A/N ok, I know I still haven't finished Angelic Blood, and i really need to, but this idea won't GO AWAY so I needed to put it out there. I will update both of the stories at the same time, which is when i have them time because of SCHOOL! I DON'T OWN ANYONE FROM SUPERNATURAL, the characters might seem OOC at times, but i try my best... so, read, and enjoy and REVIEW

Dean ran his hand through his hair and sighed. Castiel was supposed to be there half an hour ago, and Dean was still sitting alone at the bar. He leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes. Why did I think he'd come this time? Dean thought, he's never been on time before, if he even showed up. Dean rolled his eyes and picked up his beer, taking a long drink. He through some money on the bar and walked out, pulling out the keys to the Impala. He started the ignition and blasted ACDC from the radio. Dean smiled and sang along to the familiar tune.

"Dean." Dean started and the car swerved. "Dammit, Cas, how many times do I have to tell you not to sneak up on me?" Castiel looked down at his feet, "my apologies, I did not mean to startle you." Dean rolled his eyes, "why are you here?" Castiel looked up at Dean, "we had a date, did we not?" Dean shook his head and laughed, "yeah, an hour ago!" Castiel looked surprised, "I was late? I didn't realize…." Dean snorted, "Yeah, you didn't realize. Save it for someone who cares." Castiel's face shown with sorrow, "Dean-"

"No, no more Cas. No more missed dates, no more hurt feelings, no more anything. I'm done. It's over." Castiel looked close to tears, "Dean, I am sorry-" Dean cut him off, "it's over, get out." A single tear rolled down Castiel's face as he left the car.

Dean turned his focus back onto the road. He pulled into the motel parking lot and shut off the engine. He sat in the car for a few seconds, doing nothing. He looked over to the passenger's seat and saw the necklace he had given Cas on their first anniversary. He reached over and picked it up, holding it gently in his hands. Memories flooded him and he couldn't stop crying. Streams of tears flowed down his face as he gave into the pain and misery of the past few weeks.

He crawled into the backseat of the Impala and curled into a ball. He gripped the necklace tight in his hands, not willing to let it go. Castiel was his only light, his only happiness in this shithole of his life. Why did he let him go?

Castiel slid down the wall of the building he appeared by. He hadn't payed any attention to where he was going, and ended up at the bar he was supposed to meet Dean at. He pulled his knees up to his chest and wrapped his arms around them. He buried his head in his knees and tried to stop the tears free falling from his face. He loved Dean, he felt for Dean as much as an angel could, and more. Dean was his sunshine, his light in the dark. Dean was his and he was determined to get him back.

Sam heard the Impala drive up to the motel, but never heard the door open. He was going to let it be, but eventually curiosity won him over and he peeked outside to see what happened. He saw Dean lying in the back of the Impala, his face pressed into the seat and his body shaking. Sam frowned and closed the blinds. He walked outside to the car and knocked on the window. Dean jerked and looked up at the window. His eyes were bloodshot and his nose was running.

"Dean, lemme in," Sam whispered softly. Dean was still for a moment, but reached over and unlocked the door. Sam opened it and crawled into the car. It was a tight fit with both of them in the back. Sam pulled Dean up until he was sitting next to him. "What happened," Sam asked, putting a hand on Dean's shoulder. Dean shook his head, "Cas and I, w-we broke up," Dean sobbed. Sam nodded, "I'm sorry man." Dean closed his eyes, "s'not your fault." Sam smiled slightly, "you know, you look like a total girl right now." Dean chuckled, "Thanks, Sammy, but you're the girl."

Sam smiled, "c'mon, let's get you inside." Dean nodded and followed Sam into the motel. Sam helped Dean undress and get into bed, "goodnight Dean." Dean smiled, his eyes drooping, "night Sammy." He yawned, his body relaxing. Sam looked down at Dean and decided he wouldn't let Castiel hurt him ever again.

A/N YAY FOR SHORT FIRST CHAPTERS! the next chapter will be longer, I promise. I hope you liked it and PLZ REVIEW!