A/N: Ok so Naruto is usually the one that always ends up hurt in the relationship with Sasuke. So I wanted to switch the roles, but still maintain their personalities. So I hope you like. This is a Sasu/Naru I'm not sure if they end up together or not, but yeah.

Disclaimer: I don't any of the Naruto Characters. Damn.

Summary: I could hear my heart shatter for the second time in my life. Guilty blues looked back at me, while mine eyes stared with shock. One word, that's all it took, "Why?" I wasn't even deemed an explanation just a meaningless, "I'm sorry."

Blue Eyes Lie

Chapter 1

Who knew? Who knew that eyes that reflected the skies and the ocean could lie so well? Who knew that a smile so beautiful, could be filled with malice in a way you wish you never met. Who? Surely not me. The prodigy, the genius the last of the Uchiha clan. Nope, even with my sharigian he had slipped past all defenses. Even though I know I should hate him, I can't. In truth he had every right. I had hurt him once too, so long ago. When we were barely entering our adolescent years. I had drove my had right through his chest. Why wouldn't he want to see me broken, betrayed, shattered? You see through all my caution, through all the barriers, I had let him slip by. He had been alone, he knew what it felt like to be hurt, to be betrayed, to feel completely outcasted. I never thought once, that he could hurt me the way he did. I never thought I could feel like I do now again.

We were in love, or so I had thought. When he had brought me back to Kohana he spent nearly everyday with me. Never treating me different, never looking disgusted, never ignoring me. He stayed his over confident, kind, and dobe self. So that night when we suddenly kissed in the middle of the Kohana festival, how was I to know that everything would go wrong? For two years, my life had been the most perfection I could ever hope to achieve. Everyday was like blue skies and a shining sun, even on the days it rained. It's raining now, but there's no sunlight, no blue skies, no happy smiles to light up my dark world.

It's funny, I hated the rain, but he somehow made me love it. I can feel what's left of my heart clench. There was day when we had just finished a mission together, and were on our way back home to the apartment we had bought together. The skies had looked so beautiful that, it's wonder how they just turned dark and grey within a couple of minutes. He was walking in front of me, his hands behind his head, and I stood a little behind him, smiling softly. I had turned my gaze up to the sky for an instant, when I nearly knocked him over. He was standing there, not moving not speaking.

"Dobe?" I asked softly, concerned as to why he had all of a sudden just stopped walking. He didn't answer, so I tried a more specific approach.

"Naruto, what's wrong?" Naruto's hands dropped to his side and he turned to face me, a small smile lighting his lips. Then as quietly as the wind can whisper he said, "I felt a drop of rain teme."

I didn't exactly understand why he would be so awed by a drop of rain. Honestly I didn't. Yet, when I felt it begin to fall, I wondered how I didn't. We stood in the rain, just letting it soak in, past our clothes, past our skin. His blues stared into mine with no hint at all to what he was thinking. I found though, I couldn't look away, I was entranced, in the swirls of blue oceans. His sun-colored hair, began cling to his sun-kissed face, his smile never disappearing.

Gently almost afraid I would run, he put both his hands on my face to cup my cheeks. He rubbed his thumbs on my pale skin. In my heart almost stopped.

It was in that instant that he wrapped his arms around my waist, and buried his face in the crook of my neck. I could feel his body shiver from the rain, but I couldn't say anything. I just wrapped my arms around him and pulled him tight. Thinking, 'This is right, this is real!' We both sunk to the ground, and just sat there, not caring that we were cold, or going to most likely get sick. We didn't move till the rain stopped. His face was still buried in my shoulder, and softly he whispered, "I love you Sasuke," the words rang like the most beautiful melody. So how was I to know that it was a lie?

Months passed, it was days of waking up with him in my arms, of learning to live again. For a while I thought I had gotten my life back. Yet, fate cries with misfortune for me. From the day I was born, I was cursed to forever be alone. Itachi made sure of that.

I subtly begin to notice that Naruto was changing. I was seeing less of his genuine smiles, and more of his fake ones. Every time I questioned he would snap at me that I was being paranoid. We argued more often then we did laugh. My world was falling and I couldn't understand why. Naruto was suddenly always on missions, and we talked less and less. My morning had begun to feel empty, even when he was in my arms. Even when I fell into a deep sleep, I sometimes thought I felt the warmth of his body leave and sound of his breathing vanish. I didn't open my eyes though. I didn't want to know if he was there or not. So I forced myself to just lay still and not wake.

