Private Journal

(Read and die\that's a promise)

Chapter-3

NPOV (NARIRATOR'S POV)

Chad quickly turned the pages as quickly as possible trying to soak in as much information as he could before Sonny would return to her dressing room, which would turn into an argument because he was invading her personal life. He would be kicked out and ignored until he did something that made him worthy of forgiving, but he didn't have to think about that. He was flipping through each page, reading the first sentence to make sure it wouldn't be a waste of time; because that was one thing he didn't have time for. He almost missed but caught himself before forever loosing the page.

CPOV

I started reading and was shocked; the page was recent and … depressing! And Chad Dylan Cooper doesn't do depressing! Wait, no wonder Sonny always complains about the whole "talking in 3rd person" thing, I think I'm sick of it! Anyways back to reality… this was what was oh-so-shocking.

Dear Private Journal,

Today is August 29, 2009, and I did something I'm ashamed of; I broke down and now there's no going back. I cut myself and threatened myself. I threatened to… end it all. Even as I write this, I have a knife right in reach. I don't know that I can take the depression, the pressure, the neglect, and even the pretending. It's all way too much for even me to handle so if this is my last entry then you'll know why but it might not be that soon since I don't have the guts yet but I'm working on that, since nobody cares anyway, I guess I'll be doing the world a favor. Anyways it seems I've gotten off topic. Um I think I actually covered everything…. So I guess this is goodbye (for now but maybe even, forever)

Bu-bye… cya,

Sonny m.

NPOV

The blonde was stunned; he never thought that the precious little ball of sonshine he adored so much would go as far as cutting? But little did he know that it wasn't the worst to come…..

Author's Note:

Okay so I'm leaving on that note to make sure you KEEP READING and if you haven't already, FOLLOW ME AND MY STORIES! Plz plz plzzzzz review and if you follow through with those three things I'll follow you and your stories along with me sending you a PM asking you to help me with a story! =] It would mean sooooo much to me so plz plz plzzzzzz R ,R & F!

3 always,

Sammie =P