Why do I love him... hes such a wimp and a moan... The way he always goes on about doing the wright thing and stuff... I mean, did you hear that crap story he told at the treehouse?! What a nerd.. I always tell him hes a nerd and other things... You may think im kinda a bully to Jeff but you dont know nothing. Ive secretly always liked him... I dont mean just like him, I like like him... You may say that like like also means lov... ahem I think I said to much... Well heck you probably know anyway! Im Dustin and im in love with Jeff! Hu hu that kind of felt good to get that of my chest... I know im an idiot for telling you that... Most of you are probably stocked to know that. What you didn't think this was a stupid Jeff x Sumo fanfic did ya? Can we stop all this crap! Sumo is fu***** in love with Chelsea not Jeff! IM THE ONE THATS IN LOVE WITH JEFF! HAVEN'T YOU GUYS EVEN BOTHERED TO THINK THAT I LOVE JEFF?! COME ON ALL THE TIMES THAT I ANNOYED HIM AND CALLED HIM NAMES, THAT DIDN'T EVEN STRIKE A CLUE!? DUDE I KNEW THE GUY WHEN WE WERE IN FUCKING PRESCHOOL AND I STILL LOVED HIM SINCE! He probably doesn't love me... Yea im crying thanks for noticing! Huh... Look im sorry okay... I just can't handle my emotions at times... Plus the other reason im upset is because if Belson found out that I love jeff. He would make my life a misery! Well he already does... I shouldn't even be worrying about that anyway.. Jeff wont love me, hes still in love with Ashley... Ha I remember that time me and Jeff were fighting over Ashley and we end up getting lost in the woods! We got really close at that time... But I had to blow it by being a big jerk again after it. I hate it when im mean to Jeff... I dont know why I keep on doing it... I guess im too shy to show him how I feel... I wish I was like Sumo he always shows Chelsea how he feels... There not exactly dating but they kissed a few times after they sorted out that whole not talking to each other after the kiss in the Guys scraper. The kisses they had where at times when they were in panic or just couldn't resist each other. I wish they would just get a room... Anyway back to my story and ill be telling more soon. But right now I have to go to school.. Ill see him again... Why is this so hard...