There were days that I felt we got along fine, and then days that I felt like he was thinking of someone else. He got this far away look in his eyes, like being with me wasn't what he wanted. It scared me to death, and nearly gave me breakdown. It's funny how I thought for a moment that life was going to get better, funny how fate loves to toy with me.

It was the day before it happened. Everything, and I mean everything seemed like it had gone back to normal, but I didn't miss his tense shoulders, his strained laughs, nor his fake smiles. I was blinded from that, because Wednesday was our anniversary of two years. Two years of a life I never thought I would have. I had gotten done writing a report for the mission I been on. It had been a long-term mission; two months, and I just got back on a Tuesday. Just as I had knocked on the door it had swung open and I had fallen over with the love of my life. His smile was huge almost reaching his eyes. His blue eyes twinkled with something that I hadn't seen in the last four months of our relationship, yet as soon as I had seen it, it had disappeared. His eyes dimmed, as if I hadn't been what he had been expecting. That hurt.

"You're back…" he said almost disappointedly? Shaking it off I smiled, "Yeah, I told you I'd be back today!" When I leaned up to kiss his lips, he turned and my lips touched his cheek. Taking in a breath, I watched as he slowly got off of me. That was different.

"Something wrong?" I asked, I already knew the answer so I don't know why I bothered. Perhaps, because I thought something would change? "Huh no… sorry just got a cold- sore," he said with a nervous laugh. Liar. Forcing on a smile I nodded and walked into our apartment. It felt so empty, so cold. It didn't hold the warmth it once did, nor the joy that once overflowed.

Throwing my stuff in the corner I walked into our bedroom, throwing my clothes on the floor, I walked towards the bathroom. The tile stone was cold against my feet, but I welcomed it. It was a hell of a lot warmer than cold feeling that swept over me. Turning on the water I let it head to almost a boil, letting it run down my body in rivulets. Closing my eyes I rested my forehead against the shower wall. When I opened them, I felt the like I was suffocating. There on shower wall was a piece of hair. Not blonde hair I might add, not my hair but a dark crimson red. Swallowing I tried to calm myself, I could feel the rage boiling and the questions overloading in my head.

Naruto wouldn't, it was just a piece of red thread or something, Naruto couldn't, could he? Possible explanations filtered through my mind, trying to convince myself I was overreacting. Yet, deep down, I should of known I wasn't. It hurts when someone lies to you, it hurts worse when you lie to yourself. Immediately I shut off the water exited, dried off, and put a pair of clean boxers on. When I walked into the bedroom, Naruto laid sprawled out, his blonde hair spilled across the pillows, his entire body limp. It was his face that eased my assumptions. It was so innocent, so beautiful, so kind looking. No one who looked like that could hurt someone intentionally could they?

Sighing I put myself in the bed, something felt off, but I pushed it aside and pulled Naruto towards me. He turned into me immediately, he always did love to cuddle. Smiling softly I raked my hands through his hair, listening to the sound of his breathing, and soft beating of his heart until I was almost asleep. Faintly I heard a name whispered, the only problem was… I don't think it was mine.

Morning came too soon, and I woke up next to an empty bedside. I turned over on my back, noticing the room was dark, that the light from outside was dimmed. Another rainy day… that's ok, I liked rainy days. Sighing I sat up and just stared at the wall across from the bed. Thinking to myself quietly. Suddenly my memory clicked in. Today was Naruto's and mine anniversary. Smiling I pulled the covers off and quickly dressed in a pair of grey sweat pant and a simple black t-shirt. Walking towards the kitchen I noticed Naruto eating a bowl of Ramen. Some things never did change after all. Walking behind him I kissed his cheek, I could of sworn he flinched and quietly said, "Good morning," he just nodded. Walking over to the fridge I looked at the calendar reading the reservation I had made a two months ago. Naruto had said he wanted to go there for our anniversary, so I told him I would make a reservation. He had just smiled that goofy smile kissed me and that was the end of it. I sat across from him, pealing an orange, watching him eat. I guessed he noticed because he looked up at me, "What's up?" he asked, but for some reason I didn't see the concern I had been looking for.

