Release Me
I could see...
But I had lost sight...
That day I lost everything: my love, Kikyo, was killed. My freedom, I was pined to that God forsaken tree. My jewel, the Shiko-no-tama was pulled just out of my grasp. That fateful day had changed my life forever...but more days like that were soon to come.
During those long years, being pinned to the God tree, my mind wandered. My life had become meaningless to everyone, I was just some hanyou stuck to a tree in the middle of some forest, all significance had been lost. If I had died on that tree no one would have cared, no one would have even noticed, no one would have cared, most people wanted me dead anyway. Soon I didn't care either, I wanted to die after a while too, my life was useless. I had a mind and soul, but it was useless... unreachable... I would have been more useful if I had possessed that stupid tree. Go-Shinboku, the God tree, was probably ready to get rid of me, I wished it could have found a way to kill me, take my life, I really thought I was useless.
Then after 50 long, antagonizing years of contemplating my self worth, she came along. That miko, the one that looks like my love, my old love, came along. She, this new girl, she freed me from me from the grips of that binging spell and arrow, and became my new love, my true love. That enchanting girl. Who knew that she too, would change my life forever. She was the one that loved me as I was, as I am. She changed my wish, she will never know, but if I have to give up being full youki, just to stay with her, then I will. She gave me the will to live, the courage to face all fears, the love that changed my soul. Never will I feel as I did on that tree wanting to die...willing myself to die, feeling worthless. As long as she is around, I will have a purpose, always have the will to live.
"Inuyasha!...Are you spacing out again?" Kagome yelled very huffily.
"Wha... Oh sorry," Inuyasha said recovering quickly from his thoughts.
"Hurry up, the faster we get back to my time, the faster we get your ramen," she replied trying disparity to get his attention, "you've been spacing out for the last 5 minutes, and I have been trying to get you attention the whole time"
"Oh...did you say something about ramen? Wait for me!" he called after her.
"Then come on, if you would carry me, we could get there faster, and you could get your ramen quicker," she called over her shoulder to him.
"Oi, wench, what am I to you, a pack mule"
"Ohhhh...SIT"
Bam
Ever since that day, when you freed me from that tree, you gave me my sight, for I could see again, see the world. I could see my purpose, my place in life. You gave me things no one else could: my freedom, you freed me from that tree (and that stupid clay pot!). My jewel, you helped my find it once again. My love, you, Kagome, my miko from the other side of the well.
A/N: Wheeee...indirect fluffiness! Don't cha love it! and remember please review
Beebo!