Oh, it has been such a long time! I am sooooooooooooo sorry! Please forgive me! I've had no inspiration lately, so……..and Christmas is coming up, plus Thanksgiving, so………….um, yeah…….sorry….
So it all comes down to this. I've been abandoned in the dark. You, Senjinn dear, were my light, and my world. Now, I'm all alone. Why did you have to leave, my love? Did you even think about how much you would hurt me? I didn't want to walk around blindly, scared, because you're not there. I miss you, and I need you here, by my side. It's so dark in my world. Well, it was light, when you were still here. You were my candle, lighting my way. And then, your life was extinguished, like a candle being blown out. So, who now do I turn to? Who do I have, to hold me tight, to tell me that I am loved? There will never be anyone like that again. And here I stand, alone in this wretched darkness. The only sound I hear is my heartbeat, as a single tear makes its way to the ground. It's hard to breath. The darkness surrounds me, choking me. I cry out in pain, my heart aching. I can't live without you! You knew that! I just can't go on. But there's this voice, telling me I must. I need to go on, for the child I carry. I do hope he'll be like you, my dearest. Maybe, just maybe, I can guide him through his own darkness. Maybe I can be his candle, lighting his way. But I shall never forget you, and I will always long for your touch. But I will make my way through the darkness, lighting my own way.
The end. A beautiful, simple love story. Ah……..Okay, please review!
