You kicked me out of my home.
The only place that I've ever loved and you took that away from me.
Can I blame you though?
Not really.
I tried to defend myself.
But you didn't want to listen.
You were too angry.
Too hurt.
I tried to tell you that she didn't mean what you meant to me but you didn't hear me say that.
All that mattered was what I had done and nothing I could say would ever change that.
I tried to explain why I went to her willingly but you didn't understand why I didn't feel I could turn to my own wife when I felt this way. I told you that I thought about telling you but i didn't think you would understand.
I didn't think you'd understand what it felt like to have an evil taughnting you to do things that you know are wrong but you want them so much and so deeply that you almost have to give in.
Its been four years.
I look back now, at the life that we shared and know that you would have understood if I had come to you first but I didn't and it's alittle too late now.
Four years have passed and I have yet to actually meet my child. Xavier tells me that you and Logan are married.
What, you didn't actually think I'd be able to cut all ties with the mansion did you? I was the first X-man for crying out loud! There was no way in hell I was just gonna leave like you wanted me too. The Mansion has been my home ever since I got my powers. I wasn't just gonna leave it.
Xavier tells me that we have a girl named Danielle Rachel.
I really wish you would have let me help you bring her into this world.
Do you know how much it hurts not seeing my daughter but knowing she's alive?
Is this my punishment for doing what I had done?
Wasn't the divorce enough?
You may want to keep me from my daughter but you can't do that forever.
I sit in my one room apartment when there is a knock at the door. I get up off of the sofa and answer the door and am shocked as to who I find there.
Emma.
She looks better than ever.
Her hair is alittle longer but other than that she looks the same.
"What the hell?" I say. It's all I can think to say. I am to shocked to do anything else.
"Well hello to you too Summers." She says as she pushes past me and walks into my apartment.
She doesn't like it.
I can see it in her face.
It isn't the mansion but at lease it is something.
"Emma what are you doing here?" I manage to ask closing the door and walking to the living room where she sits on my couch seductivlly.
"I'm here for you silly." she says, "I've started up a school of my own. I want you to join me."
That wasn't the answer I wanted.
I didn't ask the question I wanted answered.
"Emma, I thought you were..."
"Dead?"
"Well, yeah. Jean killed you. Logan and I..."
"Jean kill me? Isn't that a laugh." She says laughing, "Your precious wife couldn't kill a fly without a damn good reason. But I suspect she's your ex-wife now."
She knows.
She always knows.
She always knew everything.
She doesn't have that sence of restraint that Jean has.
"Emma answer the question."
"Don't you know Scott?" She asks getting off the sofa and walking to me. I don't reply and she simply smiles, "Your beloved simply made an allusion to fool you like she probably did when you two were in bed."
I may not be with you anymore but I do still love you.
She has not right to talk about you that way.
She never did.
"That's enough Emma!"
"You don't believe me?" She asks looking into my ruby glasses.
No, I do believe her.
Actually that is easier to accept than you killing her.
You are an X-man
X-men don't kill, aside form Wovleirne but that's not the point.
"I need some air." I simply say grabbing my keys and jacket and leave Emma in my apartment.
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