Second story uploaded.
I get that this isn't going to get a lot of reviews and such 'cause it's a poem...
And it's only one chapter...
And bla bla bla..
BUT I TRIED. :D
This is how I imagine Prussia's inner feelings to be; Jumbled and confused, but powerful.
THERE IS NO DIRECT PAIRING which I did on purpose so you can imagine any Prussia x ? pairing you want, okay?
Okay.
I DO NOT OWN HETALIA.
Tell me.
What kind of person am I?
I hate you.
I think.
I like you.
I think.
I love you.
I…
What do these phrases mean?
This is stupid, I say.
Why is it stupid, I ask.
YOU'RE the stupid one, they say.
Stupid.
Stupid, stupid me.
Am I the stupid one?
Why do I always think these things?
Why do I always contradict myself?
Why can't I have a friend?
Someone who knows everything about me?
Why can no one understand?
The things I do are for you.
You.
You're.
You're annoying.
You're annoying.
You're annoying.
And yet, I can't stop thinking about you.
I wake up and say, as I look at myself in the mirror,
"What can I do to make you laugh today?"
"What can I do to make you smile?"
So annoying.
Your fault.
All of this is your fault.
You're so annoying.
You're so annoying.
You're so…
So how is it that you've done this to me?
I used to have confidence.
An ego.
Now that confidence, that ego, is a show.
A show put on for you.
You, dammit.
Now I worry that even my voice bothers you.
You're so…
It's just...
I guess you're…
'Special.'
I'm a coward, I say.
You're a coward, you say.
We're both cowards.
I see you talking to that person.
I hate it.
But I want you to be happy.
So I'll encourage you.
Go for it!
I want you to know that you can talk to me.
You can tell me your problems.
Whatever you want to do, you can.
You can do anything.
I'm on your side.
…
But why, dammit?
That person is special.
More special to you than me.
That person can make you smile.
That person can make you laugh.
But no matter how hard I try, I can't…?
Why?
Because that person is perfect in your eyes.
Because I'm just a shadow.
So in to you,
Am I simply…
What's the word…
Inferior?
I don't know.
But I don't care.
I don't need to be your number one.
Number two or even fifty will suffice.
As long as you can see me.
Know that I am here.
For you.
Always.
So do me a favor?
Laugh.
Smile.
Be happy and never worry about anything.
Please…
For me?
And now that I've said that.
Listen.
I am here!
Can you see?
Lookit!
I'm different!
I'm 'strange'!
I'm irritating!
But I am NOT inferior.
To anyone.
And I won't give up.
Ever.
So,
Even though I don't know if I
Hate
Like
Love
You or that person.
It's just…
I guess…
You're special.
Don't forget that.
Reviews? :3
Maybe?
Per favore~?
I hoped you liked it 'cause I enjoyed writing it~