.~You've chosen your path
I've chosen mine~.
.~But our destinies will
Always be intertwined~.
For once in my life
I'm letting you go
I'm really sorry...
For being so slow
In realizing that you
Don't want a friend
I just wanted your
Misery to end
I was stupid and dumb
To fall so high
Knowing you wouldn't catch me
But still I had to try...?
I'm sorry for being annoying
A pest who just admires
I know how you hate
Those who are criers
Thanks for the patience
So to speak
The only thing you did
Was call me weak
And it's sad to say
That you're right
To not cry
It took all of my might
As I look back to before...
To the fool I've been
The one who was
Always heartbroken
I remember all the times
You turned me down
But guess what I learned...?
How to cry without a sound
Since you left
I've this stupid pain in my heart
It's so hard to pull myself together
When everything's falling apart
It hurts to feel
It hurts to care
It hurts to plaster
This fake smile I wear
I detest boredom
Where I have time to think
And relive the day
When my life started to sink
I have to escape
This feeling of dread
Better than thinking
I'd rather be off dead...
Eventually time passes...
I pushed myself through
Training everyday
Trying to forget about you
It's ironic how now
I can't even cry
I received countless missions
I wasn't afraid to die
I was made ANBU
There was no feeling there
I trained myself for this
Forbidden to ever care
I saw my friends less and less
My answer to their chatter always curt
So why is it that their eyes...
Showed the least bit of hurt?
They never say anything
But I know they talk behind my back
About what happened to me
And the things I lack
But I don't see what they mean
What could I lack be?
There's nothing wrong with working hard
There's nothing wrong with me.
I overheard Naruto
And from what I could tell
He thinks I'm just a fake
Just a former shell
What he said should have hurt me
It gave me a little scare
To find out that...
I didn't even care
But there's this pain in my gut
And suddenly I know
The real me is gone
This is all a show
With a shock I realize
I'd done what I swore I'd never do
I hate myself more
For turning into someone
Just
Like
You.
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto or Sakura.
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