"Nothing, um… I have to go to see Hokage for most of the day, so I guess I'll see you at Jaden Amor tonight. I saw a confused look touch his face. "Jaden Amor? Why there?" He asked. I froze, he forgot? Swallowing the thick lump in my throat is spoke softly, "You asked to go there for our anniversary remember?" Suddenly his eyes got wide and he gave a nervous laugh, scratching the back of his head. "Oh yeah! Haha, sorry I forgot, just been busy ya know. Yeah tonight at eight right?" I just nodded, feeling as sort of sick to my stomach feeling. The kind you get when you know something in going to go wrong.

He stood up, and I asked, "Where you going?" He turned to face me after putting his dishes in the sink. Smiling he said, "I've just got some stuff to pick up that's all, see ya later." He walked almost passed me kissed my cheek barely and then walked out the door. A resounding bang reached my ears. I didn't move, I looked at the orange I had been pealing and suddenly didn't feel hungry anymore.

Deciding to go see what Tsuande wanted I walked out of the apartment and went to Hokage's tower.

I knocked on the door of the Hokage's office, hearing a loud, "Come in!" I entered. I placed my report on her desk and was about to leave when her Tsuande's voice stopped me. "Come back here," she said. Turning I face her with my emotionless mask I usually tend to wear. Her eyes scanned me, obviously noticing that something was troubling me. I didn't move though, just waited quietly until she was done observing.

"How have you been Sasuke?" her voice was quiet, something that never usually happens. Confused, yet warmed that someone could still ask me that I said, "I've been better." She snorted and then nodded. A small smirk made it's way to my lips. I watched as she rose from her chair and walked towards me. Her arms enveloped me like my mother's used to. I wanted to cry, wanted to hold her back and let everything out. I didn't though, because that wouldn't be me. She whispered softly in my ear, "Happiness isn't always where you thought it was." And then like that I was outside her door. My heart pounding in my chest and my ears drowning out the rest of the world. Happiness isn't where I thought was? What did that mean?

I was happy… wasn't I?

"Sasuke!" Shaking away from my thoughts I saw the a young women with pink hair and forest green eyes run at me. Her smile was huge and it caused a smirk of my own. Her arms surround me in an embrace. "You're back! You've been gone to long!" She said. I chuckled, we pulled back. "I know, how have you been Sakura?" She laughed and stuck out her hand. On her wedding finger was a six carrot diamond ring, that glittered proudly in the light. Taking her hand I smiled at her. She giggled.

"Lee asked me to marry him! Can you believe it?" I nodded, I knew they were going to get married. They deserved each other. Wish I could say the same for my relationship. Sakura looked up, her face full of happiness. For and instant I felt a pang of jealousy.

"That's great Sakura," she just laughed, "So Sasuke when are you going to ask Naruto huh? I swallowed. Oh right, I had been planning to ask him tonight, but things had been going to bad that….well you know. "I was planning to propose tonight actually, but…" she cut me off. "Oh my gosh Sasuke good for you! I just know you two will be so happy together! Hey I'm sorry I can't chat I promised I meet Lee for lunch, bye!" Sakura hugged me and immediately was gone.

Sighing I went home, Naruto still wasn't back, so I showered and dressed in a pair of black slacks, and a navy blue dress shirt. When I was satisfied I went to the closed and pulled away the shoe box's that were in the corner and reached for the very back. When my hand finally found the small velvet box I had been looking for, I opened it and there inside as a golden wedding band. Nervously I closed it and put it in my pocket. Looking at the clock I noticed it read 7:30 P.M. Taking in a breath I walked towards the door closed it softly and walked down the stairs to the Jaden Amor. It was a new restaurant with beautiful tapestries and expensive food and wine. The place was almost like a palace. I requested the place on the top of the roof where it overlooked Kohana. Sitting down, I waited.

It's funny how much you can love someone, how much you can do for someone till the point that it kills you.

"Mr. Uchiha it's 9:20, would you like to order, we close at 10 P.M," shaking my head, I merely thanked her and asked for the ticket. After I paid , I walked back to the apartment. How could he forget? How? I had reminded him this morning! I wasn't worried that he was hurt, Naruto could take care of himself. Yet, panic still sunk in my stomach, when I reached the apartment door, I heard a voice in my head whisper, "You won't like what's on the other side."

