Happy birthday Doremi-chan~! Yay for the cute pink heroines that are everywhere!!

Why did I write this when I knew I would somehow screw it up? No clue... I clearly need to work in my fluff department... It's harder than it looks people!!

And why aren't their more Doremi-chan fics?! She's the heroine of the story, for pete's sake!! Bah...

So what is this story? AkaDore. Obviously. But if it makes you people feel any better, there's HINTS of Kotake x Doremi...I think. (Think?)

So if you have a problem with Akatsuki x Doremi, why are you here? You should be writing your OWN story with your own pairing!! Heck, write two. This anime needs more fanfics.

Doremi is wonderful, cute, and beautiful...and we all know it~! I just wish today wasn't a Thursday...

Also, beware of typos... I think I got them all, but... Urk.

...Is there any OOC? I hope not. But something had to be posted for Do-chan's birthday, right?

Disclaimer: ...If I owned the series... Do you SERIOUSLY think the FLAT4 would have only ten episode appearances out of like, two-hundred thirteen? They'd get their own spin-off series if I was in charge...but I'm not. So I say boo. Boo.

By My Standards

Beauty. What did that word mean anyway? What was beauty?

If I asked Hazuki, she'd give me some sort of wordy definition, something like "qualities that give pleasure to the senses"... And I would still be at lost to its meaning.

If I asked Aiko, she'd make some joke about it, give me a not-so-light punch on my shoulder, and tell me not to worry about it.

If I asked Onpu, she'd go on some sort of dramatic and romantic speech, and somehow unintentionally blow away my ego because I was pretty average if I ever compared myself to her. That was life.

I never really considered asking Momoko or Hana-chan about it... Because Momoko would probably respond the same way as Aiko, and Hana-chan in all her brilliant innocence would be momentarily stumped before exclaiming all her favorite things that she considered 'beautiful'. From beads to pudding to elephants.

Asking okaa-san was out of the question as well, but I'd still wonder.

Roses were beautiful, sunsets were beautiful, and love was beautiful.

But what about me?

I already knew how I compared to Onpu, but I always cut short on something.

Hazuki was smart, I wasn't. Not at all. I couldn't even score half the points on a decent test.

Aiko was athletic, I wasn't. Obviously, with my clumsiness.

Momoko was optimistic, I wasn't. Not that much, anyway... Being the unluckiest 'pretty' girl and all...

Hana-chan was happy-go-lucky, I wasn't. Not really. If you remember the statement above.

The more I thought about it, did anyone think I was beautiful? I never sought to ask, I was scared. Of what? Of not getting answered honestly.

If I asked my friends, I'd get the same answer. ("You are, Doremi-chan. Why do you doubt yourself?" most likely.)

It's hypocritical, it's contradictory. It's just me. Being the unluckiest 'pretty' girl did have its perk. I knew I was pretty, beautiful by my own standards.

But when it came to everyone else, I began doubting myself.

Especially when it came to guys. The two in question.

I wouldn't dare ask Kotake if he thought I was pretty unless I wanted to be insulted...even though in a way I was use to him insulting me. "You, pretty?" he'd snort, already making me boil with anger at the thought. "Please, any guy who'd think that would need glasses, Dojimi."

What does he know anyway? I'd wonder that. I'd also wonder why it was that his opinion mattered so much...

But not nearly as much as the other guy I held a special interest in.

Akatsuki.

If it was possible for guys to be 'beautiful', that was Akatsuki-kun all over. He was practically the fairy tale prince that all princesses had in mind when in need of rescuing. Which is funny, because he actually was a prince.

Akatsuki was everything Kotake wasn't. Polite, calm, generous, level-headed. No wonder I loved (more like obsessed over, really) the guy.

Sadly, he still saw me as a dear friend of his, not a girl. A friend.

And I worried what would happen if I happened to ask him if he thought I was beautiful. Not because he might deny it, but because he probably wouldn't answer honestly.

He was like my friends, in that matter...which was alright for him. If only he knew, right?

But it's funny, he's complimented me before, calling me "charming" or "kind" or "likable". But he's never called me pretty. Not once. Charming doesn't cut it.

So sucking it up like a man...er, girl...I guess... I finally decided to ask.

"Akatsuki-kun?"

"Hm? What is it, Doremi-chan?"

"Do you think I'm...pretty?"

He blinked, completely off guard by the question. I sucked in my lip, waiting, heart pounding. I didn't know why. He said the exact same thing I expected he would.

Taking a deep breath, he just stated the words, "You're a very pretty girl, Doremi-chan."

...Why didn't I feel any better? At least it was better than him just avoiding the question or laughing about it, thinking it was a joke. But instead, I felt disappointed. I should have been ecstatic that Akatsuki would say that to me.

So I milked it a bit.

"Hazuki-chan's pretty, isn't she?"

He shrugged, a little confused. "I guess she is..."

"Ai-chan's pretty, isn't she?"

"I suppose..."

"Onpu-chan's pretty, isn't she?"

Of course she was and I almost wondered why Akatsuki didn't prefer her over me...to spare Tooru's feelings, perhaps?

But he just stared at me with worried violet-colored eyes, as if concerned for my current state of mind.

"...Where are we going with this, Doremi-chan?"

I exhaled a sigh, shaking my head, my cheeks already shamefully flushed.

"I-It's nothing..."

