do you love me?
will you ever take those cold eyes off me?
will you ever smile when iam with you?
how can i live without you?
you say you shuold be alone you say you hate me you say you can live without me can you?
are your words the truth?
will you be fine?
while i hold this sword to my broken heart,will you just laught as i bring it closer,what will you do?
the coldness touches my skin and i feel pain,
are you just looking away thinking you dont care?
as i gasp in pain,i fall to my kness blood all over my body,over the ground,
your warm arms around me?
you are my only regret my only sinful thought,painful tears on my shoulder are you there?
are you holding me tight?
trying to stop the blood trying to save me?
why?
why now?
blood covers your hands but nothing you dont wipe them you just stare at my face those familliar cold eyes gone sad,lonely ones replace them when you told me you had no need for my love,i did not cry i grabbed this bloody weapon and put it to my heart without you i have no need to live but now,why?
why do you cry?
are those ears for me?
this moment.
all you do is whisper those words i had just confessed not long ago.
you kiss me.
my body doesnt move.
yet you knew i fell it.