Title: Heavy

Summary: Effy has to face the unfamiliar and unwelcome feeling of intimacy.

Rating: PG

Word Count: 100

Author's Note: Written for the challenge 'touch' at skins_100 on Livejournal.

You spend too long trying to rationalize the feeling that you've been more intimate with him than you have with Cook. You don't even like that word in the first place. Intimate. Intimacy is a foreign concept to you. Intimacy is how people get hurt. Intimacy is for normal people.

But now Freddie's gone and fucked it all up, because you've never put so much weight on a kiss before. Even sleeping with his best friend again doesn't take your mind off it, since the whole time your eyes are closed and you lose sight of who you are with.