Akatsuki raised an eyebrow at that, and I half-expected him to just leave it at that, but he didn't.

"Why so worried about your looks, Doremi-chan? You're just fine the way you are."

I just shook my head, sighing. My fairy-tale prince sighed as well, looking up at the sky with those unclear, but still beautiful violet eyes.

"Hazuki-chan's pretty," he admitted, dampening my spirits a bit. "She's gentle, kind, and very passive... That's why Fujio-kun likes her... I'm always worried that I could hurt her by accident if I tried to like her... I'm not as gentle as Fujio-kun is."

I nodded at that, sighing. Even though I couldn't imagine Akatsuki-kun and Hazuki-chan together, this was easy to believe... Though a part of me, the overprotective best friend part most likely, wanted to snap and say that she wasn't as delicate as he thought she was.

"Aiko-chan's the opposite," he laughed, almost pleased to see I was listening. "She's pretty, of course... But unlike Hazuki-chan, she's more stubborn, outgoing, funny... But I'm actually worried that she could hurt me rather than the other way around... That's why I let Leon-kun mess with her; he can actually handle it...unlike me."

I almost laughed myself. This was easier to believe, considering it was really no secret that Aiko's temper had a tendency to scare away potential candidates... But we all loved her for that anyway.

"Now, Onpu-chan..." Akatsuki began, and I swallowed a lump in my throat. That purple idol always has her admirers, and I wouldn't be surprised if he...

"She's not my type."

...Wait a minute, say wha?

"She's pretty, Doremi-chan, believe me, but..." he smiled, shrugging. "She's just different. She's flashy, famous, elegant... But I can't handle the kind of admiration and dedication that her fans have... Tooru-kun's different. He may be a bit of a show-off, but he has enough perseverance to be able to at least try keeping up with her... I'm not really as inspired as he is."

I stare at him, my jaw dropped and my eyes bulging. I just couldn't imagine someone like him not being even the slightest bit interested in Onpu... I mean, really...

"W-What about Momo-chan? O-Or Hana-chan?" I squeaked, my voice uncharacteristically shy... I was really nervous about all this, huh?

"Momoko-chan and Hana-chan?" he seemed bewildered by the question but smiled, shaking his head with a sigh, his warm, tanned hand touching my cold, pale one. "Momoko-chan reminds me a lot like you, Doremi-chan. Silly, kind, fun to be around, but... She has a bit of the same issue Hazuki-chan does..."

I blink, my hand fidgeting under his.

"I am...confused. Sorry." And this said confusion was growing with every minute I tried to make sense of what he was saying in my head.

"Of course you are; it's confusing to me as well..." Smiling, he rolled his eyes, exhaling a light breath. "Hana-chan's something special, too... You did a fine job with how she turned out, Doremi-chan."

I blushed at that, blood rushing up to my cheeks...despite the fact that I failed to realize he just avoided the question.

"She's cheerful, carefree, happy; kinda like you...but she's innocent, very unaware of the world and its evils... I don't want to taint her, and neither do you, Doremi-chan."

Ah.

So Hana was beautiful in the way only a child could be... They do say ignorance is bliss, but...

"What does that have to do with me, Akatsuki-kun?"

A devilish smirk played on his lips, making my heart race.

"Isn't it obvious, Doremi-chan? You're everything they aren't. You're not as delicate as Hazuki-chan yet not as assertive as Aiko-chan. I don't have to worry about hurting you too much or making you angry... So what if you're not famous like Onpu-chan? That just means that I can keep you all to myself. You're perfect."

To say I was stupefied would be an understatement. I pinched myself to see if I was dreaming.

...Ouch. Not dreaming.

"...Doremi-chan, I'm being honest." He gave me that perfect smile of his as he laughed, patting the top of my head. "You're pretty, believe me... It's almost an understatement... And I'm not as kind and decent as you take me for, you know. And if this helps anything, I'm sure Kotake-kun would agree with me on every matter."

After the speech he just gave me, this didn't surprise me as much as it would have on a regular day.

"...I see." I responded, blinking.

"So here's a question of my own, Doremi-chan," Akatsuki began, entwining our fingers. "What made you ask that in the first place?"

I just shrugged, a smile crossing my lips, tightening my hand around his so that I could plant a kiss on his cheek.

"Just making sure...and thank you, Akatsuki-kun."

I give him a smile of my own as I laughed, and his expression became serious for a moment.

"What are you even thanking me for, Doremi-chan? You already knew all that, right?"

I guess in a way, I did. But hearing those words through his lips really made a difference...though I wasn't going to tell him that. Not any time soon.

It's funny, beautiful is quite an ambiguous term, isn't it? In a way, I'm glad for that.

I'm not smart like Hazuki, athletic like Aiko, famous like Onpu, optimistic like Momoko, irrepressible like Hana-chan, or even mature like my little sister Poppu... I'm just me. Dumb, clumsy, average, pessimistic, touchy, and immature me.

But despite that, I'm beautiful and loved. And despite what anyone says, including myself, that's not going to change any time soon.

But, first things first. I'm going to need a long, complicated chat with a certain Kotake Tetsuya about the things Akatsuki said to me.

And if that idiot is as dense as I am, I may need to borrow that Mahoutsukaikai prince's speaking skills.

Just this once.

And it's for the sake of honesty, thank you very much, not making myself feel any better.

Then again, with my experiences, the latter sounds almost as great as the former.

Almost, anyway.