i do not own the characters of SM! but i do own abby.. :D

guys this is my fanfic of jared and kim.. gosh i hope you like it. plllzzzzzzz let me know what you think so far.. hehe i have more to come if ya'll give me some reviews.. :D i'm only posting two chapters. to get ya'll started..

Chapter One: Just put me out of my misery already!

Here I was standing in front of my history class, nervous as hell. I always got nervous getting in front of people. I really hated it when the teacher makes you stand up in front of the class to interduce yourself and where you came from when you are a new student. I was a junior for god's sakes!

I have lived in ten different states in my life because of my father being in the army. I wished that one day we could stay in one spot, I thought biting my lip. I was facing the class. I noticed that only a few out of the twenty people was paying attention.

"Hi. My name is Kim Shanzie and I moved from Nevada." I smiled a little but I could still feel the heat in my cheeks from embarrassment. I walked back to my chair with my eyes cast down quickly. I didn't notice the guy sitting beside me smirking at my embarrassment.

The teacher started giving the lecture for today. I was trying to keep up but unfortantly I didn't have any clue on what he was talking about. So, I did the smart thing, I started taking notes on what he was talking about. Maybe before I leave to go to my next class I'll asked him to fill me in.

"Pssstt" Someone tapped me on the shoulder. I turned around and smiled at the girl behind me. She was a pretty girl. Her long black hair was pulled to the side with a bright orange ribbon and shocking blue eyes. "Here. Copy this. I know you're behind on this subject." She whispered handing me a piece of paper. I thanked her and turned around. I started copying her page and half listened to the teacher as he taught the rest of the period.

To my relieve the bell for the next period went off and I stood up pushing my chair back. "Excuse me." A deep voice said to the right of me. I turned around thinking that the person wasn't that tall but he was. I had to look all the way up. He looked down at me with a frown. His black hair hanging in his face. "Can I get by? You're blocking me." He waved his hand toward my chair that was in his way.

"Oh! I'm sorry." I stammered a little and moved the chair back so he can go by. He was huge like a football player. Hell I wouldn't be surprised if he was, I thought. He shook his head without saying another word to me. He was cute.

I gathered my books and supplies in silence.

"Ignore Jared. He's been testy lately. He's a sweet guy but lately he's been an ass to everyone. You would think he was on his period or something." The girl that was behind me earlier rolled her eyes standing beside me. "I'm Abby, by the way. So, what's your next class?" She asked applying a pink lip gloss on her lips without a mirror.

She was a little taller than I was but she looked like she just stepped out of a teen magazine with her designer clothes. I felt kind of out of place dressed only in my tight faded jeans, rocker t-shirt and my big bracelets. My hair was straight as a board pulled back with a thick head band. I hardly wore make up either. My mother said I had natural beauty. At times I believed her.

"I have English IV next. You?" We started walking into the hall. I took out the map to the school and tried to locate the class room.

"Come on. I'll show you where it is. I'm in the same class." She smiled at me really big revealing straight white teeth. She grabbed me around the arm and pulled me down the hall.

Abby smiled at me as she took her seat close to the back of the classroom. I stood there going from one foot to another waiting on the teacher, Mrs. Hotz. Mrs. Hotz was an older lady with graying hair and a pair of thick rimmed glasses. God, I hope she didn't teach like she looks, I thought to myself holding back a smile.

"Kim, just take a seat anywhere you want." She told me pointing in front of her. I noticed there was only one seat left for me to take and that was beside someone I really didn't want to sit by again.

I sighed as I headed in that direction to the table that the guy named Jared was sitting at again. He looked up and his eyes narrowed at me as I walked toward him. My heart was beating really fast and I kept my head down as I sat beside him. He was just so gorgeous, I thought digging through my bag and getting out my pen and paper and sat them in front of me.

"So, are you like following me?" He asked huskly. I turned around and was caught off guard by his grin. I couldn't say anything. I was just staring at him and nothing would come out of my mouth. Say something damn it, I kept screaming in my head. I watched his smile turned into a frown. "Are you okay?"

"Uh uh yeah. Sorry. uh no. I mean no I'm not following you." I stuttered. I felt my face heat up.

"Oh okay. Well. Names Jared." He said turning his attention to his work in front of him. I wanted to smack myself in the head for acting that way. I never clam up with a guy. Hell, back in Navada I was always had guys around me. Never this shy, I thought biting the end of my pen.

Mrs. Hotz placed a work sheet in front of us and I still couldn't concentrate. Damn him and damn myself, I thought. I did all the questions on the work sheet best to my knowledge and turned it in. Jared got up from the table and started to pass me but some how I tripped over my own feet. For a few seconds I thought that I was going to hit the floor but a strong pair of hands caught me just before I did.

"Are you okay?" Jared asked me pulling me up. He was still holding on to my arms and he gave me a little shake. "Are you okay?" He repeated.

"Oh yes. Thank you." I managed to say. He let me go and shook his head. He turned in his paper and didn't say anything else to me the rest of the class. God, I am so stupid. I guess he thinks I'm a clumsy and mute person, I thought biting my lip again.

What a great first day! I groaned a little bit putting my head in my hands.