Happily ever suicide
Bella provo
He's gone….
My heart is breaking….
My world is crashing….
I heard a breaking sound….
He's gone. Every single thought running through my mind was those two words. My brain wasn't working, my heart was none existent.
I looked at the water below hoping he was joking, hoping he was coming back. I was delusional. The water splashed on the rocks below, curving and crashing so like my life. I felt myself falling off the edge of the cliff. I was hoping this would be the last time I had to live through the pain.
As I dove off the edge I thought of him. His hair was messed up from running his hands through it. His bronze hair had gold flecks shining in the light. It was a rare sunny day for forks
He had a hand pinching the bridge of his nose his hand and face had sparkles raining off of him. His eyes were open looking at me. His eyes were captivating me, the topaz gold reflecting off every single light around us. I reached out to him. I hit the water of the ocean before I could connect our hands. The tears reached my eyes and he was there. He was staring at me, begging me with his eyes to stop, to struggle away from the current slowly pulling me down to the watery sand below. I shook my head. He was close to me. I felt the tips of his fingers across my face. It was all an illusion, this Edward wasn't real. The tears were drifting from my eyes down into the water. I heard his voice in my head.
"Please don't"
I shook my head no. I sank further down, the current got worse and I was almost there. My breath was almost out and I was cold. I couldn't feel my toes now. The black water around me was strangely comforting as I kept looking at Edward's image. He was drifting up toward the surface as I sunk.
He's leaving again…
He's gone….
My heart was making sounds again. It stopped, and then continued stuttering uncontrollably.
I took one last look at his imagine.
He was crying tears were actually falling down his pale cheeks. I hit the bottom of the sandy depts. I took my last breath. My heart stopped.
The breaking sound continued as I was carried to a meadow so like ours and hours later, hours that could have been seconds passed on. I saw him.
Edward…
He was standing in front of me.
His hand was on my cheek. I smiled into his hand, closing my eyes in sheer bliss. I looked into his eyes.
Green…
His eyes were a bright emerald green; they made my knees go weak.
His inhuman beauty was gone….
He was human…
I smiled at him and stepped closer.
He leaned into my neck and smelled me.
"Strawberries and freesia, beautiful…"
He looked into my eyes.
"What was so hard about this forever?"
I stepped closer into his intimate touch and hugged my love.
"Nothing…absolutely nothing"
Happily ever suicide….