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Okay, here is my new frerard story, I hope you like it. Franks not even in the story yet LOL

AlexisSCREAM

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Gerard POV

'No!' I screamed. She couldn't be dead! I wouldn't let her be dead.

'I'm so sorry, Gerard' My mum said solemnly.

'When's the...f-funeral?' I asked, staring at the floor, tears streaming down my cheeks.

'Tomorrow' My mum said, staring at me.

'When did she...?' I swallowed hard, unable to say the word.

'Six days ago' My mum replied, sighing a little.

'You've known for how long?' I asked, anger suddenly flowing through my body.

'Since she died. But I couldn't bring myself to tell you' She said, tears forming in her eyes.

'She was the only person that didn't mind me being...' I couldn't say it. It was what cause all the betaings. all the hate. I ran to the door, opened it and ran down the street to where Kayya lived, when she was alive...I knocked hard on the front door. I wanted fucking details. People can't just drop dead, can they? Yeah...but... The door opened, and Kayya's sister, Talia stood there, with a forced smile.

'Come in' She muttered. I did exactly that. It felt like half the house was missing.

'Umm... Hi' I whispered, sitting in the floor.

'Why are you sitting on the floor, Gerard?' Lauren, Kayya and Talia's mum, asked me. I covered my face with my hands.

'It reminds me of her. Everything does' I cried, my voice muffled by my hands.

'Talia. I don't think he knows what happened, no one's explained. Would you?' Lauren asked Talia. They knew I had no idea. Talia grabbed my hand and pulled me up the stairs. She opened Kayya's bedroom door, and we walked in. She sat on Kayya's bed. I didn't I just stood there, tears still streaming down my face.

'She killed herself' Talia said. I felt faint. It was as if the whole house had collapsed and fallen on top of me.

'S-She WHAT?!' I asked, almost screaming.

'I'm sorry Gerard. She hung herself' Talia whispered. I always knew the sisters didn't get on well. I knew that Talia was forcing herself not to cry.

'No! I'm dreaming. I'm fucking dreaming, aren't I?' I screamed, staring into Talia's eyes. I couldn't face the fact that my best friend, the only person in my whole school that wasn't a homophobe, was dead.

'I'm really sorry. Here. Read this' Talia said, throwing me Kayya's diary. It also contained her suicide note. She apologised for leaving me. I laughed a little at the last line she wrote. Typical Kayya. She made a joke out of everything. I needed my only friend back.

That was the first Saturday I had spent without Kayya for 7 years, since we met. And I knew that there would be a lot more.