''' Oh Carlisle what a mind you have ,'' said Emmett as he had sat next to Carlisle on the couch and cleared his mind of everything except one thing , why Carlisle was behaving this way .His thoughts were focus now and set and he began to enter Carlisle's mind and thoughts .Suddenly he felt sick . Everything around him was like a kalidescopic view and black and white too .Then he saw him as Carlisle was at a table with the rest of the family and they were drinking blood but not human blood . And suddenly he saw himself there but not enjoying the blood but serving it to the family over and over .

Then in another scene but not with Esme , Carlisle was with another woman a woman that was familiar to him and not believing who it was , Carlisle kissed her and said ,'' Ever since Edward in fact bought you home I always had a secret crush on you , you know .'' Then he kiss the other woman .

'' Bella you poor girl,'' said Emmett not forgetting this was all still in Carlisle's mind .Then the scene change again but this time at a funeral , someone's else funeral . He stepped closer to the name on the tombstone it read : Here lies Edward Cullen . All these secret fantasies or dreams of Carlisle if anyone , even anyone in the Cullen family knew Carlisle would be ruined .Emmett took a deep breath .

end part 4