Blood
How I crave it without want
She offers it so willingly
But how can I say yes?
And yet
How can I say no?
I do not want this life
I hate for her to suffer
Do I partake from her neck?
As she offers it to me?
I cannot
I will not
But I do it once again
It's the last time I swear
I can't keep doing this to her
I just want her to smile
To feel her hand open my cheek
So soft
Her skin, her smile, even her heart
She is too kind
Too giving
So easily taken advantage of
She gives so much to me
But I could never ask her for what I truly want
She could never love me
Not in the way
Not in the way that she loves him
That monster
Anything
She would do anything for him
Give anything for him
Even change
But I can't allow that
I would never allow that
Not in that way
I won't watch her suffer the way that I have
Not for him
Not for anyone
Only four years I have known her
But I care for her greatly
This
This she must never know
I cannot tell her
For I am a monster
In human disguise
Lusting for the one thing
Blood
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