Open Wounds
A/N: Here's another songfic for you. Now, I actually think it's really sad so just warning you. BTW Gwen in about 6-7 years old in this. Anyway hope you like it.
Disclaimer: I don't own The Total Drama Series or the song Open Wounds by Skillet.
Gwen P.O.V
In the dark with the music on
Wishing I was somewhere else
Taking all your anger out on me, (somebody help)
I would rather rot alone
Then spend a minute with you
I'm gone, I'm gone
I'm in the dark with the music up high. I wish I was somewhere else especially when you're taking your anger out on me. Somebody please help! I'd love to rot alone then spend another minute with you, even if you're my dad.
And you can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault
I'm breaking down into tears and I can't pull myself together. And sadly this is all YOUR fault!
How could you, how could you, how could you hate me
When all I ever wanted to be was you
How could you, how could you, how could you love me
When all you ever gave me were open wounds
How could you hate me when I'm your own daughter? Your own blood! And especially when all I every wanted to be was like you. I looked up to you, but all you did were give me open wounds.
Downstairs the enemy sleeps
Leaving the TV on
Watching all the dreams we had turn into static
Doesn't matter what I do
Nothing's gonna change
I'm never good enough
Downstairs I see you sound asleep on the couch. You left the TV on, watching all the dreams, the good times we had turn into static. I think about going down there and being helpful, but it doesn't matter what I do. Nothings going to change, because I'm not good enough.
And you can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault
How could you, how could you, how could you hate me
When all I ever wanted to be was you
How could you, how could you, how could you love me
When all you ever gave me were open wounds
Tell me why you broke me down and betrayed my trust in you
I'm not giving up, giving in when will this war end
When will it end
Why did you break down and start abusing me daddy? I trusted you and you betrayed me, but I won't give up and I won't give in until this war will end.
You can't stop me from falling apart
You can't stop me from falling apart
You can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault
How could you, how could you, how could you hate me
When all I ever wanted to be was you
How could you, how could you, how could you love me
When all you ever gave me were open wounds
How could you, how could you
How could you, how could you
All I ever wanted to be was you
All you ever gave me were open wounds
I loved you daddy. But you left me here in the dark, with tears in my eyes, and open wounds.
A/N: Aww sad story! I'm so sorry Gwen. Well anyway that was just a little songfic I wanted to do about Gwen and her dad. When Total Drama started Gwen didn't have a dad so instead of what everyone else said I pictured him abusing Gwen a lot so he was finally out of the picture.
So anyway hope you liked it and please review. ;)