet and find a pen and paper.

I took a deep breath and started writing.

Edward, My love.

This is it.

After everything that's happened today I know you will not want to be with me; and a life without you now would be completely unbearable.

Please forgive me.

Don't hurt him.

I love you always.

Isabella Cullen.

I folded the piece of paper up and gently placed it on top of the piano.

He would find it.

He had to.

As I opened the door again and made my way towards my truck, I saw my future if I stayed.

Nobody would believe what had happened.

Everyone would think I was lying.

Edward would leave me.

Charlie would disown me.

I couldn't live with all that.

This was the only way out.

I repeated that same last line to myself over and over again as I reached the cliff. It provided me with a sense of Deja Vu.

I looked up to the sky and it was as if they could read what I was going to do and agreed.

They formed huge grey clouds above me and I felt small raindrops hit my cheek.

It was only then that I realised I was still crying.

I don't think I had ever stopped.

I looked ahead of me and leaned back on the heels of my feet.

"Bella?" A voice called from my left.

No.

Please no.

I looked to my left to see the face that had made this decision for me.

"D-D-Don't take another step towards me, I will jump!" I shouted towards him.

I heard him growl roughly as I heard the other voice from my right.

"No you won't Bella, would you do that to me?" He called. My eyes watered again as I looked to my right and saw the face that had become my heaven whilst I had been in forks.

"Edward, if you loved me even in the slightest, you would let me do this." I whispered.

I knew he could hear me.

"Even if the leech lets you do this, I don't have to." Jacob shouted again.

I snapped my head round to my left and my breathing got heavier.

"YOU! YOU WON'T LAY ANOTHER FINGER ON ME JAKE!" I bellowed with a voice louder then I had ever heard come out of my mouth.

I turned my head slowly back towards Edward who had shifted slightly closer.

"Edward, I'm sorry. I love you, so much!" I whispered for the last time.

With that I took a step towards the edge of the cliff and lifted my arms up like you would if you were about to fly. I took a deep breath and whispered under my breath.

"I need this!"

As I fell through the sky I heard two loud growls from the top of the cliff.

I didn't focus on it long as my body made contact with the freezing, thrashing water.

I expected Edward or Jacob to grab my body and keep me on top of the water.

Neither of them did.

The water pulled me from all directions, just like it had before.

This time I half expected to be saved, but as the water thrashed me towards a rock. I hit my head, and started sinking, faster and faster into the pit of the black waters.

I closed my eyes and saw Edward's face.

I couldn't do anything but..

smile.

He would go on.

He would love again.

I would look down on him and be happy.

Happy to see him happy with another girl who wouldn't be broken.

Who wouldn't have had her innocence taken from her.

Who could give him everything he wanted.

Who could make him happy.

Yes, he would love again; but I wouldn't.

I would watch him from Heaven and still be as crazy in love as I had the first time I saw him.

I opened my eyes and lifted my arm towards the surface of the water that was way out of reach, I felt the sand at the bottom of the water crash against my back.

I was laying at the bottom of the water.

I couldn't see anything.

All I could feel was cold.

My throat burned, the pain in my chest was increasing with every intake of water instead of oxygen.

I lifted my hand to the back of my head and felt the warm patch.

This was the end.

And the last thing I saw, was so beautiful.