I forcefully suppressed it and opened the door, the first thing I heard was soft moan, almost incoherent. My heart started pounding, my ears drums focused on nothing else, and I walked closer to the bedroom door, the moans becoming louder, the sound of harsh panting, then voices, not one, but two. I clenched my eyes tightly together and I opened the door to find Naruto in the arms of none other than Garra. They were both sweat slicked and had just finished reaching climax apparently. Everything stood still, time, me, them. Garra's piercing blues eyes seemed to stare at me smugly and Naruto, his eyes were down cast. He seemed like a child caught stealing a cookie out of the cookie jar before dinner.

And in that instant I could hear my heart shatter for the second time in my life. Guilty blues looked back at me, while mine eyes stared with shock. One word, that's all it took, "Why?" I wasn't even deemed an explanation just a meaningless, "I'm sorry."

I couldn't breathe, everything seemed to be getting smaller, turning I walked away from the bedroom. I heard, "Hang on love," love? He was calling Garra love? How long had this been going on, how long had I not known? Suddenly I was outside in the rain, let it pour down me, letting it encase me in her cold embrace.

"Sasuke! Sasuke you're going to get sick!" I could hear Naruto yelling, but I didn't care. I just stood there, suddenly he turned me around, and I faced concerned eyes. Oh now he cares? Now he decides he's worried? We just stood there, staring at eachother.

"How long?" I asked my voice was soft but choked. He turned his gaze away, that long huh? He looked back at me and I could see him trying to form the right words, even though he knew it was absolutely pointless. "Sasuke… I…I didn't know how to tell you, I just… He makes me feel thing, does things that you could never do….I'm sorry I just can't…" I shook my head, a sense of rage over flowing me, I almost felt my eyes bleed red, but I pushed it down. I looked past him to see Garra standing on the step his arms wrapped around himself, like he was some fucking God. Digging in my pocket I held the black velvet box. I shocked Naruto when I took his hand and shoved the box.

"Here you might need it one day… it isn't much use to me now." Letting go I turned and walked away. Letting the rain just beat down on me. I felt absolutely hollow, broken. I don't know how I ended up at Tsuande's but I did. I knocked, and was greeted with her scowling face, which in an instant went to sadness. I didn't have to say anything.

"Sasuke…." I looked up, feeling the tears threatening to come loose.

"You knew… You knew and you couldn't even tell me straight up that he was cheating? When you knew!" I found myself yelling! I watched as tears slipped past her face and she reached out for me, but I flinched and stepped back.

"I want leave from Kohana…. I want it now." I hissed, my heart felt so heavy, my chest hurt, and I just needed to get away. She nodded, no resistance no protest.

"You can leave first thing tomorrow morning." I nodded and walked, walked till the rain stopped, walked till I couldn't anymore, walked till I reached the old Uchiha Compound. I reentered my old home, walked into my old bedroom and fell the mattress an cried. Cried till there was nothing left, cried till I felt my heart had left with my tears. I cried till I fell asleep.

OK stay tuned for the next chapter! What will Sasuke do before he leaves Kohana?

Preview of The next Chapter!

"What do you want Uchiha?" He asked, I was so tempted to just punch his face in. I was about to reply when Naruto cut in, "Garra don't."

"I just want my stuff and I'm gone, you can keep the apartment I don't give a shit, I just want my stuff." I said through clenched teeth, Garra stepped aside, and I stepped in to the once familiar place I called home. Now though, now it reeked of Garra and I felt like I would throw up. So I walked towards the bedroom, going for the closet, I glanced at the bed for second and decided that wasn't such a good idea.

Reaching for all my clothes and my bag, I stuffed everything in. Anything Naruto had used I left. I didn't want his smell on any of my clothing, I didn't want anything he had to do with. Any of the shirts he picked out I left. When I reached the dresser I pulled out my watch, and stared at the sterling sliver necklace Naruto had bought me for my Birthday. Picking it up, I winced and was about to set it back down when, "You can keep it, it's yours." Shaking my head I walked over to him placed it in his hand said softly, "No… nothing you ever gave me was mine to keep," I walked towards the front door, Garra standing in the kitchen. He watched me, but I ignored him.

"Sasuke, where are you going go?" Naruto asked his voice quiet, guilty. Good he should be. For the first time, I felt a bit better, the words I was dying to say came out.

"I'm leaving Kohana for good, I already have permission so, I'm going somewhere, where Kohana isn't known, and especially where you aren't." I hear him gasp and I looked back to see a flicker of pain in his eyes.

"It doesn't have end like this Sasuke," I smirked bitterly.

"You made it like this Naruto."

Wow such a long ass Preview! Lol please review!